Study Plan

There's a saying:

If you fail to plan, you plan to fail...

I find it VERY true!!! Well, I just came by after studying for 3 hours today. And after moving all the stuff to my new place. I can't believe my mom and myself have to move those heavy things BY OURSELVES. Maybe that's why I feel that my body's always aching over and my muscle developing ;D What was I saying?

Oh, so for the past 2 days, I have been studying for a total of 11 hours! (started counting on Wed) Not counting the free time I studied in school. I'm accelerating and 2 weeks before my O levels I'll be studying like 8 hours a day? COOL! Trying to study as smart as possible too. Hope this will work for me. We'll see when I do my mock exams this coming Monday. 2 more days to mock exam!

Study, study, study, I have been neglecting some commitments like BS and not going for PM :( Argh! But I feel that I really needa focus this time round. When I finish every paper, I wanna confess "I have studied to the best of my ablities, I have no regrets at all" rather than "Aiyah! Should have studied harder!"

So yeah, instead of just mugging and mugging. Need to motivate myself and that's why I'm here for a lil while :) I love my study plan! MUAHAHAHA. Should have done it like before my Prelims :\ Ok, need to breakthrough in Chemistry, Social Studies and A.Maths. Grrr, thanks to the "combined subjects", I failed them. For example for Geography I got an A2. With SS, it's an E8. And Physics, B3. With Chemistry, D7 (C6 I mean, it was rounded up :D Thank God!). GRRR! I know it's combined and thus its easier. But it dosent look motivating at all. This is like, "Your Physics and Geography not bad so what?! You still fail right?!!?!" So need to concentrate more on my weaker subjects.

Today one of my classmate had an accident and was bleeding from his head. Blood was all over his arms and face. And I wiped it away :) This is actually the 1st time seeing so much blood until it can be smelt with my blocked nose. And what was my reaction? I didnt freak out, neither did I siam but I wiped the blood away. Looks like I'm suited for my ambition! I need more pre-poly trainings so try to get yourself injured in front of me? HAAH! Kidding!

Enough is enough, I think I've written and "motivated" myself a lot. Back to work! :)

I live by faith, not by sight.

2 Cor 2:5

The bestest best dream

Hoho, guess what?! I dreamt of my idol two nights ago! I was quite a long dream too. Enjoyed every moment of it. When I woke up from my dream, I even laid on my bed for 10 minutes, smiling to myself. It took me a while to even realise that it was a dream. Sigh.

I dreamt that I was walking around a shopping centre with her, talking about everything under the sun. Even took a couple of photos with her! Hope that it was real though. RATSSSSSSSSSS! Now, I feel that she's by my side once I hear her voice though the songs! :) Sounds wrong actually.

This has been the 3rd time I dreamt of a Hi-5 member since that Hi-5 craze started last month. WHAT'S WRONG WITH ME?! But this recent one was the longest and nicest. Kekekeke. More please.

SHOUT IT OUT!!!

Let me grumble and complain before proceeding to revision. I just feel so fustrated! Encourage me if you want, because every being needs encouragement.



Well, got to know most or all of my Prelim results. It wasnt fantastic, neither was it as bad as I expected. Let me share that I got 7/50 for my Social Studies. Ya ya, I know it's bad, really bad. I know that it is human to think that I didnt study for SS, I mean it's "common sense". Inside me I'm already disappointed but I kinda accepted the fact. Disclaimer: I am not referring to any individual. A lot of people will rub salt into my wounds and say, "You didn't study for it". And that phrase really hit me hard into my heart.




Just sharing... Other than reading up and knowing the skills of writing, I memorised the points (you have to or else you wont be able to do the questions at all!) with the help of this mind map. I even did "mo xie" on the day before to make sure I can blurt everything out on the following day.The is a photo of my exam question paper. I wrote out every single point. 2 questions costing me 25 marks. Let's not talk about SBQ. So yup, just wrote with confidence. With a bit of doubt after handing in the paper. Just had that bad feeling.Who knows? I got 7/50. I feel bad but I'm accepting it. Is just that I cannot accept that people would say I didn't study?! Hello? Sometimes you didnt catch the thing in the paper, that's it. There's nothing I can do. Caught it means caught it, didnt caught it, too bad. If you think this is an excuse, whatever. Continue to think it that way. But I know MYSELF that I did study and will continue to study and brush up my skills. I know I can do better during the actual paper.



Ahhh, I feel so much better now :) Back to studying!

my spiritual family

Just updating some of the photos :) Xinni's birthday!
Studying while waiting for the other people. See, so hardworking ;D W325 at my house taken yesterday! Whee. At MOS burger for dinner. We ate Burger King for lunch and MOS Burger for dinner. *faints*It's amazing to find myself here after 4 long years! I think the past 4 years has been the greatest part of my life. And life will be even greater in the years to come! No doubt there were bad times, but the good times all replaced them. 4th Anniversary on Oct 4.

swimming

On Wedesday after our last Prelim paper, WanTing, BaoZuan and SiShi came over to my place for a swim! We had a great time! And the best thing was, THE POOL WAS COMPLETELY OURS! Woo.The lovely sun shining on our faces.Heading to our 2nd swimming pool.WanTing on the slide.
I look deformed :\Had a blast! Guess this is my last time swimming already :(



In school today, heard SP, NP, JJC and the Police Force. Quite interesting. I learnt a lot. NP's the place I wanna be ;D

Heard that for Prelims I did seriously badly for Social Studies. I hope everyone did badly too so that it could be moderated. HAHA. But heard again that I did well in Geography. Hopefully it can pull my combined humanities up. Hmm, guess I should read up on my Social Studies after my nap :)

moodless

Woo, I guess right now I don't really have the thing for blogging. Can you believe it?! During exams I was like dying to use the computer and all that. Right now, nothing else to do then I'll use the computer. Which is good I think!

My life's too boring. I'll make it more exciting after my exams.

Yeah yeah, prelims just finished. So I'm A BIT relaxed only. But I'll start my engine running again this Sunday. Or maybe tonight ;D Will read or something like that.

Today I had this Career workshop in school today. I could say that this was the only time I heard every single sentence the coach said. Which means I've learned a lot about it. Man, I hope I could speak like her one day. Really captures people and all that. Tomorrow we're going to hear people speak about Tertiary schools and all that. Let's hope I won't fall asleep :\

I've been eating a lot. SIAN. Hope I'll eat lesser the next few days.

rain and shine

Even though its raining heavily, it's not pitch darkness that you completely can't see anything! But little sun rays will still shine through! :D Like right now my heart is pouring rain yet my lover is the sunlight, leading me out of the storm! I love my lover! ^^ If you're reading this, don't be upset yeah. I'll support you in whatever you do!

Just saw Angela's blog, about the IPod new stuff. NOT going tell my dad about it. And I hope he dosent find out that Apple came out all those new stuff. If not, I'll see one of it lying on my dining table and I'll faint on the spot for sure. People who know me well, you should know why.

Sunshine's over, byebye computer. I shall meet you the next weekend D:

I shall have more wordy entries from now on ^^