hello! was kind of a busy day today... but i think school time is like much more slag. hee.

well ok, maths lessons i got back my test paper on sec3 stuff. kind of disappointing. firstly, because if you submit the hw and have done it less then halfway, 3 marks would be taken away from the test paper. yes, i admit that i didnt do some questions. but i really tried my best in doing those sums. the others which were left blank was because i seriously did not remember abit on the topic. i even spent hours on the questions a few days before the test. sigh, yeah, now you know what kind of intelligence i have. altogether i think i did not do 5-10 out of the 40++ questions in the exercise.

then, i failed the test because 3 marks were taken away from my paper. and i failed the test. YAR, and that's the part im seriously diasppointed about. sigh. i did study, i did try my best, maybe not that hard with such stoopid results. i thought i could share with my cg members how well i would have done for the 1st test of the year but i can totally forget about it. how can i encourage them when i cannot even encourage myself? how you start will determin how you end. will i have this kind of ending???

some classmates were encouraging me, some classmates were bloody irritating! seesh! they arent sensitive and they simply piss me off. forget it man, i forgave them.

after a while i have to return to a good countanence(sp and phrasing) with hurts deep inside my heart, i have to carry on with life...

after school i was super bored and i decided to pop by the music room! wahahahaha. indeed is such a blessing that i went there mann! lalala, had a great time of fellowship. hee. shall not explain... we got to know each other better lah :) not forgetting, I WAS LATE FOR CHOIR PRACTICE. i so have to repent by lying.

REPENT REPENT REPENT.

choir practice was fun! hehe. learnt a new song. cool. cant wait for the concert. anyone intrested??? it's gonna be great! yay!

thank you for encouraging me when im down. im gonna do my best next time and make you proud! thanks dearie. i dont know what can i do without your existance.