PRE EMERGE SYNDROME

Woo! Been busy the past few days!! And finally now I can sit comfortably in front of the computer and blog :D And what have I been busy with? POS practice almost everyday. Faints. Guess what, the day is tomorrow! Going to perform in front of about 10,000 people for 2mins30secs. Haha. Even though the time is short, I'm performing for thousands! Woo, so excited!

The past few mornings I've been going back to school to complete my D and T artefact. Actually I'm kinda sick of it. I keep procrastinating somemore! Arghh! But no worries, it will definately be done before the deadline, I hope :\ Oh yah, the school is really empty now. Will miss that old building :(

Yay, tomorrow's Emerge 1st session! Wonder how it is going to be like. The event I've been waiting all year round. Hehe. Will share more after the whole thing... I need some rest now!

West cluster gals, I'll post the photos after Emerge k? Very tired now. Heeeh. ALL THE BEST TOMORROW!! :DDD

super action hero

I feel like a super action hero! :D

"BAGUITA SAVES THE DAY ONCE AGAIN!!"

Ok, in order to accomplish my mission, please make room for me to help you.

Action hero needs to study for her Chinese

and needs to sleep......

last day in bukit batok west ave 8

I have to admit, she's really nice. I will miss you! I promise to do well for my Chinese!

Yeah, we'll miss the stinky toilets. Who knows? The one at Toh Tuck might be worse :X

Definately my favourite part of the school, the canteen :D

Yaya, kop all you want, click for a bigger image. Aiya, forgot to kiss the floor :\ 4.5 years in here! I'll miss everything! Monday I think I'll take more photos. Hohoho. Chiong Chinese ah! :DD

choir grad tea

Ok, this week I've been doing A LOT of Chinese. Yay! So happy that my teacher told me that my Chinese improved. This show that I took the Chinese intensive session seriously! Hehe. Not really. I had a couple of 5 mins sleep! Argh! Sleepiness go away!!!

Yesterday after Chinese went for POS practice for like 2 hours and took a cab back to school for choir grad tea :DD Woohoo! Pizzas!! Thank you teachers! Also had yummy chicken wing and fried sausages. Wooooo. I didnt eat any bee hoon though. Felt kinda sinful as I ate biscuits before that.

Let these photos share yesterday's Choir Grad Tea :D

My _____!! Whoops! :P
The whole bunch of us with Miss Yee!! Miss Yee wan sui!

The people of my batch and above :D

So cute! This is what I call happiness. Being happy when clearing trash bag!

The 3 of us, like in the past...

Sara and Cherie! Sec 1 and so pretty!

Cecilia. Thanks for the gift! If you're reading this~~

Haha, Sheryl! And my fringe is so %$^*($

Kellie!!

Some of the sec1 girls! Haha, I know every single name of theirs :D Will miss all of you :(

Jia Yu, the last name I remembered. OOPS. But I know her face well can.
Charming. See me pinching his cheeks ^_^
Shafiqah! ATTITUDE MAN!!
Suchi, neighbour :D
And finally, Angela!!
Yay. More than just singing and performing in choir, friends I made is the most important thing. I joined choir without knowing anyone and graduated having great friendships with the people! Esp this year, thank you all juniors for not making me feel left out despite being the oldest there. I did not feel a little bit out of place :D Thank you also for giving me the chance to contribute the best I can. what would happen to me if I wernt a leader? At least being a leader helped me behave and discipline myself. Well, except for some times where I would misbehave :X I like it when people call me, "Naughty Maria!" It sounds so meee!!! Yup, I hope that I am able to move on to the next level after being equipped with the skills I learn in choir. Once again, THANK YOU CHOIR!! I dont mind going back in time to have all the fun times in choir! Hehehe.

I'll show YOU what I'm made up of. One day, your jaw will just drop...

worship

New songs has been introduced these few weekends during service before the real Emerge Conference comes. One song we sang yesterday and today touched my heart deeply. Usually for songs, I go for the lyrics and this song is really meaningful! The chorus...

One life, I lay at your alter

One love, I have in you

Touch me again, Fill me as you hold

My outstretch arms

One word, You know I will follow

One heart broken to you

Use me again, Your mercies follow me

For all of my days

So cool! I can't wait for Emerge! Every year is getting better and better! I'm believing for a breakthrough! Good thing that I won't miss any sessions! Well, w325, you MUST come for all sessions like me alright?!?!?! If not you'll regret! And I hope next year something will happen :P Ahh, I want my dreams to come true.

Sometimes it's just so hard to fit in. Hmm, I think I'm just spoilt lah. Having the things that I want in school, choir, etc. Just have to remind myself that life is about giving and taking :D One day, when I get to perform again, I'll be an important person!

Ok, Chinese Os is coming soon! Right, maybe I should starting singing Chinese worship songs for a start ;D and probably pray in Chinese too!!

shout it out

I WANNA WRITE SONGS!!!!!

busy woman

Phew! Like finally, I'm at home giving myself some personal time. Just came home from POS practice. I was late cos there were extra lessons and I needed to do up my D and T project artefact. Arghh! So busy!! The only time I was given time to sleep was on my way to POS practice.

POS practice was fruitful as we learnt more steps and positioning. We had a 20 minute dinner break. It's worse than recess! Had to go to 7-11 and get all the expensive stuff. Had to do 20 push ups for every minute we were late. SOOO, great. 4 minutes late, and we were to do 80 push ups. But given a 50% "discount" zZZzzzZ.

Finished at 10pm plus plus and quickly rushed home before I really KO. I hope I can drive or something so that I can reach home earlier. Tomorrow's gonna be the same again. Faints. Nevermind, gotta hold on ONLY for this 2 weeks. I really believe that I'm able to cope when I start my intensive Chinese next week. Gonna put in a 100% effort! My aim is a B4. So do cheer me on. Hehe.

Oh, got back mid-year results already. Just allow me to share. I have nothing to hide...
English-B4
Chinese-E8
E.Maths-C6
A.Maths-E8
Science-E8
Humanities-C5
D and T- B3

Hmm, not very impressive right?(but i can still go to my desired course) Especially for E.Maths! I studied the hardest for this subject and I got this kind of mark :( I studied Physics only but my Chem got higher -__- Fear not, I'm sure I'll improve drastically when I begin to mug 24/7!

So busy, so busy, and I can't wait for Emerge! Woohoo! And the big move in BBSS. Heehee. Time to take a good rest!

Busy is good, it helps me not to think of the bad things...

Haha, for no reason I brought my guitar to school. Just have the mood to keep playing and playing. Well, we did have time in school so I took some time to play! I miss performing and some of the people were crowding around me. Haha, but I was so embarassed! Played some Chinese songs too. Heehee.

SuBing and me!!

The weekend was smashing! Supported Elnathan(Roysten) in his water baptism. Congrats Roy! Will post the photo once I get them!!

Chinese intensive coming up :S Chiong ah! I hope I can do my best(C5) and not retake again. But we'll see ;DD

I no longer put my trust in you.

stepping stones

I have been tremendously blessed these 2 weeks about what I have learnt over the weekends. About how as a Christian I choose to still stay on and get even hungrier for the move of God! Tears just roll down my cheeks as I begin to worship. Really, the presence of God is so tangible! Hohoho. I'm really gonna be a changed person after the Bible seminar. Not forgetting, EMERGE! It's going to be another level of spiritual growth. Like how I was impacted last year, and last last year, and last last last year! "Take all of me in exchange of all of you"

Also, I've been so pumped up to do so many great things! One is to create a talk show when I grow up. Haha. I didint know what got into me. But isnt it great being an inspiration to the community and speaking love into people's lives? Ok, I need more setbacks so I can share my experiences. Hurhur, kidding!

Today's mother's day. And there is something I ought to learn from my mother. Forgiveness. She is someone who looks forward and never dwell in the past. It is really a challenge for me to forgive the people around me. Yet, she simply, forgives...

Ok, school's tomorrow! Back to the busy life. Probably too busy to think of axenities. Which is well, good I must say :D Also a MAJOR project my family has to do. It's a secret! I will share when it's time!!

my estate hitting the news

Ok, this is so lame... My estate got onto the news cos some 'nothing else better to do' person sent a video to the news that some maid was standing on this little platform that puts potted plants. Hmm, I think she was cleaning up the dead leaves that has dropped onto the floor of that little area which would have most probably blocked the drainage system. The news warned the public to never do such a thing at home. Yes, I know that is dangerous as she may fall off accidently. But, WHO ASK THE DESIGNER TO BUILD THE HOUSE LIKE THAT!? Even my dad has done it before -__- If not, how are you going to put the potted plants?

Got to know the news when neighbour called us that our estate was going to be on TV. My mom was so excited. Haha. I actually thought it was a maid commiting suicide. And the video is her jumping down(that will actually be scary) But after I watched that part, CHEY.

Come to think of it, my estate has been in the media. For filming, fatal drowning accidents and many more. I'll be sure to remember all these silly stuff. Esp the place where I broke my arm. Haha, sigh...

Yay, I had a wonderful time today! Whoopee! I was waiting all week for today and it was a blast! It was my 1st time going KBox with them..



































Ok, the food wasnt that nice. But it was edible, for me at least, as I was hungry!

So high! HAHA.

All 6 of us :D YouPeng could not join us though :(

Sishi and I!! It was dark, so not really nice. Haaah.



And after that we headed to Orchard to do some window shopping. I had simply no mood! :\ The rest were tired, hungry and sick so all went home. Haha. Well, for me I joined my CG to celebrate SuBing's birthday! HAPPY BIRTHDAY SUBING! I know you'll read it when you're online. Hehe. And thanks for your jokes :D

I was just reminded about Kristos Kai Kosmos when I heard something about what the school is doing. I'm so amazed by what people, other then me has done. It had challenged me. I'll buck up! And of course, my ultimate dream has yet to come true. Feeling so helpless, I just hope that there can be someway to make it happen. Oh well :(

School's tomorrow! I actually have no idea what is instore for me. Lessons or activities? Well at least, I get to go back to school! Yay! Ok, I think I sound like a geek. Tata!

compare and contrast

When I was 11 years old.. Eeeks! My FAT face!

This is so funny. I was 13, during some racial harmony celebration. I was so bored that I took a photo of myself. So unglam.

My baptism when I was 14. My facial features not fully developed -___-

Me, 17! I think my nose and lips are nice. Hehe. But I dont like my frizzy hair :\

Ok, exams over, means I have time to swim, and go to the gym. My friends are all going there! I must go too in order not to be left out and before it's too late!! I want a tan too! I want to try to lose 5kg! HOHOHO.

Kbox tomorrow with clique! First time singing with them. They say they'll GET HIGH. Well, we'll see to it ;D WOOTS! I've been sponsered too! Yayy! Play a bit before getting back to serious work :\

our post-exam activity

Didnt really do much, just went about school taking photos for memory's sake. There wasnt many students in school it was a good timing! Btw, the suggestion was by me! Looks like my paparazzi thing is coming back! Hooray.

Public apology: Sorry Siok Meng!! :((

final lap of the race

Mid-year exam ends tomorrow! Whee! Like finally. But I actually feel really guilty cos I didn't really put in my 100%. But you have that feeling if you study too hard, during the actual O levels, you'll not have the mood to study more. Well, I believe that I can be able to study like crazy during the actual paper! Let's see how I'll do for mid-years first...

Was browsing through the new BBSS website and I came across these photos! :D

Donating blood. One of my favourite past time. HAHA. Ok, my stomach wasn't hurting -__- and I wasn't weak and tired.

Supproting the BBSS band! It's cool to be and look 17!

The peeps who came for the family day celebration. We had a good time! :D Of cos not taken from the school website lah.

I'm blessed! Ask me personally if you wanna know what is it. Hehehe. Don't get jealous though :P

Ok, off to do more E.maths! My aim is to get A1 cos I got A1 for CA1. Obviously I can't aim lower than my previous exam what. Haaah. But I think I'll get lower. Ok, nevermind. TOODLES!