What I Look Forward to in 2019

The year has not been too bad so far while working in 43 :) Getting my momentum going... A little tired though, as tomorrow will be my 3rd consecutive morning working! Praying for strength!! Nevertheless, I am VERY happy to be back in 43!

So here is what I am looking forward in 2019!

1) More adventures with dear dear :)

Can't wait to spend time with him more and understand more about each other!

2) Moving to Parc Riveria

TOP is in Sep 2019 so I'm really, really excited to be setting up my new home and living on my own! But I foresee myself getting busy with house chores, parties and struggling financially! Heh... But all will be good!! Most importantly, I want to laze on my hammock/sofa everyday!

3) If all is good financially, I am looking forward to the change of phone. Hahaha.

I know it sounds pretty superficial but I really, really dislike using the iPhone :( Back to Android it is!

4) Hokkaido trip with Malcolm in June!! (no elaboration required)

5) Have a true sense of achievement in working right now!! And on top of that, attempt to start on some sort of academic studies for the better of patients!

It's pretty weird that for the past few days, I have always been thinking about work while resting at home. It's like I just can't get my mind off it! And I secretly look forward to work!! I'm starting to feel what I used to feel when I was in 43 previously or maybe even better! Yeah!! I think very soon I might be a workaholic! Whoops!

Looks like 2019 started well! Hope that this year will be my favourite year yet!!

2018 In Review

At a blink of an eye, 2018 went by just like that... And my writing got worse because I don't read and write anything anymore. I guess I would categorize 2018 as a rather painful year, a year that I lost myself. But I would proudly like to say that it ended really well :)

Nevertheless, significant stuff to remember in 2018!

1) Malcolm came back as an expat!! He had been away since 2006 and I spent more time with Malcolm in 2018 as compared to over the past 10 years he was away!

What was more awesome was that I got to pretend to be the partner of an expat's wife and life in the city!! Air-con all day long, having house keepers to make the bed and clean the apartment. Walking downstairs to supermarkets and restaurants. Ahhhh thinking about it now makes me miss the hi-life.

If I'm not wrong this was one of my meal before my night shift. Heh..

2) I managed to get my ass together and organised some successful educational programmes for my cancer patients!

I really need to acknowledge this as an achievement because it is REALLY not easy to put this up, ALL BY MYSELF. A lot of people tell me that I need to delegate etc. But even if I delegate, I need to follow up and "pester" the person whom I delegated the job to. So, I did it all. With some help my colleagues of course :) I don't know about this year but let's keep everything positive!!

3) I got into a relationship :)

I couldn't ask for anyone better :) Guan is someone with a really big heart and always after God's heart. I really wonder why isn't he married yet. But I just want to say that I'm SUPER DUPER BLESSED to have him! Hehehe. Not sharing much about him on social media but here :P

Dear, I can't wait to spend my whole life with you!! Thank you for all the love you have given to me!

Ok, I better stop getting mushy hehe...

4) I got to realise that Ward 71 really isn't the ward for me :(

I always dread to go to work everyday. Patients just piss me off most of the time. Colleagues get super annoying and irritating as well. Never seen such a "bad" environment in my life before. Very toxic. And I'm very afraid that I might have captured the bad attitude from them. I pray not! But for now, I AM SO HAPPY THAT I'M OUT OF THAT PLACE!!!

Happy that 2018 is over and believing that 2019 will be an awesome year!! Give me a few days to compose myself and write down my new year's resolution yeah...

At the meantime, I'm praying/wishing for everything to be well in Jesus' name!