Study Plan

There's a saying:

If you fail to plan, you plan to fail...

I find it VERY true!!! Well, I just came by after studying for 3 hours today. And after moving all the stuff to my new place. I can't believe my mom and myself have to move those heavy things BY OURSELVES. Maybe that's why I feel that my body's always aching over and my muscle developing ;D What was I saying?

Oh, so for the past 2 days, I have been studying for a total of 11 hours! (started counting on Wed) Not counting the free time I studied in school. I'm accelerating and 2 weeks before my O levels I'll be studying like 8 hours a day? COOL! Trying to study as smart as possible too. Hope this will work for me. We'll see when I do my mock exams this coming Monday. 2 more days to mock exam!

Study, study, study, I have been neglecting some commitments like BS and not going for PM :( Argh! But I feel that I really needa focus this time round. When I finish every paper, I wanna confess "I have studied to the best of my ablities, I have no regrets at all" rather than "Aiyah! Should have studied harder!"

So yeah, instead of just mugging and mugging. Need to motivate myself and that's why I'm here for a lil while :) I love my study plan! MUAHAHAHA. Should have done it like before my Prelims :\ Ok, need to breakthrough in Chemistry, Social Studies and A.Maths. Grrr, thanks to the "combined subjects", I failed them. For example for Geography I got an A2. With SS, it's an E8. And Physics, B3. With Chemistry, D7 (C6 I mean, it was rounded up :D Thank God!). GRRR! I know it's combined and thus its easier. But it dosent look motivating at all. This is like, "Your Physics and Geography not bad so what?! You still fail right?!!?!" So need to concentrate more on my weaker subjects.

Today one of my classmate had an accident and was bleeding from his head. Blood was all over his arms and face. And I wiped it away :) This is actually the 1st time seeing so much blood until it can be smelt with my blocked nose. And what was my reaction? I didnt freak out, neither did I siam but I wiped the blood away. Looks like I'm suited for my ambition! I need more pre-poly trainings so try to get yourself injured in front of me? HAAH! Kidding!

Enough is enough, I think I've written and "motivated" myself a lot. Back to work! :)

I live by faith, not by sight.

2 Cor 2:5

The bestest best dream

Hoho, guess what?! I dreamt of my idol two nights ago! I was quite a long dream too. Enjoyed every moment of it. When I woke up from my dream, I even laid on my bed for 10 minutes, smiling to myself. It took me a while to even realise that it was a dream. Sigh.

I dreamt that I was walking around a shopping centre with her, talking about everything under the sun. Even took a couple of photos with her! Hope that it was real though. RATSSSSSSSSSS! Now, I feel that she's by my side once I hear her voice though the songs! :) Sounds wrong actually.

This has been the 3rd time I dreamt of a Hi-5 member since that Hi-5 craze started last month. WHAT'S WRONG WITH ME?! But this recent one was the longest and nicest. Kekekeke. More please.

SHOUT IT OUT!!!

Let me grumble and complain before proceeding to revision. I just feel so fustrated! Encourage me if you want, because every being needs encouragement.



Well, got to know most or all of my Prelim results. It wasnt fantastic, neither was it as bad as I expected. Let me share that I got 7/50 for my Social Studies. Ya ya, I know it's bad, really bad. I know that it is human to think that I didnt study for SS, I mean it's "common sense". Inside me I'm already disappointed but I kinda accepted the fact. Disclaimer: I am not referring to any individual. A lot of people will rub salt into my wounds and say, "You didn't study for it". And that phrase really hit me hard into my heart.




Just sharing... Other than reading up and knowing the skills of writing, I memorised the points (you have to or else you wont be able to do the questions at all!) with the help of this mind map. I even did "mo xie" on the day before to make sure I can blurt everything out on the following day.The is a photo of my exam question paper. I wrote out every single point. 2 questions costing me 25 marks. Let's not talk about SBQ. So yup, just wrote with confidence. With a bit of doubt after handing in the paper. Just had that bad feeling.Who knows? I got 7/50. I feel bad but I'm accepting it. Is just that I cannot accept that people would say I didn't study?! Hello? Sometimes you didnt catch the thing in the paper, that's it. There's nothing I can do. Caught it means caught it, didnt caught it, too bad. If you think this is an excuse, whatever. Continue to think it that way. But I know MYSELF that I did study and will continue to study and brush up my skills. I know I can do better during the actual paper.



Ahhh, I feel so much better now :) Back to studying!

my spiritual family

Just updating some of the photos :) Xinni's birthday!
Studying while waiting for the other people. See, so hardworking ;D W325 at my house taken yesterday! Whee. At MOS burger for dinner. We ate Burger King for lunch and MOS Burger for dinner. *faints*It's amazing to find myself here after 4 long years! I think the past 4 years has been the greatest part of my life. And life will be even greater in the years to come! No doubt there were bad times, but the good times all replaced them. 4th Anniversary on Oct 4.

swimming

On Wedesday after our last Prelim paper, WanTing, BaoZuan and SiShi came over to my place for a swim! We had a great time! And the best thing was, THE POOL WAS COMPLETELY OURS! Woo.The lovely sun shining on our faces.Heading to our 2nd swimming pool.WanTing on the slide.
I look deformed :\Had a blast! Guess this is my last time swimming already :(



In school today, heard SP, NP, JJC and the Police Force. Quite interesting. I learnt a lot. NP's the place I wanna be ;D

Heard that for Prelims I did seriously badly for Social Studies. I hope everyone did badly too so that it could be moderated. HAHA. But heard again that I did well in Geography. Hopefully it can pull my combined humanities up. Hmm, guess I should read up on my Social Studies after my nap :)

moodless

Woo, I guess right now I don't really have the thing for blogging. Can you believe it?! During exams I was like dying to use the computer and all that. Right now, nothing else to do then I'll use the computer. Which is good I think!

My life's too boring. I'll make it more exciting after my exams.

Yeah yeah, prelims just finished. So I'm A BIT relaxed only. But I'll start my engine running again this Sunday. Or maybe tonight ;D Will read or something like that.

Today I had this Career workshop in school today. I could say that this was the only time I heard every single sentence the coach said. Which means I've learned a lot about it. Man, I hope I could speak like her one day. Really captures people and all that. Tomorrow we're going to hear people speak about Tertiary schools and all that. Let's hope I won't fall asleep :\

I've been eating a lot. SIAN. Hope I'll eat lesser the next few days.

rain and shine

Even though its raining heavily, it's not pitch darkness that you completely can't see anything! But little sun rays will still shine through! :D Like right now my heart is pouring rain yet my lover is the sunlight, leading me out of the storm! I love my lover! ^^ If you're reading this, don't be upset yeah. I'll support you in whatever you do!

Just saw Angela's blog, about the IPod new stuff. NOT going tell my dad about it. And I hope he dosent find out that Apple came out all those new stuff. If not, I'll see one of it lying on my dining table and I'll faint on the spot for sure. People who know me well, you should know why.

Sunshine's over, byebye computer. I shall meet you the next weekend D:

I shall have more wordy entries from now on ^^

back from outer space

Hello all! Whoa, its been a LONG LONG time since I've like been using the computer with all my might. Honestly, I did turn on my computer at times, to check emails and would quickly log out. So just now I was checking out all the blogs my friends updated and I had to read so many entries! I hope I dont lose my readers too. Hee.

Exam week was ok, still surviving, but I hope it'll be better! Through personal expirence, the actual exams always turn out much better than prelims. So I'm having faith! I was kinda disappointed though when someone other than me was assured. I hope I could do better to make you say those words to me...

I'm dead beat today. Had a buffet lunch! I think I'm not really exposed to buffets or something. I was very enlightened to see all the food lying around! Ate with all my might. Lazy to post photos.

After prelims I will go and buy some clothes! I HATE MY WARDROBE. It's not that I have no taste or something. It's that I have no money and time to buy! What's more, I'm a plus size which reduces the range of clothes. Oh well. My birthday's coming so you can help me out ;D I'm on for any type. I just dont wanna look like the following- Auntie, Ah Lian, Ah Beng's girlfriend.

Crap, Ammonia is stuck in my nose. I can immediately smell it once I think of it :\

Nice colour and fonts right? I find it so proper which is what I like!

Ok, been not taking naps the past few days so I'm really worn out. NIGHT.

farewell, for the moment

Ok, this would probably be my last entry until the end of exams! I plan not to even turn on the computer to check email and stuff! I shall practice some discipline here.

Anyway, the holiday has been a blast for me, NOT. Been doing TYS here, TYS there. It has been encouraging sometimes when I know how to do the questions and sometimes, not so encouraging when I just stare at the question for a few minutes and just can't get the answer! [referring to maths actually] But I BELIEVE right before my exams I can do up every single questions! Yeah!

Hmm, the good thing about this holiday was that I could watch Hi-5, 12.30pm @ Kids Central :D Hi-5 is addictive. I have been loving them since they started which was 9 years ago? COOL! I could still remember when I was 8 or 9 years old, they advertised on TV. I was kind curious and watched it every Sunday before going to church. And I grew to love them! Woo! Hi-5 rocks man! Haha.

Yesterday, had Physics remedial. It was dry yet amusing. But have to learn all the stuff lah. I know Mr Quek is always bringing out the best in us! I mean, all teachers do. Haha. Nevermind. After that had lunch is someone I didnt see for 6 months! The photo looks kinda weird but tah-dah!!!

My birthday's in less than 1 months' time. I think this year will be kinda emotional for me... Happy 4th Anniversary! Too bad, it could not be celebrated by my beloved _____ :( So what is my wish this year? To get my 4 distinctions and to be a good performer[meaning not to be arrogant and not think so highly of myself]. Yup! And of course, more chances to perform please. Don't plan to make as big as last year but I've got something up my sleeve! So do stand by :D

It has been officially a year Malcolm left for Germany AND HAS YET TO RETURN HOME! The longest not seeing him was only 6 months. Now, A YEAR! I miss my brother :( No one to bring me out and chit-chat and disturb ;D

Ok, time to groom my room and flop, off I go to bed! All ready for tomorrow, studying. Thank you _____ for making my day..

past victories

Past victories, does it motivate? or give pressure?

I hope history repeats itself.

A.Maths, Chemistry, E.Maths, Physics, Geography and D&T are flooding my mind! URGH!

Ok, sleep.

Where were you when I needed you the most?

I'm jealous, very.

Day 2 of "holiday"

Shall not elobrate, but I just wanna say that all my friends ROCK! And I'll mug all the way when I get home [ya, im not at home]

Woots, Sishi slept beside me :D And the colour of the wall so rock right? Ya, I know ;D Anyway,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY LIANG WAN TING

i hatelike Chemistry

Ok, so after service, went to Yvonne's house! Waited for the bus for about 40 minutes? Terrible! But was there safe and sound. Very funny, I was standing at the main gate of the estate, and it suddenly opened. Like some serect hideout that would only let certain people enter. Did my Chemistry TYS which was terrible too. Little cousins were asking me questions and I explained to them simply! Haha. Who knows, they may be future professors and will never forget this jiejie who taught them the basics. HAHA.

The chair I fancy :D

I'm not a hat person. I WAS STUDYING!

Beautiful view from the room. I still envy them!!

And...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY YVONNE :D It's cool to be 18! Woohoo!

disappointed D:

Oh well, went to expo hall 3. I was happy to see that there were stalls set up outside the hall [just as I expected] selling Hi-5 merchandise. But to my dismay, they didnt sell any music CD. Only sold their VCDs and DVDs. Managed to get a lil brochure though. Just added it to my "Hi-5 file" :P Will be popping by soon to get the posters! Didnt think of buying it at that time. Crap, wasted my trip!

Ann Khay's art. She did it in like 7 minutes? NICE RIGHT! Pinned it up in front of my study table :DD

Sunflower :D Love it!Donuts for the teachers.Tomorrow will mugging at Yvonne's house! In her new room! Woots. Hopefully she can teach me some Maths too ^^