Out Of My Hands

I can't believe a song with a simple melody and lyrics can just touch one's heart.

I guess, it's a matter of who we are singing it to and how sincere we sing out the song.

I'll reach my dream, one day :)

Goal Setting

There are a couple of things I wanna do before and during my 2 week June holiday

1. Cut down food intake (trying hard, but tonight im having roti prata for supper)
2. Go for Pixar's exhibition at Science Centre
3. Be super competent in my role and memorise scripts
4. Standby song with guitar
5. Plan a feasible holiday
6. Study for exams (duh!)
7. Clean up my whole wardrobe and dressing table
8. Reflect well on what was shared during Asia Conference
9. Walk Mac Ritchie reservoir
10. Meet up with random people

Argh!! Today was bad! For the first time in year 3, I felt so sleepy in class! Why? I had choir practice till 11pm yesterday!! The tiredness already overwhelmed me at about 10pm and we were still singing. Heh, I hope all will go well this Sunday!! :D Kinda excited! (except for the fact that we're all needed to report at 6.15am at expo)

Can't wait for the various days to come! :D

Wanna be on top!

Had another photoshoot experience and it felt so much like ANTM!! Heehee, well, not that it was my first photoshoot, but this time round I had more solo shots! It was fun!! I had to portray my character as well :) Few mentioned that it was good, so yay!! Love showing faces that ain't me.

I took the effort to observe the studio as I ALWAYS wanted to have a photo studio in my own home when I grow up!! Hmmm, does that mean I have to look for a partner who shares this same interest as me? But yeah, it'll be SO COOL to have my own studio at home. I can self-timer many shots of myself (heehee) and also do some free or cheap shots for my friends when they come over! Looks like I gotta do a lot of homework to make this dream come true :D

Can't wait! Happi Family!

Rene's Birthday :)

For some of you who don't know, Rene is the staff in NYP that oversees SoundCard and other clubs. If not for her, I would not have that many chances to perform and expose myself :) Really appreciate her! So yeah, yesterday was her birthday!

We gave her a surprise by pretending someone fainted in SoundCard again!! I didn't expect that she would actually buy our story!! Heehee! The pioneers of SC!

The cake was awesome! All thanks to Shikin for getting it on the club's behalf.

Busy weekend and week coming up!!! :D But for tomorrow, photoshoot!! Yay!!!

Treasuring the loved ones around

Today was an eventful day... After lecture, one of the girls announced that one of our lecture mate had passed on yesterday. Though I already knew about the news yesterday, I still felt sad and broke into tears. Well, I may not know him personally but he is someone I would see around in school. And he's gone, just like that...

From this event, I want to treasure the people around me. I want to be more expressive towards them. During lecture itself, we watched this video of this cancer patient who passed on years back. But before she died, she started to love the people and do the things that she wanted for the remaining few months. I want to do that. Well, the person who die may be me or may be someone I know. Nevertheless, I must treasure them now.

That's why, I am even more than happy to be involved in the FLC musical!!! I know trainings are kind of intensive and I have to make certain sacrifices. But I know it will be worth it :)

Thank God for a holiday tomorrow! At least, I can concentrate on studying and sleep late tonight!

Wan Chin's Wedding :D

What a long day!! But overall I enjoyed myself and learn a lot of traditional stuff!! First, presenting the beautiful bride!!!!

Offering tea to my mom. They call her "Ah Kim"

Prosperous husband :D

Pretty wedding shot in the bedroom!!!

I got so irritated in the house because of the offerings they burn. Smoke kept entering my eyes non-stop!!! But what cheered me up was to be able to take a photo with the bridal car!! Future car I will own? WAHAHHA.

Got back to the hotel to change and had the banquet!!! My Aunt; Wan Chin's mother. She resembles my grandmother!!

My oldest cousin Weiwei and his pretty girlfriend!! We've not seen each other for 10 or more years!!

Looking good in the traditional outfit!

She is 7 years older than me and I am soooooo big beside her :(

Hope to see her with a child the next time I see her!!! Then, finally I can be so called an Aunt already!!! Hmmm, I must say that the culture in KL is much more family based. Singaporean kids like us are much more spoilt and we don't speak dilects. Wishing them eternal happiness!

Okay, gotta start doing my assignment when I am back in Singapore D:

The 3rd time

After being a student nurse, today was the 3rd time I helped someone out during a crisis. Well, SoundCard was having games where a little accident happened. Someone bumped his head against the wall and fainted!! At first, I thought it was some kind of joke like what the SoundCard peeps would usually do. Who knew, it was for real!

So I rushed towards him and checked for his response. No response. However, his face was twiching. Still, I went to feel for his carotid pulse, ready to perform CPR when needed. Thankfully, his pulse was felt and breathing was present. I think he had a seizure. After a good 5 minutes, he was conscious. He's fine now :)

It was an experience to remember. Slowly, I learn how to react better in such situations.

I have no intention to tell many people about this, but I just wanna remember this. Am glad that once again, I played a part in helping others.

:D

A video for Jing Wei to see!! The choir performance I talked to you about! Heehee. Spot me!!



Today we all had auditions for Asia Conference. Really hope that I can get in. It's like the only way I can get involved in AC...

Am glad that so many people in school were able to cheer me up :) Especially those who were playing Monopoly Deal. Heehee. This game is fun and addictive!

As you can see, I was winning... And I did!!

These people and this game made my day :D Thanks guys! I feel so much happier now!!! Wheeee!

Another round tomorrow! Muahahahaha!

You know....

When I feel very down, all I would wanna do is to distract myself with loads of school work and rehearsals of any kind....

At this very moment, I feel like doing all these things :(

This happens when idiots don't return their trays after use

I have no idea what is wrong with us nowadays... I mean, when I visited Germany, it's just a culture to return the trays.

And I think I know why.... Remember in Primary school, we were always taught to return our plates to the respective stalls. Well, this habit stayed on till Secondary school, where some barbarian would just evolve from nowhere, starting to influence people(in a bad way of course). What did they do?? They bended the rules and did not bother to return plates. And somehow along the way, people just follow them!!! Talk about compliance man...

I don't intend to blame anyone, but it's not too late to change your habit!! All it takes is just to clear after you have eaten!! It is also easier for the next group of people who will be using the same place! ITS THAT SIMPLE!

Disclaimer: What ever I have said is through objective assessment, and is not evidence-based.

Don't blame me for being fat. It's life!

Just came back not long from church choir practice!! It was tiring but I'm pretty excited about the song we're gonna present during Asia Conference! Can you imagine. Singing in a choir, in front of about 20,000 or more people?! Heehee.

Oh, just to share what I did last Sunday. Like finally, I had the chance to just chill out for a whole day @_@ We were at Vivo City to celebrate Wei Nian's birthday!!! Had lunch at King Louis. And oh my goodness. The food is super whacked up. It's totally meant for meat lovers like moi!! This is a portion for 4-5 people... Consists of Chicken breast, porklion, fried chicked, beef steak, lots of carrots, beans, wedges, baked apples and a bowl of salad!!

I'm gonna try the more expensive feast one day... Any takers? :D Heehee, SiShi and I!! Ahh, I miss those times once again, sitting beside her during lessons everyday!

And a group photo!!! Nice!! :D

Looking forward to more gatherings like this!! They make me sane...

For skills lab today, I tried chrysanthemum tea with thickener added in. It tastes HORRIBLE! It had like the consistency of vomit. Urgh.

And finally, I understand how patient dreads eating their food at times. Sigh...

I'm going home early after school tomorrow to catch up with all my work!! Hmph!! I need to buck up! More and more things coming my way!!!!!!!!

Praise the Lord!! Received official news that I got in!! Heehee.

Helping

Hahaha. I just came back with the secondary school peeps!! Well, something happened in Vivo City. We were happily chatting outside Candy Empire when the automatic glass door shattered!!! A girl (i think about 5), was beside the door and she got injured.

Many people began to crowd around her. I was hesitating if I should go help out, and I did... Then, I assessed her. She only suffered superficial injuries(Thank God) but kept crying and crying. The shattering of glass must be a very horrifying experience for her :( Her parents were not around the first 10 minutes, so I stayed by her side. Well, I don't exactly know what to do when someone's body is covered with glass, but what I did was to allay her anxiety. I held on to her hands, and she just grabbed on to mine. I also asked her if she has pain in any parts of her body, worrying that she might have severe injuries noticed. Her parents came and got really frantic(dont know why they left her there alone in the first place -_-) Finally, the paramedics came. I merely reported her superficial injuries. It was my first time talking to a paramedic. (LingLi, go be one... I think they are so COOL!!)

One thing that disgusted me was this Aunty that kept shouting at the duty facilities officer of Vivo City. They needed to sweep away the glass to gain back the access for the shoppers, but that Aunty said that it was destroying of evidence -__- Anyway there is a CCTV at the glass door area, so I think investigation would be easy. She also started shouting at their maid, saying that she was not responsible blah blah. I mean, the situation is already so bad, and it would help if you'll just shut up and treat the primary problem, which is the girl's injury and emotions. It seem like the more that Aunty shouted, the more scared the girl was.

After the paramedics came, I walked away. HAHA!

Am writing it here so that I can remember this event!!! I always feel a sense of satisfaction when I help people. I think I am sucha busybody!! By the way, this is one of the reason why I wanna be a nurse. Hahaha!

Poor girl, she's gonna have nightmares of this incident :(

I've got a promotion!!!

Ta dah!!! From year 2 to.....

Year 3!!!!!!!!!!

I am just amazed how time flies.... I still remember getting ever so high and excited for my first hospital attachment, then sitting through the many exam papers. And this sem will be the last lot of exams I am going to take. Hooray!! Time will fly again, and next year will be my graduation :)

XiaoPing sent me this via SMS. Awwww, sweet, isnt she? After sending this to me, I was puzzled... But she told me that I'm like her younger sister. Heehee. Okay, I feel bad. Must go out with her one day. I am always so busy with other things :/

After AJ choir's concert, I met up with Mr Tony Lee!!! Such a small world! Who would have thought he would be one of the teachers helping out the choir. Hahaha! The photo is ugly though :( And blur.. Urgh..

Been reaching home after 10pm these whole week!! Next week I shall be a good girl and will reach home as early as I can!! :D Need to do up my projects and assignments too!!! Hope next week won't be so tiring!!

And oh, I finally managed to donate blood once again, after trying for one year!! :D