back...

For the past 3 days, Chinese teacher let us watch "I Not Stupid Too" A very touching story. Nothing beats Singapore comedy where we actually laugh at ourselves! I cried 3 times. Too bad I'm not in that kind of situation if not I can relate to the movie. But anyway, WELL DONE! The 1st time me enjoying Chinese lessons :D

Performances coming up. Will let you know the details soon :D I'm excited! At the same time, I'm really worried that I may not put up a good performance. Other than the audience, nothing else matters. Nevertheless, practice makes perfect. After July, I'M FREEEEE!! [to study :/]

YES, YES, YESHHHH! Going out with my lover this Friday! Hohoho!

my strength

God is the strength of my heart and my portion forever.

Yes, I will remember this sentence.. I'm really so busy now[and I still have time to switch on this computer and blog]. I just can't continue with things at home without checking email, checking up on friends and blogging! Grr, no worries, however. Computer time will reduce as time goes by! I think I have made a SLIGHT improvement! Prolly tomorrow I wont touch the computer AT ALL because of late night tuition. YAY.

Okok, talk about me being busy first. Performance, studies, performance, studies! I thought I could just give up performing this year... I actually quitted my band for 'O' levels. But then again, I had a revelation and decided to join back again. Doing worry guys, my capacity is being expanded! And I promise that I'll do the best I can for this exam! Believing for 4 distinctions.

Cgm was awesome today.. I mean I may not be so much in my valleys now, but I'm still reminded that God is being there for me. Sadly, I couldent like be 100% worshipping and all that. I hope one day I can learnt the skill of 100% ministering yet 100% worshipping :/ Sharing was about we going through preperations and that it takes time, involves failures and the importance of responding to it. I didnt expect that the atmosphere would be so "BAM!" I HOPE I did play a part in it.. Just cant get the song out of my head! I hope I have a lot of time to just worship for hours and hours. Ahhhh.

Woo, a brand new week! Hope I dont get so much afternoon naps and would do more fruitful things INSTEAD OF USING THE COMPUTER! Yeah, I'll try to do it :D Wish me the best!

Need to get a bigger Bible to motivate me to read more often. Haha.

BACK TO WORK!! A.MATHS ROCKS! :DDDDDDDDDDDD

home alone

Ok, yesh I can finally sleep now. When I came back from serivce, I realised my mother wasnt at home. I decided to wait till she comes home. Waited and waited till it was past midnight. I was worried sick. I called her hp but it was switched off. Was telling one of my friend how worried I was and then,
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I remembered she went Batam. HAHAHA. So forgetful of me :\ Okay, can sleep now :D

Now channel 5 has this concert thing. "ANSWER THE CALL" They have too been showing tons of advertisments about "if blahblahblah, then we'll save blahblahblah" I feel like telling them, "If you didnt have concerts with thousands attending all over the world, you would save SO MUCH ELECTRICITY"

Oh, but I learnt a morse code. It goes like this.

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"S O S"

And I wore green today!! :)

Hmm, I think by using the computer I'm using a lot of elecrticity.. So, off I go!!!

Horray! weekends!

Presenting dearest WanTing and I!! :DD [Veri Good!!] Hahaha.I just can't stop making fun of her. It is easy to joke about her. I dont know why :) Always willing to help people. Not forgetting, always making quality checks on goods for me before I purchase them xD

Yay! Tomorrow it would be my first time hanging out with clique on a Saturday! Hope we'll have a great time! Going to play spongebob Monopoly at Acelyn's house. Muahaha. My first time playing with them too. We're also going to da bao food over to her house. Fun!! Heh.

Talking about Saturdays, for the next 3 weeks starting next Saturday, they'll all be gone just like that! :( I might have to give service a miss :( But the best is that if I can leave early. There are going to be rehearsals for the school's Metamorphosis concert! Not sure if I have to be down actually. Heh. I hope I can cope!

Just need to stay back one more day after school for D and T and my artefact would be done!! Hooray! Then I'll do my folio perfectly! Woooohoo. Will show you the artefact once I take photos of it.

Going out with my lover next friday! Really excited about it!!

Ok, shall continue my English compo since I feel like writing NOW.

busy

Noticed the new header or whatever you call that? :D Didnt spend a lot of time actually. Haah. But I think is reasonaly nice. It shows the different sides of me. Not the pretty side, however :(

Anyway, I have been so busy with school and DT! I really wanna get less involved in DT, but I cant, it's a commitment. I think I just need to learn to manage my time well. Not bad already, I wasnt online earlier on :D So yar, after this post, I shall do my work! Phew! Homework keeps piling in. I can do everything. But do you know I need? TIME.

Visited the new place earlier today. SO NICE!! :DDD I'm pretty excited about it. Heehee. I'm going to spend my young adult days there. Hohoho. [so no link -__-]

The Saturday thing is upon WanTing's approval. Hey, I nan de can come out on Sat right? Bring it earlier lah :((((((((( I can't wait to play Spongebob Monopoly!! YAYY.

Having 'O' level Chinese Oral tomorrow :S No matter how worried am I, I shall believe that I can read the words fluently and answer the questions with a lot of confidence! I can do ALL things!!! Of cos I would be delighted to get a "Merit" grade. Did I tell you? Sec2, when I was having Oral, I actually cried in front of the teacher cos I was so scared -___- So let's hope nothing unccessary should happen. YEAHH!

reflection

A very guttlonish photo of me. This we taken 2 weeks back! But I believe my cheeks are smaller now!!

So why am I blogging here at this unearthly hour? Reason: Cannot sleep!! Couple of things are in my mind right now...
1) A.Maths homework cannot do some :(
2) Chemistry TYS not completed. I had to redo all as I lost the book :(
3) Can't I just get any slimmer?! :(
4) I hope my weekends are not always so hectic :(
5) There's still a burden to complete the D and T artefact and folio :(
6) Haven packed my school bag :(

Ok, something more happy to share...
1) I did Chemistry for an hour in the bus on the way to tuition! [1hour]
2) Had tuition today :D [2hours]
3) Looked up for Ms Lim for Geog map reading on Friday! [30mins]
4) Watched Hi-5's new season today!
5) Didnt have proper meals. [ok, maybe that's not a good thing]
6) All ready for tomorrow's DT practice
7) Bought a sandwich from 7-11 just now for later when I walk to school :D

After this entry, I won't be online so often already. I have set a timetable for myself. Hope I'll really follow it.
2pm-5pm: Study in school
5pm-7pm: Go home, watch TV and bathe
7pm-8pm: Dinner+Slack+Packroom [dinnertime varies, depending on my mother]
8pm-10pm: Study!!
10pm-11pm: Use computer or whatever
11pm- Bedtime. Time I sleep depends too.

I just hope I won't take any naps in the afternoon. Really a waste of time! Yawn.. Ya so anyway if you wanna catch me online, I'll be there at 10pm! I'll be studying 5 hours a day. Which means (5x6=) 30 hours a week! WOO! NICE!! MUST F.O.C.U.S!!

Had a funny dream. I was dreaming I was blogging. LOL. Maybe I should type it here. Probably it's something from the very bottom of my heart.. It went like this.
"I dont know why have you all chose __ instead of _____. Definately _____ is better than __ through my 5 years experience!! Unless you are aiming for 1 thing. To become the ___ of __. Whatever. What so big about being a ___?! If you like controlling people then you might as well play The Sims. Prolly you all have been blinded by it. All I can say? "Pity" I only liked the great peers [not seniors] I made there."
Whoa, people can hate _____ why can't I hate __? Fair share right? It's ok if you dont understand what I am talking about. I write this for memory's sake. Haha.

Ya, right now I want to dream that I'm having a concert. LOL. So goodnight.

celebrating my youth

Yay! Happy youth day to all youths!! Today I had really loads to reflect about my life. And come to think of it, I think I had a really awesome youth and I believe that better things are coming my way!

For example, if I had not met so and so[whoever is it], my youth days would be boring. If I had not come to THAT place, this life of mine would be VERY different. Glad I made that decision and chose the right path :D Even though there are so many things to do, but well, that's expanding my capacity! Yeahh!

One thing that I'll remember about my youth will be being part of DT. It has always been my dream to perform on a stage. DT made my dream come true. Hoho, thanks to queen for this great opportunity! You should know who you are ;D

Tomorrow's task, stay at home for the whole day to study!! Hope it'll be fruitful!!