Time to Study without Distractions

Oh well, so this show on Channel 8, Zui Huo Da Dang has ended tonight! No more distractions, no need to think about the "what ifs" and "if only". It was a good show. Enjoyed it even though I only watched it from episode 11 onwards during Carlos' party. The cast were awesome especially Rui En and Chen LiPing. I realise after Happi Family Game, I pay more attention to one's acting and all.

The thing I also like about this show is that it brought me and SiShi closer! WAHAHAHAHA! We smsed each other during every commercial break for the past 3 episodes, to find out what we were thinking and to discuss things related to the show! Haha!

Alright, I think I will catch up from the first episode after my exams. All thanks to xinmsn! Thank God for technology. Wooooooots!

Yay!

Guess who's back?! :D

We're chilling out in my room now yo! Heehee. And the room smells. My favourite gift from him!

WHEEEE! Ok, needa sleep early and study well for my upcoming exams!

You just stop doing work after studying outside for 4 hours

Which is bad, I should not have come home that early. Hahaha. At least, I didn't take any naps at home! And I woke up at 8.30am! Yay!! Hmm, this was taken during my previous set of exams! A sigh of relief! I got a B+ for Sociology paper!! Phew! Should I work towards an A? I need to answer at least 85 out of 90 questions correctly in the coming MCQ paper. ARGHHH!

Oh, I watched Boeing Boeing last night. It was good! I am just so amazed on how well the cast can memorise their scripts so well and execute it so promptly! Wow. Everything was funny! However, Huey and I concluded that the ending could be more "drama". Okay, why am I always saying "drama"?! It was good time spent with her too! :D

Malcolm is coming back in 3 days! Oh my goodness! Hehe. Will he distract me from studying?! Finally, I get to disturb someone at home. Hohoho. And I like this photo. Heehee.

Imagine, sitting at this very bench with my loved one. The view and the weather is so perfect....

And I'll be there, to brighten up your day
With tender loving care, to bring around the change
And in return, I'll learn a little more
About the wonders of the heart, cause sharing love is what our hearts are for

It'll be so perfect if I have the chance to sing such a song in a musical. Ahhhh....

Day to Day

Hmmm, I managed to study a fair bit today! Hooray for me! I realise that the content studied is more important than the time spent in studying. I also discovered that my memory is getting better! Is it because I am used to memorising scripts? Heehee.

I was looking through old blog posts(i like to do that when im stressed) and I chanced upon the one that I shared about Metamorphosis concert in 2007. That was the first time I had a chance to perform alone infront of a large scale audience. And I have never looked back since! And who was the one who made it happen? Dearest Christine who never gave up on me :) Amazing ain't it? That I have come all the way to who I am today. Well, I may not be really darn good, I may not be famous... But I have the confidence to carry myself and definitely have the passion to perform! All thanks to her. Wow.

I don't know about my future, but I sincerely hope that I'll have these little chances once again, be it in church, in the hospital or being welcomed back to NYP as in alumni! Thinking of doing theatre/performing full-time is so impossible and not practical. But I believe that I am going through all these for some reason!

Heehee, I'm going to watch Boeing Boeing with Huey tomorrow(or later, i should say)!!! Time to get inspired once again!

Alright! Time to have a good sleep so that I can study better!! :)

Fried Rice Paradise

IT WAS AWESOMEEEEEEEE!! :D

I think my favourite character is Siti because she was so motherly and machik! Heehee. And I fell in love with Sebastian Tan. His singing was flawless. I mean, all the singing were flawless (and i wonder how on earth they can achieve that). But his voice really made me smile. HAHA! Now here's the clue on the kind of guy I would date ;) However, when I hear the CD, that voice wasn't really there leh :( Oh well.

Overall, I love the storyline, though I thought more "drama" could be added onto it. The lights were beautiful and a salute to the live orchestra! I realise modern musicals hardly have people playing live (eg cats, avenue Q). My friend's brother is in the ensemble. Urgh, I am just so inspired to be part of such productions one day. Just an ensemble would be so awesome! Imagine, showtime is like EVERYDAY. I earn money, but I enjoy the stuff I'm doing!

They gave us all a pack of fried rice paste. Haha. So cute huh.

Time to study~ This "dream" can wait...

Happi Family Game~

It is a privilege for me to know these talented people.

I miss rehearsals!! :( During the appreciation dinner, they showed us snippets of the musical itself. When I saw my crying scene, I was like OMG!~ Hope I can get to watch the whole thing and cry as an audience. Hehe.

Sigh, will there be such a chance, ever again?

Happy Birthday BFFN :)

OoooOoo... We look so different.We both look slimmer last time. HAHAHA! I miss you a lot babe! :(((

Mizu~

Mizu is such a charmer. I'm very attracted to him. Hehehe.

Urgh, why doesn't my mother allow me to keep cats?! Ok, I know why. I have a messy room. And no matter how well I maintain, I still can't get a cat! Anyway, I got a new toy yesterday!!!

I realise that I'm REALLY an impatient learner. I just get frustrated with the limited stuff I can play with it, and I'm not perfect at it. I remember when I was learning how to play a guitar, at one moment, I suddenly totally knew how to play it. I hope I will be the same for the djembe. When I practice, I will just get IT out of a sudden!

You see, these are distractions that makes me stop studying. Seriously, I should start NOW!

Study mood, please come to me!

After returning to Singapore, I only had a good Thursday to rest and there, back to my usual busy activities. Urgh, I need more free hours everyday to study! So What did I do?

Received Pastor Darren from Bandung! Always amazing to listen to his funny stories.

Attended cell group meeting!!! Phoebe's always the best! :D

Went for _________ choir practice and service!! Got to hang out with Vanessa! This was taken before service. I realise it's good to take more photos before serving for choir because I don't have many better(does not imply that i am good looking in the first place) looking photos of myself. HAHAHA!

Yup, it is Saturday already and my next week is more or less scheduled with stuff already! Sometimes I envy people like PeiQing and LingLi (a shoutout to you guys!!!!) because they can tell me that they really rot at home!! :/

Okay, I need to set aside THREE (3) hours to study a day, starting from tomorrow onwards! I need discipline to study and do my crunches! Sorry Phoebe, today my back and stomach hurts badly so I give today a rest okie?! Hehehe. Tomorrow I'll do 70! :D

I tried so hard to stop, but I can't...

I have an awesome brother because...

he was featured in the newspaper!!!!!! So proud of him! Malcolm, don't give up. The next time will be the television!!! See his big fat name MALCOLM BOEY under his big fat face. Ahhhh. He's coming back soon! I can't wait to see him!

And he sends a photo of himself with a purchase he had. Awwww. So sweet of him. Thanks bro!

What more can I ask for? :D

Mission Trip - Emerge Camp in LC!

Hi there! You guys must be wondering what I did in my very first mission trip. Basically, the team was there to inspire the youths in the church there to step out and be creative! And I believe they were!!! More than that, I managed to experience a breakthrough personally. Doing all these things were actually beyond my capabilities.

We're the 3rd and the last batch!! The team had 29 people!

On departure, I had a really bad headache. So bad that I felt nauseous! At that moment I was so so afraid that I would be sent home. But thankfully, I tahan-ed all the way!!! Not really seeking empathy but at the end of the camp, I suddenly thought of this moment... If I had went back home, I would have missed out on all the great things that happened!

We arrived really late at night. The next day, we went to their church and met up with the leaders of the church. They were so nice too! Celebrated Victoria, our team leader's birthday!

We were invited to perform an item for the children's church. So what else did we do?? Hi-5's Ready or Not!! The dances were great!! We managed to finish practising within an hour!

I LOVE the children's church there. So touched to see how open and excited the children always are. When I grew up in Sunday school, all these things did not happened :(

It was the time of the month. So they celebrated the birthdays of the children as well! :) And Victoria was included. Hahaha.

We also attended their young adult service on Saturday and 2 adult services on Sunday!!! Sheryne, my awesome friend shared her great testimony!! I was moved to tears everytime. Heehee.

After the last service on Sunday, we went over to the campsite!! I was a 2 hour drive, on the mountain. Cooling place! And the campsite is GREAT!! When we reached, the advance party were already there doing games with the campers!

At night, we had a great first session!

The next day of the camp, we conducted workshops for the campers. Like Shoe painting, fashion/modelling, percussion and drama. Of course, I was part of drama!!! Heehee. It was AWESOME because the campers really stepped out and tried the new and different things.

At night, we had the talent show and the 2nd night session!! As always, great sharing from Pastor Darren!!

Then, we had a camp fire!!! We were served corn too! YUMMY!

The next morning we had the final session. Sang "When You're Gone"... Emo song. Hahaha.

After the whole camp, we went to have head and shoulder massage!! It was good! For dinner we met the leaders. It was a great fellowship!

Pastor Ferry! The children's church pastor! Love him!

Last day we went to Mangga Dua from lil shopping. Didn't managed to buy much. Heh.

Phoebe was so nice to be there at the airport early! :D I love her!!

Phew!!!!!!!!! It was a great mission trip!!! I LOVE INDONESIA!

So long!!

End of my poly life is bittersweet :D D:

Sigh...

Have you even been in a situation that people are just giving you the opportunities, yet you just feel that you can't do the job well? I mean, I know I'm not a person who has extremely low confidence. But I'm just thinking logically. If I can do it well, it really needs to be something more than what I am right now.

If it's planned by God, well, maybe I am supposed to discover that I can do it? And I hope I can. I don't wanna screw it up :/

Anyway something whacky! Malcolm has been super hysterical about the lil surprise gift he got for me. I mean, he told me that we got me a secret gift on Sunday and today, he revealed the gift to me. And he was supposed not to tell me anything until he returns. Oh well, one thing for sure, he is horrible at keeping secrets.

Mal, I can't upload the photo for you. Blogger seemed to "failed" it.

Major headache of FYP is almost done! I don't know why, I tell people that I am finished with FYP (yes, my fyp presentation) but here am I still struggling to complete the hard copy submission. I totally would have nothing to say if I got lower than a B+ for FYP :/

I can't wait till November where I will have my TP! I'm really gonna drive so carefully that I will pass on my first try. I must I must! I want to drive!! Too bad, school will be over by then. It will be so cool driving pass the walkway outside school where you see the pathetic students walking all the way from the MRT station. But I can hear the late nights calling out to me once I can drive! :D

Okay, needa work on my song now...

Happy Birthday Mommy!

Happy Birthday Mommy!!! I love you!

I asked her what was her birthday wish.

She said, "My wish is to have every member in the family to be filled with God's love. With God's love, everything will go smoothly."

That's the best wish I have ever heard...