Parents Appreciation & other random thingys

On Sunday, the youths in LifeUnited held an event to simply appreciate our parents. So, my Dad came along!

One word I can describe that day: "Divine". It was really divine and God-planned.

Watching the video of my best friend really makes me miss her a lot :( Anticipating her return on 14 Dec!!

Urgh, going for vocal training, then coming home to catch some sleep before doing my night shift. And then, going to send Mom off to Germany! Sigh, she has such a good life!

Ok, which me luck! Hope she won't scold me for not being able to hit the notes! :/

Death

I got to know a bit more about death through real experiences the past few days. I guess when it comes to faith, what you believe is what you will get. I can have people telling me that some black white spirit is bringing them "downstairs" and others saying that they see the light and Jesus. Either way, it just feels so "magical" but so true!!

First of all with all due respect, may my patients rest in peace. I'm glad that they are no longer suffering in pain. I just want to share my insights on death.

On the day before her death, I could tell that she wasn't ready for it. She just tried to be as awake as ever, asking me to slap her legs, shake her and talk to her. It is just so hard to bring it across to someone who is dying. She was very much in distress, and I told her to just be calm, close her eyes and sleep. She took it that I wanted her to go. Well, which was true but never in a bad way.

That kept me thinking... On my death bed, will I be willing to let everything go? The moment I stop breathing, where will my soul be? What will I see? According to my faith, I will go to heaven(and I thank God that I'm graced to go there). Yes, but from then on, what will happen? And since I won't have a physical brain, will I be able to think things, remember all the incidences that happened in life?

I guess I will never know unless I experience it myself. Unfortunately when it happens, I would not be able to blog it out here. Ha!!

Long Time No Update!

So I haven been updating due to the hectic schedule I'm having, but I'm glad that the week is going to be over! Phew!! Okay, so last Friday, I went to KKH's D&D @ Fairmount Hotel!! I was really a big ballroom and I had so much fun. The food was zzzzz though. The theme was "When I grow up, I wanna be....." And I tried to dress up like a rock star! Which I thought it kinda failed.

With the sweet Lina! :) She's one lucky girl cos she won 4th prize in the grand lucky draw! :)

Love the colour contrast in the photo! :)

Ward 43 babes~

And a photo with Cheryl!!

I kinda participated actively in the games, but got humiliated by the stupid emcee :( I thought I could win some prize so I sang through the mic. But in the end he was like, "Too bad I'm deaf" Ahhhh, crap. So I didn't win anything!

On Saturday, I attended Barry's 21st Birthday party!! I was one of the more happening ones I've attended! Heheh.

I love this photo with darling SiShi!

Clique!!

The whole bunch of usssss!

The party ended at 3am and I purposely stayed up and tried to sleep at 7am so that I will sleep the whole on Sunday for my night shift because I was going to USS the next day!!! WAHHOOOO!

Okay, I know it's abit stupid to go to USS on my post-night but I really had no choice and still, I managed to enjoy the rides! Just that I was quite tired and grumpy!

We actually queued up to take a photo with Charlie Chaplin!! Hehe, I look horrible in this photo. This was taken just for my Dad!!! :)

Yup, and I've been having rehearsals and vocal trainings for the NYP musical!! Woohoo! I'm really excited man! THE DATE is drawing nearer! Really man, doing shows is my kind of life. I may not be good yet but I will learn from the experiences I'm having!! Lalala dum dee dum! I hope I can invite every single person I know to watch me! :D It's just my way of impressing people! At least, it's a time where I can feel good about myself!!

Which means, I can't wait for the rehearsal tomorrow! WOOHOOO!!!

How I celebrated Life

Yay Happy Birthday to me blah blah blah. This year, I made it really simple and low profile(sorry, I tried my very best) And I WON Malcolm's challenge. A handful of people wished me on facebook despite not putting the date on my profile!! Okay, please ignore me. Malcolm and I always come up with funny things to compare against each other.

Spent time with clique!! :) Had awesome lunch at Watami!!

My beloved SiShi & I :)

The walk down Orchard road!!

Pretending to be tourists!! Hehe.

Totally can't wait to go to USS with them!! :D 4 more days!! Really excited!!

Then went out with Theresa & Marcus to have our yearly celebration. 10 years later, I'm gonna do a compilation of photos that we celebrated over the pass few years. Yeah, how nice :)

Also visited MBS Robinsons to take a look at Wicked's costumes!! Pretty!!!

Theresa is soooo pretty!

Simple celebrations, simple, but they touched my heart.

I was really emotional last night. After a usual day of work, I went for rehearsals and they had to call it off. I was looking forward to it the whole week! Yeah, kinda! Whose fault is it? I don't know. I really didn't know who to be upset to be with... Myself? Them? The rest of the cast? If this continues, I will get so sick and tired of just being around to be blamed, scolded for the things that I am very committed to & have passion for. I cannot take it. I really can't. Why I am only telling myself that the sacrifices will be worth it? I just hope that whatever happened would not affect our friendship. Well, maybe I wasn't significant to you at all. I don't know how to go on from here...

And that's how my life is like now being 21...

To Be Thankful

A few days back, I went out with my colleague to shop after work. It was a time for me to know her better. I don't know why but I started to ask her random questions about her life.

She has 5 siblings and the whole family lives in a 2 bedroom flat. Apparently, she does not have a proper bed to sleep on. She sleeps on a really thin mattress on the floor. And she doesn't even have her own room! I looked at my own life and felt so ashamed of myself. I may have almost everything in my room but yet I still complain and compare with my cousins who has more material things than me. I don't even wanna start with how her living room, toilet is like.

On my 21st birthday, I just want to learn to be contented with the things I have. I need to open up my mind.

Ward Party Again~

Wooohoo! Just came back from my ward party and had fun! Okay, I really have no idea why we are doing it so often. Just had one in June and we're going to have a year end one too! Zzzzz. But yeah woohoo! Partayyyy! Just no more chalet & BBQ please! Haha! Anyway photos!!!

Celebrated sister's birthday, which is today!! Happy that she liked the lil surprise :)

In ward 43, you will feel loved :)

Lina dear :)))

And then they all got obsessed with the camera!

I love this shot a lot! By ME!!

The chics!! :)

Super hot Luanne and I failed my smise! Haha.

We totally forgot to take an official big group photo! *knocks head* Just managed to take this when most of the people left already :(

Nevertheless, Happy Birthday sister Ding :) You're really such an inspiration to me and I'm thankful for all the opportunities given to me :)

Yeah, I'm really thankful to God for placing me in 43. Really believe that I ended up here for a purpose. I think every time when I feel so down about work, I just need to remind myself that there's a reason and it would manifest itself soon..

Back to work tomorrow! 5 days of work before I have 4 days of rest in the midst of my birthday! :D

Meanwhile I just hope rehearsal on Wednesday will be good. I feel a little bit more motivated after watching real musical backstage videos on YouTube. The quick changes, put of make up, warm ups and more :)

Post Night

I think I messed up my biological clock. Hahaha! But yeah! Night shift completed! *pats myself on the back* It's really not easy esp when almost all the patients visit the toilet. Hello. I don't even visit the toilet halfway through my sleep!

Just returned from another musical training. Urgh. I really hate this feeling. I need motivation. I know we're being trained up and all but I think what we are going through is really too dry. I'm starting to lose my excitement! At the initial part, I used to be so excited about every practice, but things are so different now... I just need to tahan. Because at the end of the day, I know all these dedication & commitment will be worth it :)

Showed the juniors some of the productions I was involved in, and they were so impressed. Hope that lil sharing will inspire them to perform and step out more! They're just year 1, still a long way to go! :) If only someone, anyone could inspire me...

At least for now, what I'm looking forward to is my birthday week (requested for 4 straight off days!) & the ultimate trip to USS. Hehehe :)

On top of all these, I just wanna thank God for the favor upon me in my different aspects of life.

Meanwhile, I'm still trying to be the best person I can...