My good old buddy, Victoria! One of the pretty babe who exists in my life. Love to be sacastic towards her. Hehe. Yes, I miss the old times but we gotta move on!! :D

LOVE YOU VEEEEEEEKEEEEEE!!!

Ok, a random update about me...

Guess what am I busy with? SYF trainings! From next week onwards, trainings in the mornings almost everyday! Arghhh! For this week, Tuesday, Sec 1 training. Wednesday, VCH rehearsal, Thursday, normal practice with Miss Yee and today, exchange programme at St Gab's! *faints* So packed. But I like it. Hahaha. Feel so tired and sick of the trainings, but once I have the performing mindset, bam! I feel that it's all worth it :D Yes, I like that short moment singing in front of the judges. So fun. WAHAHAHA! JIA YOU PEOPLE! WE CAN MAKE IT TOGETHER!! :DD

Thursday went for prayer meeting. In the morning I was actually kinda reluctant to go. But soemthing struck me. And there I headed to church after yesterday's choir practice. And the PM was great! It's always great! Never regret and I'll never miss a single one! Hehe.

Test and homework flooding my mind. Urgh. Today had this Mrs Quek talk. Was in a way inspired lah. To do better for the O levels. She likes to compare. And I like to compare too! We were told that the school is relying on us to do well so as to bring up the standard in BBSS. Feel so honoured yet stressed *faints* CA1 didnt do well. I know it myself. Wasnt my fullest. Maybe only like 10% of the effort put in. Nevermind, stand up and start again! I believe during June I'll be totally free and ready for my Os!

Had interview with EV today. Tried our very best to speak well of the school. For cos if there's whatever I can contribute, I should do it to the fullest! Wont that be amazing if BBSS reaches that certain level? :) That'll be amazing!

Also did the CIP collection of old paper thing. Wow, so much paper being recycled! I dont know why but I'm kinda sensitive when the environment is involved. For example, I REALLY HATEEEEE people who litter. Even if its a small thing. And people who uses resourses like no one's business. Haha. But I like MR Hoe from DandT workshop. "Chloroform is free so apply more(mian fei de, fang duo yi dian" xD Nvm, most of you wont get it. That reminds me. DandT!! Need to do a lot! Argh!!

Yup, busy busy! Woo! And tired! Ok, shall sleep early tonight :DD TATA!

Today is someone's special day! People call her my "favourite teacher". We've been celebrating her birthdays for the past 2 years. So why give today a miss? Even though it was kinda last minute(oops), IT WAS GREAT! Had maths for the last period. So everything fell into place.

Mr Mazlee thought of an idea that would suprpise her. Haha! 15 minutes before school ended, he came up to class and called ChangRui and XiaoFan out of class (we had rehearsals) pretending that they stirred up trouble. Seconds later, he came in and called "favourite teacher" as he wanted to speak to her. It was all part of the plan. The 2 students sneaked in and place the birthday cake on the table.

Reaction when she saw the cake.

Daddy and Mommy of my class.

Sabo#1: Extracting of fruits from the cake. Eugene was so funny! Wanted to smash her face onto the cake __ times. HAHA. Didnt wanna smash as the cake was too beautiful.

Sabo#2: Feeding of cake, if you didnt obey and kept controlling the hands,

This is the outcome! MUAHAHA!

Sabe#3: __ kisses! Since there were __ gals in class, each girl had the chance to kiss her 2 times! Sadly, only 5 gals dared to kiss her so only got 10 kisses. Btw, I came out with that idea cos I was known as the kissing-machine *evin grin*

Looks like she loved it. Hehe.

Posing with flower.. Was disappointed as the flower "died" Shouldent have put into the staff lounge fridge. Must have something that made the flower died :/ Original flower below.

Weiya. She was trying to look short. Hehe.

Anyway, thanks for the 3 years. Without you, my life would have been so different! You are so very dear in my heart. HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!

Sometimes you just pour your outmost care and concern for a person you really love. Trying to meet the needs, be of help whenever they require or simply, being by their side, caring for them!

Question:
Would you ever know if the person finds you an angel or just someone irritating and kaypo in his/her life?

Answer:
No. (Unless they write a thank you card. Haha.)

I just hope no matter what I do, I'll be able to impact people's life and not make them hate me even more. Moving into another phase in life. Bring it on!

It's the Weekends Again! Hooray!

School today as usual... Was high during Chemistry lesson. Augustine and Benjamin sitting behind made me worse. Only 2 lesson that would get me high... Chemistry and SocialStudies. And I hope I can excel in these 2 subjects!

For PE, ran 2.4km as usual. This week was just a training cos my legs were aching badly due to the 200m sprint the day before. Didnt perform my best. So I'm running next week again!

For Chinese, did some newpaper review. I wrote down everything with all my heart. Asked the teacher to comment and she taught me to use the right way to explain. I appreciate that!! Even though I dont really like her. Oops. The bell rang and I stop writing and told the teacher that I must go and eat first xD And there, I zoomed out of the class. HAHA.

Maths, had test... Everything was ok until I did the last 2 questions. I was totally stucked! That costed me 9 marks!! Arghh! Like that how to get distinction in A.Maths?! :P

After school was the fun part. The whole class headed down to the concourse for our CIP project. We were to collect all newspapers and recycleble products and sell them off for charity! Was related to what Pst Tan shared weeks ago during service. Tsktsktsk! So proud to be involved! I know how to tie newspapers okay?! There were thousands of library books. Wasted. I'm sure a lot of money and resources were wasted. I feel that we're abusing this Earth!!

Then, I proceeded to the hall for some motivational talk for the cultural arts people. I'm so happy that Mrs Kee is a cultural arts fan and is so supportive of us! I hope all of us can make her proud. Especially the choir.. I will definately get emotional upon hearing the results. I hope it'll be tears of joy!! Nice badge given to everyone!

Ok, that is how I had my friday! So its not that usual after all. And 1 more thing even though you gals might not see it...

ALL THE BEST FOR DRILL COMP! I KNOW HOW IT FEELS TRAINING SO HARD! I BELIEVE YOUR HARD WORK WILL BE PAID OFF! DO YOUR BEST! YEAH!!

His Name is Malcolm

I had a 5 minute conversation with my my brother via skype. Apprently, he was webcamming me while having lunch in his hostel kitchen. Wow, its been 6 months since I saw him. And he isnt coming back to visit us till July next year cos he wants to travel to Isreal this summer holiday -____- I miss disturbing and yelling at him. He might be SERIOUSLY crazy at times but I still love him! I have been complaining that I always wanted a sister instead of a brother. But well, maybe brothers are not bad too! ;D He may not have the looks but he has the brains. I aspire to be as street smart and independant as him. That's the thing I should learn from my korkor xD (sound so mushy!) No other brother can replace Malcolm!!

Love his "not so pleased face" Cute right!? Hehe. But I look so U-G-L-Y.

Spend more time with your family members before you lose that chance. I am glad that my family had good times together in the past so I am alright. But I still miss them!! Hardly seeing any guys in the house already. Haha. Yup, so do cherish your family before its too late.

I will try not to blog everyday :D

Wanna know how I did today?!?!?!? I was kinda proud of myself.. Was very focused. Well, on the first 100m, I was very proud of my sprint!! At that moment I thought I could win at least 2nd(dream on!) For thr next 100m, my body kinda gave way and I slowed down A LOT. So, the 2 girls behind caught up(if its their strategy, smart one!) causing me to finish at a disapppointing 4th position. Thahirah came last cos she was too tired after her 400m race. Means, I'M ACTUALLY THAT LOUSY!!!

I ought to be proud of myself actually! :D Can you imagine this fatty couch potato running 200m? LOL. AND I have never taken part in such event in my whole life.(oh, i was the fattest there. HAHA) AND I'm not a sports person AT ALL. AND I'm not a netballer xD Wow, the netballers are xiong. There they are competing against themselves and I'm there running the same race. How great. But anyhow, it is a challenge that I'm ready to take. So what if I end up last right?? At least I ran! My life is not about running/sports afterall. It's about performing.*winks*

Ok, guess I have encouraged myself. My classmate's reaction in me running 200m race was like, "You sure will you get into the finals?!?!!" HAHA. I have proven them wrong! Unless HuiShan ran faster then me the the other race. Ok, so I dont know if I get to run on sports day or not. NEVERMIND. Altogether, it was a good expirence for me. But I was yearning to earn a trophy or medal before I leave BBSS :( Time to train up my stamina lor. And mantain that same speed I ran for the 1st 100m. Ok, serious workout now...

Complain of the day: My legs are all wobbled up!! Urgh!!

Hello Mr Cockroach

Yes, today a cockroach invaded my classroom. Well, we were clearing up the mess on the shelves and teacher's table until a girl shouted, "Cockroach!!" Those who were afriad freaked out and were screaming their lungs out doing some funny action(you should get what i mean) ;D A group of us boldly went in front to get rid of it. Meanwhile, there were still screams around the caught Mr Quek's attention next door. He peered over and said something. The sight was funny. While catching that roach, it actually crawled to my shoe and I was hopping fearing that it might climb up my body. HAHA. Finally, it was caught and I threw it downstairs with the class sitting arrangement paper. LOL. Ms Ngiam said I did not need to pick it up xD

It's fun to have such things happening in class. Gives me a good laugh. Hehehe. If only I would not be as afriad of lizards too...



Oh! Tomorrow I'm going for the sports heats.. 200m sprint. My hands turned cold when I saw my competitor's names on the sheet of paper. I hope I can really run tomorrow. Can you imagine? If I AM able to run, people who stop thinking that I'm fat. HAHA. Whatever. Well, we'll see how it goes. I also dont wanna lose face! :S

Wish me all the best!!


Alrighty, time to get back to work. YAWNNNNN!!

Missing my E31 days! Love them! Haha! Fyi, I'm the one with the GB polo tee (2nd row on the extreme left). Woohoo!! You can say that I was one of the youngest and newest member there. Now, its the oppisite! LOL. Nevertheless, I love W325 too!! :DDDD

I MISS MY SCHOOL HOLIDAYS. Yes, the times where I would slack at home, doing well, NOTHING. Hmm, not really lah, packing my room, chilling out with friends and not forgetting, working! Woots! I think thats the time I really learn something lor. Fyi, I'm referring to the Nov/Dec holidays, NEVER the Mar holidays.

Currently drowned with Choir practices!! Urgh, can you imagine? Singing the 3 songs for 4 months? And still the song is not perfect. *faints* Ok lah, a song will never be perfect. Let's pray that during the competition, we'll reach the peak of the 3 songs. Yeahh! I hope the choir can do BBSS proud!

Let me share with you guys a song... Entitled "Maria" from The Sound Of Music

How do you solve a problem like Maria?

How do you catch a cloud and pin it down?

How do you find a word that means Maria?

A flibbertijibbet! A will-o'-the wisp! A clown!

Many a thing you know you'd like to tell her

Many a thing she ought to understand

But how do you make her stay

And listen to all you say

How do you keep a wave upon the sand

Oh, how do you solve a problem like Maria?

How do you hold a moonbeam in your hand?

So no matter how I behave, DONT BLAME ME. Especially when I have not completed my homework. HAHA. Blame my parents for giving me such a name! LOL. But I love it :P

I hope that I could go back to exactly 1 year, where I know you would be always there for me... I recall during 1 of the Saturday of the March holiday last year, had so much fun. You were my inspiration to study harder. The examples you set really inspired me that is isnt impossible to do exceedingly well. I fell into "depression" 1 year ago too, facing so much difficulties in life. You wrote in cards to encourage me and lift my spirits up. Always giving me the cheerful smile whenever we met. Trying to find humor in every circumstances, good of bad. No matter what, you have a special place in my heart :D

Today I learn that love waits

I waited...

But it went away. Not the love, the person.

I was in seach of kind souls around me recently. Seeing who really has a heart of gold and all that. Well, little did I know that the special person lives under the same roof as me! My Mom. It was proven when a particular friend of mine had nowhere to stay for the night yesterday. I obviously had to ask mom for permission to put her up. And she agreed without hesitation. Not only that, she prepared food and drinks for my friend. Even though she didnt talk much, I strongly sense that she was concern. Before my friend left, Mom even asked if she had enough money for transport. All in all, I was deeply touched by her actions.

Thank God for Mommy! Even though she is not the "get into your personal life" kinda Mom, I really love her... Yesyesyessss!!!! <3

There are good and bad things about your parents. Why dont you try looking at their good side and ignore their bad side? The grass is definately much greener there!

Woooo! I had loads of fun today!! I'm sure you guys too! ^^ Yup, went out with clique to Vivo City!!! We pampered ourselves by eating at Earl's Swensens for dinner!! ;D

The purple ladies!

Networking..

Strawberrylicious drinks

Photo taking timeee!!

Used the bubbles I bought earlier from Toys'R'Us for a lovely photoshoot! :D

Friendship is like a bubble, it never last (OOPSSS!!)

No! Friendship is like a bubble, it sparkles and shines till the very last :))

It's raining bubbles!!!

*POOF*

Three Pathetic!

This shot has been an inspiration to me... I hope all the bad memories are stored in the bubbles and flown far far away, never coming back......

Lesson learnt today: As long as you treasure and love your friends, the same will be done unto you!! :D Love you guys!!

Lord I give my life,
a living sacrifice I offer to you...

But somehow, sitting there unable to do anything hurts, really...

My source of encouragement is simply just to BE STRONG

Will I be able to go through it??

Today someone wanted to date me for lunch. But I rejected. Sorry okay. Now it's my fault not being free to spend time with you. But, I hope you'll ask me more often in the days to come :D And I hope it's your free day so we can feast! Yay!! -___-

Many issues being discussed and settled among ourselves. Just evaluating how other people behave. And I mean the negative points of a person. But at the end of the day, we wanna make everyone a better person including ourselves. However, nothing can be accomplished unless one is willing to be humble and willing to change.

Donating blood! Woots! Hope I'm not rejected cos my vein cannot be seen. I will be very upset if that ever happens. There's always a sense of sastisfaction after donating precious blood!! Well, everyone should donate too! There's nothing to be afriad of. I hope one day when I grow up, I can see blood everyday. MUAHAHHA! (sounds sadistic but it also means i wanna be a nurse)

the key to good friendship: effective communication

My March holidays are packed!! Will be using this weekend to finish up ALL my homework before I enjoy. YAY!!

Monday-Choir camp
Tuesday-Choir camp
Wednesday-Steamboat with clique ;D
Thursday-Combined girls outing at Vivo city!!!
Friday-BBSS Band's concert

See, I'm sooooo busy!! If you're need to meet me, please go through my secretary and she'll arrange a timeslot for you to meet me. Thanks.

Nothing much these few days... Just hoping that I'll get to know the truth about certain things. Going to be one year already. Can you believe it?! One year in doubt. Of course I wish that things would get better.

Is it really hard to praise someone?? Do you know that it puts a smile on people's face whenever they are praised? Unless all that I have done is wrong...

I will never ever procrastinate when I have to do my homework. NEVER EVER AGAIN!!! PHEW! (thanks Angela. lol.)

Got back most of my common test results!! Some good, some bad results. Fear not, my falling stone will become my stepping stone! :D

English- 15/25
E.Maths- 32/40
Chinese- ??
Chemistry- 8/25
Physics- 18/25
Geography- 6/12
Social Studies- 4/12

Not really fantastic. But well, at least this evaluates what I have been doing the past 3 months. Maria, I know you have studied but, BUCK UPP!!! So yup, this means I need to put in more effort!

Today my good friend had encountered an unfortunate incident... Hope you're alright. My heart was beating so quickly seeing you suffering in pain. Today we were still chatting and laughing happily in class but now, you're probably resting and still in pain. Will be praying for you ya. I really wish that you can be healed quickly and return back to class. Will miss your nonesence these few days. It's gonna be quiet here again.

Value

How much to people mean to me and how much do I mean to people?
*touch wood*
IF I were to leave this place,
would people be constantly thinking about me?
or will it be made known that I'm non existant?

But I know I'm really really really really valuable to someone!!
My great big Daddy God!!


Btw I deleted the previous post cos I think the picture is not so nice xD

Post-common test period, thinking that it'll be enjoyable with nothing to do? NOT! I've got homework to occupy my whole Sunday!! Glad that I'm free today! Woots!! (i hope dad wont ask me out though cos i wont want to go out but if i go out, i will always gain something :P) Hmm, but honestly, I dont think I have been really studying. I still remember last year I would stay in class all by myself until about 5pm doing all my homework and studying. If there is night study in the school's lecture room, I would continue all the way till 9pm. Wow, I shall start that momentum going. Tomorrow I'll start! Hohoho!

Choir practices have been taking up most of my time... Practices on Tuesdays, Thursdays and Saturdays, 3-4 hours each. I hope my effort will be paid off, to get gold!! I believe miracles can happen!! ;D And choir people, I hope you know the importance of coming for every single practice. We are a group! We go through everything together!! (that's why i dont really like solo parts in choir)

The presence of God has been making me alive throughout this intense and busy period. When I'm just too stressed out, I would take out my guitar and begin worshipping Him... Ahh, the anoiting will flow into me, making me whole once again :D

Emerge will be the next big thing for me!(other than the big move of BBSS) I have been considering and considering, I'm gonna join POS(cheer leading competition) As long as we wont get into last place can liao. But I enjoying going up on stage performing! Hehe. That moment is priceless!

So yup, this is the update of me for the past few days... Live life to the fullest everyone :D (trying to act nobel like that :P)

Being in your presence is better than a thousand elsewhere...