strangly, i feel that this period is gonna be hard for me. everything's gonna be against my will and i'll feel so upset. har har har. actually, i am already kind of expirencing it, but taking it well and hope i can withstand it.

right at this moment, definately i have been excluded in something. feel so casted away and excluded. how sad right? learning how to accept it and hope me and my big mouth will not say anything. hehe. kind of jealous that why that person deserves it? but not me?

me and my good buddy, zhinian had a good talk to each other last night. we shared about each other so much that we realised that we are close, yet so far. i hope the people around me will humble themselves and be more sensitive to people's thinking and mindset. well, who am i to judge them anyway? if i ever become a ******, i hope i will not become like them but someone greater.

already being a ****** in many areas, i will be the best i can! :) so if you're under me, i guess you're priviliaged.(sp) whee! yeah, it's fun to take over stuff. it depends how you look to it though. leading in things does not mean that people have to serve you and meet your needs but is the other way round. you meet people's needs.

seesh, i'm starting to talk crap already. hope that something better will be on my way so that i dont have to suffer so much like now. yeahh. i know! ANG PAO MONEY :) haha, joking lah, im not that money-minded ok. at least there's some free time for me to catch up with my homework. many many tests are ont he way too! SHINE SHINE SHINE! :D