9 February is a wake up call for me. Today, the O level results were realeased. It made a big impact on me because I was there to witness graduated students either jumping around, thanking all the teachers or being surrounded my their close friends while shedding tears. Well, in a years' time, I would be in this situation! And that outcome really determins how much effort I will be putting in in the months to come.

Also, I was there to receive my O levels E.Maths results which I did last year. Got a B3 which I didnt expect. Really wanted an A in order not to retake the same paper this year. Upon receiving the result, I was kinda emotional. Really tried to stop myself from tearing but I felt as if I have disappointed those who have been believing in me. Felt really disappointed letting down you guys. Maybe I have been pushing myself too hard?

Considering I wasnt suppose to take double maths after the sec 2 streaming (but opted to doubles maths class with lousy maths results), I fought my way through these 2 years! Ms Ngiam had been always reminding me how lousy my maths was at the beginning of sec 3 where I was super duper lousy until she almost gave up on me( JOKING!!! HAHA!). She never gave up on me k :D And I should say a B3 is good for someone who lost hope in maths a few years ago.

Anyway, I would like to thank those who really cared and encouraged me. It has indeed helped me to stand up again and finish up the race! Well, to the few gals(you know who), I believe we can do it once again!! E.Maths would be chicken feet after taking the paper before! And finally, SiShi, dont always say you'll get a D7 k? You got a B4 which really shocked me! I'm so proud of you :D Now, I'm afriad you'll beat me all the way. Hahaha!!

Excited about tomorrow's Johore trip! Woots! :D

I find her very cute!! :D Already took the initiative to know her during the 2nd day of school while walking along the sheltered pathway. The situation was soooo funny! Acelyn and myself were whispering about her and apprently she heard it. Hahaha! I officially introduced myself and that was how she got to know my name first. WAHAHAHA!! One thing I can say, 100% cute factor in her. I dont know why, by I easily look up to older females and really respect them. I wonder why... Hmmm. Feel so inspired when she mentioned, "Jia you! You can do it!" She already said this to me twice. Hehe. Sadly, she leaving before Chinese New Year. SAD :(( I sure will miss her, even though we only got to know each other for like a month? Planning a surprise. WAHAHAHA!! Never will I come across such a sweet person who will care so much even though we dont really know each other. Oh well...

After school today like 21 sec1s came for choir practice! I was stunned! Almost full attendance can. Our conductor gave them auditions if they can join the seniors in the coming SYF or not. Sadly, only 4 were chosen. I feel really sad for the other who were not chosen. Well, there will be another chance okie?! And out of the 4, 2 wanted to join. The other 2 didnt wanna join due to personal reasons. Trying my best to know ALL the sec 1s! Wanna be like their "Mummy" Hehehe. Some thought I was only sec 2 -___- Please lah. Could really get along with them as they asked a lot of questions. Haha. Is this what or what?!?! I am starting to be good at talking! :D (If you dont know I am actually passive)

Alright, no more blogging till Thursday night with my mixed feelings coming in- O level results coming out on Friday!!!! Of course I would love to share the good news! Ahhh! So confused...

Wishing you were somehow here again

Let's Play!- Compare and contrast!! :D

Rong and I, 2005 at Paradiz...















Rong and I, 2007 at Paradiz...















Wow, a big difference ya. My cheeks are less chubby(means i slimmed down!) and Rong looks more pretty and mature! With the same amount of sweetness in her. Hehehe. More will be written next week ;D

I've got work piled up to my head, all I wanna do is jump into bed and wash my troubles with lemonade-Corrinne May

Thanks for believing in me...

I will never ever let you down!

Despite my weaknesses,

I will try my best.

If I'm wrong,

change me...

I wanna be a better person!! :D

Next level!

Here it comes!

Weekend? Free? NOPE!!! Busy busy busy! One day I will break down. BUT, with the blessing of God, NOT!! Hehehehe!

Highlight of the day: I'm in the front cover of the school year book!! Haaah!

Ok, I didnt even know that I would end up there. We were having assembly and I noticed almost everyone was reading the yearbook. And I saw familiar faces. Number 1 reaction: I look so fat!! Number 2 reaction: Whoa! My eyebags! Haha, Aisah was asking people to ask her for autograph -___- Was laughing at someone's cropped hair. Didint even know I would end up there! Mr Latiff just asked who wanted to take a photo and the few of us went out of the class to take. Little did we know we would end up there! Haaah!

Sorry if you think I'm showing off. But I just have not been on a front cover of a book before! Hohoho!!

Today's choir practice was fun! First we had orientation... A total of 14 juniors came. The whole choir played a game of whacko. Even though there were too many people, most of them had fun! The sec1 training was great too. Could see that they kinda enjoyed themselves. Yeah!!

Ok, enough! Time to do my Chinese and A. Maths!! Arghhhh!!!

Today's Chinese praise and worship recording was fun! For now, I'm more motivated to learn Chinese! Hahaha, I have also come to realise that I know quite a number of Chinese words. I'll emerge and become super duper good in Chinese! Beware... MUAHAHAHA!

Okok, I have like 53847 pages of Chinese homework to do... Toodles!