Done out of love :)

I was tagged by my good buddy, Theresa. Well, since a blog is something people read to know more about me, I shall answer these questions. DUH. Anyway Theresa, when can we meet up? :) I really miss you!

#1. If your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be?
Rant rant rant, then life still goes on!

#2. If you can have a dream come true, what would it be?
To have a series of solo performances... Wow.

#3. What will your dream wedding be like?
I don't expect something special. Just a ordinary banquet. What is more important is that priceless moment with your spouse as you walk down that isle.

#4. Are you confused as to what lies ahead of you?
Not really, because I know I have a destiny!

#5. What's your ideal lover like?
A human being.

#6. Which would you go for, someone you love or someone who loves you?
Both ways.

#7. How long do you intend to wait for someone you really love?
Not for me to say now.

#8. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
Rant rant rant, and life still goes on.

#9. Is there anything that has made you unhappy these days?
Sort of, but nothing in the world can be perfect :)

#10. What do you want most in life?
To excel in my career next time.

#11. Is being tagged fun?
Somewhat.

#12. How do you see yourself in ten years time?
I'll be 28... I see myself as a woman!

#13. Are you someone who plans for rainy days?
Not really, unless I'm reminded to.

#14. What kind of person do you think the person who tagged you is?
She's one of a kind :) Just hope that I can spend more time with her, just like in the past :)

#15. Would you rather be single & rich or married but poor?
I'll just accept anything.

#16. If you could have any animal for a pet, what would it be?
Cats! Meow meow.

#17. What is your favorite song right now?
"Dancing though Life" from "Wicked!"

#18. What kind of person do you think you are?
Theresa always says I'm bubbly :D

#19. What do you think of death?
It happens.

#20. If there was something you could change about yourself, what would it be?
To be skinner. LOL!

Like that lor

Ok, hoorayness! I finished my Computer Application assignment! Just in time for submission this coming Monday! Hope I am able to score in that :) Better be, cos I spend a lot of time doing it. The assignment is quite mindless I must say.

Also, my group is more or less done with our FON ICA! :D It was sacrified when we all had to stay back till 6 today. Very tiring, but all worth it. Not forgetting that we finished our drafts for our Psyche ICA presentation.

Anyway, a photo with a stinky girl and I.

I think very soon I'll be blogging once a week. Heh.

The Day I was Cheated

Yes, I was cheated. Blame the school system. I pay them to educate me, not to suffer under this lousy system.

I pratically went to school for NOTHING. Travelled 2 hours to and fro for nothing. Wasted by bus fare and all that too. Pfffft!

Reason? I suspect, it was either an e-learning lecture or the lecturer was on MC. Argh argh argh.

Ok, at least my group had a discussion for our projects. But that onyl lasted for 45minutes. NOT WORTH.

So after being disappointed and all that, I decided to mug with SiShi!! Not really mug lah, more of like catching up with my assignments instead of having my usual afternoon naps :) Was super sastisfied with myself and rewarded myself with taking photos! Haah!

I'm ugly and tired... Bye.

Great Weekend

Whoa ho ho! Sorry no photos because I assume that Miss Violet is too lazy to upload today's photos???? HEEHEEHE!

Anyway the reason for my title is because I have been attending double serivce!!! Even though it was really not by my decision that I had to go for 2 services, I felt that it was destined and it had made a great impact in my life! So girl, it's alright if you could not come, but hopefully next time you are able to make it for service cos you missed out a lot! :P

Not only that, last night I had a sleepover at JW's. Woots! We were watching JC Superstar DVD till the wee hours of the night! Despite watching it before, I enjoyed the songs and we sang along a lil. I mean other than the christian context, the actors and actresses were great in expressing themselves and not forgetting the songs were catchy and nice! Heeh. We indulged in ice cream too. ARGHHHH! Toffee was one great dog to play with also.

After service today, I had a lil outing with clique. Nothing major or something, just walked around IMM and all that. NEXT TIME MUST HAVE PHOTOGRAPHY SESSION! FOC ONE! :D Heehee. So I shared like a thousand and one things about my NR0811! Dont worry guys, they're all good reports about you! :D

It's a brand new week again! As usual, Monday is a slack day for me again! But gotta make good use of it to catch my my work. PFFT! Fret not, I CAN DO IT!

JIAYOU TO ALL THOSE TAKING CHINESE O'S AND HAVING A CERTAIN 2.3oPM EXAM!!!!!! ;D

Happy Friday

Well, today in school, everyone has been making a big hoo-ha on which hospital they would be attatched to during the school September vacations. Personally for me, I would be looking forward to the attachments, instead of the holidays :)

Just as expected, I am posted to NUH! Happy or sad? Let's just say I feel hopeful :) Recently I have heard about a couple of negative things from NUH... So my goal sort of shifted away from that hospital. But well, all I have to say is that I have to expirence everything by myself and not hear from others, right? Besides, this was the place that sparked off my passion!

About where we would be working at, I'm not really sure if it is a general ward or oncology ward. But I guess I would be able to see and learn more in an oncology ward? Nevertheless, I think I'm prepared to watch and learn a lot! Ok, that's if I pass my first Nursing Lab pratical test!! Of not, we cannot go to the hospital and have to repeat the module!

Sometimes for me, I think I am too ambitious of the things I would wanna do instead of working hard now to strive for it. In a way, this is setting a clear goal. But am I acadimically inclined to have the chance? I pray so... Indeed, if I'm meant for it, I'll achieve it!!!! That is also of course with God's supernatural strength!

Anyway, it is always very encouraging reflect upon my past achivements. It never fails to bring a smile(or at least a grin) to me. So, this race is going to be a tough one, but I'm sure I'll cross that finishing line! Hooray!! Obstacles, here I come!!!

Hooray!

Some overdue photos... As you can see, I blogging at such an hour because I have been doing up my elearning stuff(well not all). I just feel moodless? But at least some of them are accomplished :) And I'll continue tomorrow and during the weekend, bit by bit, at my own pace.

Earlier in the afternoon, I went back to BBSS to get my SGC! Of course at the same time visit all the teachers. Heh. Most importantly, I had to visit Mr Tan before he retires!! Bought the D and T gang a tin of biscuits too, to repay the biscuits I have stolen from them the past 2 years. HEHEHE..

The feeling was good, stepping into the building itself, greeting my juniors and them greeting me, looking at smiles from the various teachers. Ahhh! Oh, anyway, some mentioned that I have become more lady-like. I think they were all decived by how i presented myself :X I hope they will still welcome us to the new school building because I am very very interested with the new facilities and structures.

So yep, I'm proud that I have graduated from BBSS. The people I've met(you know who you are), the potential in me that I have maximised and the cheerfulness in me that was brought out :DTomorrow 2 hour lecture only! Faints. Means more self-studying to do... Yesh, yesh, yesh! I can do it!!!!!!

Don't know

I have no idea what is so funny about me again. Heeh. See, blogging now is really meaningless! Maybe due to the lack of important events happening in my life. Heh.

Some of you all have been wondering... No, I do not have a new laptop. I was just teasing my brother. Daddy, Malcolm and I with Mommy were chatting over Skype. Woots, we're all over the world chatting. But well, that only happens when MALCOLM WANTS MONEY RELATED STUFF. And erm, ya. He bought a MacBook online, with Daddy's permission and $$$ from Mommy, using my name(becos of student price). Very smart of you, Malcolm. So yep, that white thing will be delievered to my house and I can play it for a week before it flies to Germany with the help of his friend's family. At the meantime, it's MINE MINE! Ich möchte zu gehen Deutschland, without Malcolm because he always bully me!!

Yay, cant wait for Thursday!! Will reveal more that day!

Long Weekend

Woooh!! What a day! I just came back from AJC's choir concert. It was fab fab fab! The choir always have so many surprising parts. I like the girls wearing those pinaform, so sweet! As what many other choir would sing, they sang "Climb Every Mountain" and "16 Going on 17". This time it felt different as I was just recalling Salzburg! Ahh! Nice nice.

First up, this!! I have not idea why this photo was so so so so so funny to PeiQing.
Nerdy me during bio pratical!And yesterday, we celebrated Damian's birthday! Actual day would be this coming Thursday. My lil bro...Lastly, beloved JingWei! Muacks muacks!A brand new week! Really, now the highlight of the week is always Saturday! This time round, I'll be looking forward to Thursday!! Hip hip hooray! (not becos there's no school lah -__-)

Tomorrow will be another great day too! Of cell group meeting and studying. Heeh. Hope I'll have the discipline though...

Having the craving for Macs(due to not eating for many days), but must.......... not........... eat.......... fat........fat! Must eat less! Yesterday and today worked out well for me! Woot! More sit ups for now! Running still on hold. Heh.

Blogging feels so meaningless now...

If only...

Photo extracted from New York Times.

One day, I would want to be a relief worker. Being 1st eye witness of such disaters and doing my best to help the affected people. It's really sad to hear all these news and not do anything.

Thank God Daddy wasnt affected.

I love Fridays!

Ta-dah!! A photo of Eileen jiejie and me!! Eileen jiejie, I'm looking forward to take another photo with you and your new hairstyle!! ;)

Nothing special has been going on. Just school and great friends :) Been going home quite late these few days. Oops! Time to reach home early and do up my assignments so that I can relax earlier. Nothing to fear though, no school on Monday and Thursday!!! That's the time I can catch up with everything!

Went out today with the girls. We bought many stuff like food and clothes. Thing to note about myself... I am an impulsive buyer. And oh, I only have the mood to buy stuff when I'm with my peers ONLY. Strange. *thinks about monday*

Watching AJC'c choir concert this Sunday. I wonder how fantastic their performance will be, they never fail to impress me. Supporting my good choir buddy, Josephine! She owes me a thousand hugs and kisses.

Should I change my blogskin again?

"It sucks to be me"

This is reason for my personal message in MSN. It is really a nice song!!! I am so going to watch Avenue Q when I have the chance!

Grrrr, this morning I was really really fed up. Hearing from Hawa I thought my 1st lesson at 9am was e-learning. So usually for e-learning we need not attend that very lesson. Little did I know that there was really a lesson. So I poped into class at about 9.16am and was marked as absent. Like it's my fault? I simply referred to the textbook and just abided in what they had written and it's my fault?! Nevermind... At least I know myself that I didnt wanna to come late on purpose or was trying to skip any lessons. Sorry that I got some of you into trouble too! :(

Still remember during my secondary school days, even though I was on MC and saw the doctor in the morning, I still went to school unofficially for lessons in the late morning! Ah, those were they days, where teachers understand everything :)

Now does that song make sense?

Normal

This is yet another normal post! I am happy today! Reason? School finished at 1pm and I have done some work + packed my wardrobe. Rather than just staring a the computer, I am sastisfied that I have done something useful today!! Will study for tomorrow's bio test later. Jiayou jiayou!!!

As I have been packing some clothes, there were some I could not wear anymore! SIAN. I AM FAT!!! Why must my body store so much fats and not throw them away?? Why other people's body eliminates the fats and not store them? Not as if I am living in a cold country! (ah! now i know why ang mohs are bigger in size!) Why must I eat less and feel uncomfortable in order to appear slimmer? Looks like I have to start this, AGAIN.

One of my plan, to excerise is to learn line dancing. Similar to running, I get to dance with the music. Right now looking for opportunities, if I can ever afford the extra time.

I have been pursuading my Mom to cook lesser for dinner. Hopefully through that I wont be snaking on food :S

When is the deadline? Before I go to clinical!!!!! I wanna look just right in my nursing uniform! And oh, 50 sit-ups before I sleep :D

Another round of suffering... Oh well.

Mother's Day

I doubt nothing much will be happening tomorrow so might as well post the Mother's Day post now :) Indeed, we should treasure our Mommy when they are still alive. Ermm, do I looking like a mother here? It looks as if I am pregnant! Argh! We're all in brown!! Heeeh. (i didnt gain that much... its the top that happened to be like that!)Mommy poped by for service today and I'm glad she enjoyed it. I was tearing together with her when the daughters started appreciating their mothers. The drama was touching too. Well, this Mother's Day made me realise that the things mothers do are really priceless. I love you Mommy! :) One more thing, I'm really, really glad that me and Mommy do share the same vision. Looks like we can run this race together!
Happy Mother's Day to all the Moms and Moms-to-be out there!!!!!!

Wicked!

Hooray! I finished listening to the "Wicked!" sound track! Nice!! No, distinctive song I love at the moment though. Generally like all the songs! Hehee.
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Anyway, today I just had a little "update" of my childhood friends. It all started out when I met ShiPing, one of the girl who would play with me at 5pm. As you know, I wasnt hooked into the computer yet, so going down to play was how I spent my time! Those were really the good old times where we would run all over the estate, climb tress and jump off ledges. I still remember being always scolded by my parents for always coming home later than 7pm. Sometimes, I would also swim till 8pm :P

Then Felicia, came online and I started asking her questions about those girls. It is like since sec1, we stopped playing and slowly we were just hi-bye neighbours. Sometimes, not even looking and smiling at each other if we happened to take the same lift.

I became curious and started looking them up on friendster. My! They look really different and I can see that they have been groomed to princesses. LIKE WOW! 2 of them are studying overseas now.

Actually, I feel that I was out of place due to the school I went to. In a way, I just feel that they are so atas. Like they are of a higher class than me. Esp going to schools like MGS, RGS, NJ, SAJC and many more. If only my parents bothered to send me to MGS when we shifted near there, right? But that's not a problem at all. I LOVE my current life!

I was just thinking IF I were in MGS would I be a complete b___o? (thankfully, no mgs readers here) Heh. I am definitely sure that the school we go to will determin the life we will live.

Still, I love KPS, BBSS and NYP. And of course, I know that I live this life for a purpose!!

Anyway, I miss Felicia, Michelle, Joanne, Suzanne, ShiPing, Sheryl, Sherlyn, Cherrelyn, Sherily, Cecilia, Ember, Erica, YingHui and YiHui!!! Hope we can play at the putting green once again. Haha!

Meet My Friends :)

We had this random photo taking session after my ICA presentation. As if an exam ended already. Haha. But only for my group, we're down to 2! Unlike the others, 3 more presentations for you all! MUAHAHA. We robed in our Critical Thinking Tutorial lecturer, Ms Lim too. Thankfully she was in a good mood! MY GROUP!Then, she told us that that was her last tutorial session with us!!! So fast right! She wont be seeing us till year 2 or 3? Anyway, she is a really, really nice lady :D We enjoyed your lessons! We love you Ms Lim!

:)

Yay, I got in! :D

Thank God!!

I hope every audition I turn up for will have such results.

Opportunities, here I come!!

ICA presentation in a few hours time!

We can do it! Yeah!

Before I go to sleep

SiShi: Always kop my PSP... Maria: Talk talk talk.SiShi and Maria: No lah, actually we love each other :DOkay, that was so random. Out of the blue, I decided to post up an entry.

I was just reading through exactly last year's post, where I would be struggling through with my mid years. Of course I am glad that I been through it but right now, but now not expirencing all that makes life very different. (ok, better dont rant too much becos i will have my share of exams soon)

Last year's post also had some sort of climax, where different kinds of emotion would be shared to my fellow blog readers. Now? I thought I am much more conscious of what I post and only some sort the positive feeling will be shown. (well, partially becos i am always a happy girl :D)

All I wanna say is..... I miss those times in BBSS, be it good or bad :)

That also explains why I posted a lil story of me and SiShi, because she has been sitting beside me for the past 3 years!

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I can't believe I have to take 40mins to travel to school and spend loads of $$$$ whereas in BBSS, I only needed a 7min walk :D The choice of clothes and shoes were much easier too. Food? Everyday without fail, 4th stall!

Ok lah, poly also good ok? Today I had only 2 hours worth of lectures. The rest was eating and self study by the school's computer. I miss writing essays(now i type), I miss getting shot by teachers, either asking me for help(i like to offer help, not a teacher's pet) or for disrupting the lesson? Heh.

Alamak, that paragraph was for me to type the good points about poly but I went back to BBSS. See! Hahaha. It is not that I hate poly, but it is just that I miss the school I went to for 5 years. You know, I am human, I need to adjust.

I should be able to collect my testimonial and certs by this month! Yay! Another excuse to return to BBSS. One very important thing to do... Visit Mr Tan for the last time!!! :O I must remember, I must remember!!!

Time to P.U.S.H before I sleep!!

It's another week again!

As usual, I had my super fantastic Saturday cell group meeting and service! Trying to be how I was like in the past, where I would be super excited for the following week's cgm and service. Ta-dah! Damian and I. We look similiar right? Hehee. When I first knew him, I thought he was a quiet boy, always sticking to his sister. HAHA. But now, a MAN of profound words, the phrases he speakes are too difficult for me to comprehend. Ahh, crap.

Today I learnt that Daddy's CNY company dinner was held at Mandrain Oriental. AHHH. I know I would have be invited if I stayed in Singapore lor! Grrr! Just saw those photos, brought back many wonderful memories as garden terrece was my favourite place to work and I had to work there till the wee hours of the night to set up the items. Ah! I miss banquet life! Some of the people I know there were even captured by the camera. Hehe.

I have totally no idea what to get for Mommy on Mothers's Day! Will a simple kiss do? Or maybe a prayer of blessing :) But aiyah, guess I will be treating her to a meal or something, provided that the eating places will not be bombarded with Mommies and their families.

Today I met up with my group peeps and we really had a good time doing up our project presentation.. Just that National Library gave us too many rules to follow that we ended up in some open air garden terrece. Well, at least all is done and ready to let our lecturer vet through our work! Credit goes all out to Xiao Ping, our group leader for being so expirenced and smart :)

Tomorrow will be a brand new week! Here I come!

Happy 3 weeks!

3 weeks have passed... My love for you has grown stronger and stronger...

































Yeap, you guessed it :) 3 wonderful weeks of me being a nursing student has passed! So fast right! Enjoyed every single day of it!

Hmmm, today's skills was funny. After practising all those pulse stuff, Amelia, HuiYu and myself decided to become drama queens. As Xiao Ping was lying on the bed, we pretend to be so sorrowful over her, crying our hearts out, just like what the actors and actresses do in those typical channel 8 shows. Guess we were too dramatic already. One day we should really put on a skit -__-

Of course I do listen and all that and learn new things! Getting more and more interested in the various things! Whoopee!

The bad part!! Critical thinking again! All your fault! I have to even meet up my group peeps for project discussion on a Sunday! ARGHH! Let's hope we all can do well this Wednesday yeah? YAY!

Unknowingly I have become the "IT expert" even though, I admit I am a NOOB. I do like to connect wires and all that though :P

*Tomorrow is a Saturday again!*

Happy Labour Day!!

How ironic... Me working(studying) on Labour's Day, including getting stressed up over ICA!(hey it rhymes!) Pffft! Had my fair bit of fun though!!!! :D

That's right! An outing with clique! I miss them and BBSS :(

Strangly I have been seriously in this studying mood :) Must be a breakthrough! I hope this will carry on forever!!!!! All the way~~~!

Wikipedia is the bestest best thing ever invented on Earth. I can find ALL the medical terms them and understand it! Woot!

I want a sister!!