i feel that something inside me has broken through. unsure of what it is. everything's change, everything's so different! to the better of course. i have moved on to another level! with more stuff to handle, more work to do. but i believe it's all planned out for me to discover my destiny, my purpose.

i feel so sad whenever i see you being so streesed. i really hope i can do something to help you, but who am i to you?? if i could share the love with you, would that be so wonderful? if i could just make a difference in your life... *takes away the ifs* EVERYTHING IS POSSIBLE!

well, today had fun in school! cos i had choir practice! simply cant wait for my concert! ^^ woohoohoo! lalala~ going crazy! and my common test is coming up! i'm gonna shine like the stars and do well :)

weekend is near. whee! one day i your house is better than a thousand elsewhere!

today was actually the most rawkking day i ever had! after yesterday, today's a blessing! i've maybe i just gotta look at things at a different point of view. ok, so anyway, SOCIAL STUDIES LESSON RAWKS! i am sudden in love with her hehehee. not being sarcastic okay... really.

yeah, after school went to do some ticketing stuff. wahahaha. my concert's coming up! SO EXCITING! whee! im speechless cos im too happy! the choir gals did abit of homework also before ticketing :) haha, i dont know why i call it ticketing. just cutting the paper and numbering the tickets too. i love today! a blessing to have today indeed!

oh, after that, went to y-hub macs to meet some cg poeple. we were studying! argh! didnt know i had so little homework lor! but i was taught abit on physics hehee. ate and went home... hahaha! i love today! how many times must i say it?!?! thank God for letting me live this life:)

haha it's scary when you actually realise who reads your blog. hehehe. argh! sister rongrong.......... RAWKS :) gonna learn my ting xie! byebye!

hmm, today is a bad day i think. so many bad things happen to me. sigh. it started out early this morning... well, left my house for school AS USUAL MEANING THE USUAL TIME. so great right, waited for the bus for like 25 mins before it came. how irritating right. HELLO, I DIDNT OVERSLEEP NOR LEFT THE HOUSE LATE. bus 174 came about 7.15 and i knew i was going to be late for school. sigh.

well, had other plans to carry on with but oh well, cant do it. i cant go home without my confiscated ez-link card. choir was at 3 ++ i wanted to be there early. so instead of the usual detention which is from 2.30-3.30, i had requested a special detention from my form teacher 2.15-3.15. 15 mins very important to me ok. but i was no longer important to me already...

so time was up and i was engrossed to go up, called and reminded her that time was up. was kinda pissed cos most of my friends had the impression that i overslept when i didnt. kinda upset and all that lah. she told me to go to the detention room to tell the prefect that i collected my card but i sort of talked back to her saying,

"waste my time lah!"

well, i was referring to telling the prefects about my card and felt that it was not necessery. i guess she mistook of she wasting my time cos i actually waited for her to get my card for me. and she was like,

"yar, im wasting your time, go for your choir!"

i was so sad can. i actually made someone angry! and so i walked away with tears in my eyes, unsure of what to do. didnt even have the mood to go for choir.

if you're reading this, i'm really, really sorry. i know that you're still angry with me! i was rude to you and i'm really sorry about that. maybe i just wish that it could be like the past, where we had so much fun time together. sincere apologies......

yes! and recently my ss teacher has been very weired! she became to hostile and always pulling a long face during her lessons. something's fishy going on... she also treats other class that way. not only my class. hope tmr will be well, having to periods with her! hope no one makes her angry. yeapp..

no mood to talk about choir. choir's nothing when you're upset... hope everything will be well......

many things happen to me today. i will definetly be not important to you. ok, firstly, i lost my blue pen! argh! when it was during geog lesson, i think i left it somewhere. i like cant do my homework without it. hahaa. it had it's sedimental values too okay. i also lost my stapler. *sobsob*

and i have been having stomach pains recently. argh! i dont know why, today i was stuck in the toliet. haahaha. missed abit of physics lesson. and my neck hurts again! i need divine healing!

after school went to west mall and blahblahblah...... yay! tmr there's choir practice to brighten up my life! :) BYE!

yo! today had a happening time! well, woke up early in the morning for service. was SO excited cos delirious? was here!! wahahahaha! i reached the 2nd earliest. heehee. the seats were so-so lah. yar, but everyone enjoyed themsleves.

after service, celebrated lisa's bday and took a cg photo!

yar, and after that, went to changi airport. whoa! the mrt is like so class can. i didnt take mrt to airport before but it's like so high-class... and so we went to popeyes to eat. i realised i only ate a meal today :) then, we studied, only did maths :( cos we were not allowed to study. harharhar. was surprised cos for the 1st time someone was nice telling us off. was not offended at all lor. unlike the security guards here. seesh! hahaha. so i took a nap while the other chatted and went home! YES! i did complete my homework. left with dnt though. hahaha. yay! tmr's school! :)

what a tiring day today! urgh, my left hand fingers hurts cos is play too much guitar :) anyway, every friday is a short school day. however this one felf a little long.

sigh, this thought of jealousy came about me today again. im just simply, jealous. if i tell everyone they would be so so angry but for me, i'll just be left hurt and never able to feel better. it's something i cannot change or force. sigh...

after school went to the music room! we were suppose to spring clean the music but our boss was not in school so we had to do the things all by ourselves. millions and millions of dust particles were in our midst. and my nose was super itchy! soon, i had to go for gb parade.

in case you dont know, i join gb. well, can say i regretted joining... actually, there's nothing wrong with it but i seriously hate the attitude of some people. sorry if you're a gb gal but im here to express myself. ok, there's totally nothing wrong with the juniors and the people in the same batch as me. so, you should know what im talking about. sometimes they just cant think lah. totally cannot think before saying something. is like DO WE LOVE TO MAKE MISTAKES??? NO!!! we obviously wanna be the best that we can!! and yes! i personally wanna do the best i can! i really avail myself so much and those people still hate me or whatsoever. sorry if we cant meet your expectations. SORRY AND TOO BAD, but if you teach us, we're willing to learn, i am willing to learn.

being a leader in other areas. erm erm, hehe, i wanna share love, patience to my juniors. they still learn, they still have discipline in them. i'm beginning to miss choir practice already:) im like so willing to do everything just for choir cos of the to me, positive environment there. oh, yesterday, went to ngee ann open house and missed choir practice... we were dissmissed at 4.30 there and guess what. i took a cab back so that i can join the practice. harharhar, i bet you'll never find someone like me.

so, gotta go catch up with my homework. cant wait for cgm tmr:) BYE!

today in school is like so tiring! haha. i was not though. 6 people were absent somemore! they think the government gave them 4 days of holiday instead of 3. hahaha. crap. i'm so excited about tmr cos we're going to ngee ann poly! whee! yeah yeah yeah, i like grew up in ngee ann so im always excited about such stuff.

wonder what am i going to do there.. PLAY. WHEE! run around like a kid and see some ngee ann friends too. and of cos see what new courses they have. or maybe PROMOTE MECHNICAL ENGINEERING. hahahahaha!

off i go doing my homework, being a good girl... BYE!