Saturday, August 16, 2014

Missing in action

Urgh urgh urgh.... I know I have not updated for quite some time already :/ Too busy with everything I guess? Hehehe. I'm feeling really tired. I need more sleep.... But all's well because I am freaking excited about the things that are gonna happen! :DDD

Last night I had the jealous feeling, feeling so sucky about myself. But I can't help to also think about the awesome things that I am blessed with :) So, let me list em down to remember the good things in my life!

1) Doing a Bukit Batok show later!!! I've always wanted to do something in MY neighborhood and finally I am!!! Wait for the photos!!!
2) Weddings!~ Namely Yvonne's, Rene's and Jamie-WeiJie's :) Means burning a hole in my pocket? :(
3) Malcolm's return and our food adventures!
4) My holi holiday with Victoria. I can't wait to wunder around and get lost in an air-con temperature! 26 days to our flight!!!!
5) JCI week!!! The more we colleagues work together, the more closer we get! Can't wait to build up our relationships!!
6) A new addition soon to my family!!!
7)) An upcoming cruise show!! It's really a blessing for this one :)

It's only August and I have already so many things to look forward to till the end of this year!!! Thank you God for all that you've given to me :D

Jealous

Urgh. I can't help but to feel jealous at this moment...

Disclaimer: Jealous doesn't mean I don't feel happy for them. I do feel happy for them.. I do.. It's just a sudden urge that I wish I could be them.

I'm jealous of a junior colleague that had a scholarship chance and just had her last day of work yesterday.

I'm jealous that another colleague of mine had her birthday celebrated in the ward and could see that she felt so loved by many others.

I'm jealous that a group of couple friends went out without jio-ing me, maybe because I don't fit into the couple category. Not that I could make it though. Hehe..

Sorry this is just mindless ranting... I'm actually asking for trouble posting these stuff but let's hope not many people will read this! Urgh, feel like I'm drunk!!!

I'm just too tired. Alright. I shall go and sleep and think about the good things that I am blessed with :)

Friday, August 01, 2014

What does Nursing mean to me?

Hehehe... This photo will be representative of nurses' day because I look good in this picture. Just a disclaimer! :D Ok lah, I still love my "god ma"...

I had the greatest honour to be the emcee for the awards presentation, which means I had to sit in the auditorium and listen to the different speeches(it's a first btw). There was a video played entitled, "What does Nursing mean to me?". This question made me think and reflect what I have been doing 3 years of my life.

I would say that nursing means the world to me. It taught me so many things. It made me reach deep into my emotions. It allowed me to see hope and disappointment. It made me realise how a job can impact someone's life. Would I ever trade my job for something? Nope, and never ever...

After my advanced diploma, I did challenge myself to talk to my cancer patients and reach into their emotions, like how they feel and how we can help them etc etc. I know I won't be that perfect angel to heal their hearts but I'm trying harder day by day :) Sometimes I just get too caught up with tasks especially now I am assigned to be an overall IC at times. But all's good. I'm still being molded to be that nice porcelain vase... Ultimately, I want to share the love of God. Let's hope something awesome will happen soon!

Ok, shall grab more nice photos to share...

The emcees and ADNs who organised the celebration.

A ward photo with CEO and gang... This photo will definitely be so precious 10 years down the road!!

One of those days I feel so good and proud about myself! Ahh.... If only it could be like that all year round :)

Tuesday, July 29, 2014

Awesome weekend

Apart from work, I tried to give myself my fair share of fun!!! Jeez! All I need is sleep now! Zzzz... Ok, so my weekend was awesome because Elson invited us to 987's RSVP partay! My main intention was to get free drinks, free food(no free food boohoo) and FREE GIFTS/PRIZES!!!! AND I DID! MUAHAHAHHA!

They wanted the attendees to submit photos of the party and post it on instagram. They were looking something creative and related to the party and I thought of this :)

Boy I was so, so happy when I saw my entry on the TV screen! Heeheehee. I was pratically dancing on stage! Yay! And I had this lovely/funny shot with the Muttons! Justin asked me what was the inspiration of the photo... I told him that I like to eat. *stupid answer and making a fool out of myself*

The group of us managed to take a photo with all the 987 DJs! Jeez!! Looking at most of them makes me feel like I'm growing older :( Slowly, there people are becoming my age. And one day, I'll be older than them!(except the Muttons of course, hehehehhe)

Cynthia and I with our prized possession! This face because I was having a hangover (kidding). She won herself a prize because she managed to down a bottle of beer and owed the guys! Salute!

Had to work morning the next day hohoho and celebrated You Peng's birthday after work :D

So that sums up my awesome week! Nurses' Day is coming and  I can't wait to take more pretty photos and have fun YAY!

Thursday, July 17, 2014

Our Trip To Adventure Cove!

After months of planning, we managed to set a date and visit Adventure Cove! :D Let the pictures and video do the sharing!

A beautiful shot! :)


Love this girl! :D


Love these people!! Looking forward to more outings with them! Ahhh. Can't get over yesterday. Hehehe...

Sunday, July 13, 2014

Filming

I had an exclusive chance to be part of a patient education video!!! I was jumping around when I got to know that I would be playing the patient :DDDD There were 2 parts of the filming. One counselling and the OT part. It is nice to see how the OT is like! Here are some snapshots of the filming....

I was totally pampered by nurses around. Like so many of them surrounding me. It really feels good... It does. Do my patients feel it that way when we care for them? Even the doctor doing the "surgery" on me, I just had this "connection" with her, leaving my life in her hands and decisions.

I had a little flash back of the operation I had as a child... Yes, it was that kind of assurance from the nurses that made me wanna be a nurse. I still remember that they gave me a little Hello Kitty bookmark. Unfortunately I can't find it anywhere anymore :(


We could not help but to take a selfie!

Prolly how I will look like after the operation. It was fun to be pushed around. Heehee. Had that thrill. I am just so amazed that females are able to transfer me from bed to trolley easily!~ It's something that we do everyday, but we just don't realise how strong we can be as a team!

At one instance, I had a little chat with the director. She knew that I am an oncology nurse. Then, she started to pour out her feelings about her sick aunt who has cancer... Like what the family is going through etc etc... She just kept sharing and sharing. It made me feel good that she made me a listener. I am just hoping that I will have these kind of good chit chats with my patients of their family members often.

Yup, I'm ready to go back to the ward as a better nurse! :)

Thursday, July 10, 2014

Unstoppable Love

God you pursue me with power and glory
Unstoppable love that never ends
Your unrelenting with passion and mercy 
Unstoppable love that never ends


No sin, No shame, No past, No pain 
Can separate me from your love
No height, No depth, No fear, No death
Can separate me from your love 



Thank You God for Your love that never ends. Believing that this journey that I take is planned by You...