I Miss Him

This is how I got myself into shit. We are 10 thousand over kilometers away and I miss him like crazy :( It's so weird that we didn't exactly have much time to spend with each other back then. We have sooooooo many things to know about each other but I just feel connected with him.

From someone strong and independent, I feel so weak in front of him. I miss him so much :(

Hope to see you soon darling.

I'm Coming Home

I'm at the last lap of this UK/Europe trip! I thank God that all that were planned for this trip went as planned. Though, I do have to admit that I had enough of visiting cities, taking glamorous pictures and visiting the must-go places.

I will definitely remember this trip forever because of a special someone. It's funny how some super random person can come into my life and perhaps change my life forever. I remember for the past 10 over years, I always longed for someone who would like me for who I am, and I would be also given the chance to like the person back. Now, I found that person. I feel happier. It's nice to have someone special in your mind and to be in that special someone's mind. I genuinely enjoyed the dates I had with him, getting to know him better. The best part was laughing and just feeling happy together. I wondered to myself, why did I only experience this after my 25 years of existence?

It's so difficult to tell what the future will bring :( If I really go over to the UK, it's like letting go of all my aspirations and career goals (yes, they are so darn important to me). Yet at the same time I want to cherish him like crazy and never let him go if possible.

As for now, I will wait for him to come to Singapore. So far, we have been messaging each other everyday (which is good). Let's see how long we can sustain this. Sigh sigh sigh. 

God, can you make us happen? Please?