For the past 2 months, I have been doing up my dissertation. Though, I'm a little disappointed with my process :( I'm slow. I have 5 weeks more to complete it but I'm less than halfway. Hmmm, let's hope I can take off exponentially from here... I have been pretty honest with myself I must say. Hehehe. Maybe the stress is not kicking in so much because I just need to get 62 marks for my dissertation to graduate with a first-class honours.
But still I really thank God that I did well for my year 2 modules. Who would have thought.... Getting 3 first-class results and 1 second upper-class results! What's more, the assignment period involved H coming and me visiting H. Hehehee. Maybe he was my motivation to do well!!~
I'm gonna see him in another 5 weeks... This time away from him has been the worst. I do have to admit that we drifted away to a certain extend. Maybe I don't understand him well enough. Maybe we just have different views on this relationship thing. Honestly speaking, I would have ended all these if I did not buy my plane tickets so early. Well, maybe it's fate... Fate that I still get to see him once again. Every time I see him and depart from him, I really wonder when would be the next time I could see him :( I'm looking forward though, because we will be going to Titisee with Malcolm! Doing it especially for him! I hope he will enjoy!
Despite all the shit that's happening, I really feel happy when I'm physically with him. It's something so complexed. In June, it will be 1 year since we first met... Wow... Time flies.
Okay, I probably have to stop day dreaming at this point. Hehe. Let me concentrate on my dissertation and aim to do well!!!
I thank God for everything in my life!