I'm sick! Physically of course... From morning until now I have been having headaches, blocked nose and a painful throat. Amazingly, i managed to survive until now! Went for choir practice ok! I need divine healing!

ok I gotta sleep liao! Hope I'll feel better cos I wanna go to school!

Me, Sister Pheepbs and Peien! After Sat's service we went to town for dinner! And had dessert! I had mouthfuls of it... Hehehe.

This is Me and Cassie. We're childhood friends. Oh, we're currently known as swimming partners. In case you don't know, I'm the shorter one. Now, I'm the taller one! This is when my brother brought us to the fire station for a visit! During my birthday or something like that. Hehe. Great childhood...... :)

I got a great testimony to share! Well, it's already a week after common test... So, got back most of my common test papers! I can say I have done well! except for chinese... Oops.

Anyway,
English- 19/25 (76%)
Science(Chemistry)- 19/25
(Physics)- 21/25 (80%)
Hehe, and the one that i'm most happy about!
E.Maths- 34/40 (85%)

For Chinese I don't really know about the result but my Chinese said I can always improve! How encouraging can she get :)

Wanna take this time to thank people who studied with me the past few days like Sister Angel, Zoe and Phoebe, Kenneth. I also want to thank my math teacher for being so encouraging to me all the time! If not for you, I will not be where I am now. Last but not least, I wanna thank God for always giving me moral support and confidence! Thanks for always helping me in times of diffculty and always brightening up my days wheneven I'm down. I LOVE YOU! :)

ok, i took a nap after the previous entry... hehe. tired, tired! anyway! here to share an amazing dream!

i changed a lot! got very, very bad. like an ah lian. even got to smoke, SEESH! maybe worse than that! going around doing all the bad things. lost all my friends, my family. i was very hurt lah. nobody wanted me.. until someone came to my side. someone called Angel! hehehee. she began to love me. ahhh! touched! i also dreamt the my house facilities changed totally!

which reminds me of a dream i had some time ago... well, at my grand dad's house. he lives in the 26th story mah. and the life is like super slow. dreamt that the lift broke down and had a hole, was swinging me here and there! scary huh. you wont know unless you dream about it yourself!

didnt share about service today. today's service was awesome! rather light but impactful! my love for you has been renewed! and my calling!!! my calling is.......... :)

schools starting again. going to get back most of my common test papers. i believe that i'm gonna shine like the STARS :)

hahaha! a LONG weekend indeed! :) aiyah! my camera not with me, cant upload photos...

this weekend has be electricflying! attended every single service. mann! all of them were great! my love for you burns strong in my heart. hehehe.

oh well, i have to do my homework now! grr! weekends are for us to take a break! why give us homework?! hehe. *control* must do well! :)

thanks dear thanks dear. HEHEHEHEHE!

it's going be a long weekend... yesterday so busy! had school, went for GB and went for conf. mann! it was great! there's a season to everything and i believe now's a season for me. had like 1 million visions on everything. it's really, really, scary..whatever i visualised, it really happens! and i believe that all good things WILL happen foe his kingdom! :)

reached home real late last night... about 12.30am. late right!??!! took the last train lor. hahha. hope this will not happen everytime. and i love going to expo:)

had a wonderful, wonderful time with you...

thanks dear. HEHEHEHEHEHHE!

ahh! finally common test OVER! at least i have some time to relax now. heehee. today made the biggest sacrifice! most of the people in my class went to watch "I Not Stupid Too" after today at west mall! everyone was so happy after but me, :( ... i was so alone after school can. dear choir, see how much i sacrificed for you.

well, choir practice turned out to be abit sian... cos is like we have so little songs for our concert! no senior could play the panio except me! and i realise the my panio skills are bad! but, better than nothing. glad that that practice was over soon enough.

this weekend is gonna be exciting! i'm so ready for it :)

my love for you burns strong in my heart......

wahahaha! just came hope. now it's 9.00. had been studying at BB Central's Mac with Kenneth, Sister Angel and Zoe. i'm definately gonna be fat! eating Macs everytime! FAT FAT FAT!

tmr there's choir! whee! and can relax abit by tmr cos common test would be over :)

back to study! all the best everyone!!!

today passed so fast again! common test is like tomorrow! haha, i'm just taking a lil break now. no worries ok? am studying! right after school went to KAP to study with Sister Phoebe and Zoe. hehe. thanks for the company :) they were studyin too...

anyway today during school, my teacher popped by our class and announce that the school's mass booking movie tickets for "I Not Stupid Too" and guess what. it's on a thursday. oh well, can't watch it... having choir. this is seriously what i call standing in the gap! haha, even though dying to watch it at $6, i'm ok with it. those who are from choir reading this, make a COMMITMENT :) yes, some members are going to watch it. so unfair right =.=

alright, back to studyin again......

i need you right by my side!

presenting the 2 greatest leaders who impacted my life! sister phoebe and sister angel :) taken during prayer meeting on valentine's day! love them and will always love them!

1st time back from school so early! now is like 2.50pm lor. haahaha! this actually shows that im a very busy person :) mom not at home, means no lunch! yay! it's been a long time since i had instant noodles. yumyum.

time in school passed so fast. which means common test is coming soon! *screams* i still believe i'm going to do well no matter what! i fall, stand up again and run faster!!!!!! need your guidance, you help not forgetting, your LOVE. love does wonders right? heehee. being with you is certainly better then a thousand else where...

i think before i start studying, i shall take a nap 1st... was caught sleeping in class. oops! i slept at 9 last night lor. seesh.

i simply love today! despite being so tired, i love YOUR house:) woke up early in the morning to meet Sheryne at Kallang. she was a little late so i bought breakfast! blessed her an egg muffin. heehee. i told ya! if you make me happy, i'll definately bless you!

reached Expo at 8.30a.m and booked seats. Sheryne suffered cramps and she was struggling all the way before service. wow! the ushers were like so caring! hehe. provided water, love and concern :) but praise the Lord! she was alright just before service started!

and service was GREAT! learnt a lot...... if you wanna know i can bring you to service and you can expirence it yourself! but service was great great great. followed by prayer meeting. i love prayer meetings. no time limit, just let the spirit lead you. ahh......

was super surprised after prayer meeting. someone called me! haha and bet she not reading it anyway... hee. we know we're from the same church but i didnt see each other in church before. and we bumped into each other! haha! we were like so happy :) i dont know if she was but i was definatly super happy! saw her baby! :D hahaha! it felt like a dream come true. Deja Vu.. goodness! i dreamt that i saw her baby before! wahahahaha! cool! we "fellowshipped" for awhile more and went seprate ways. haha.

with all the happening things the happen to day? can today repeat itself? hehe. Maria loves 19 Feb 2006 :)

i think tmr taking back Matrix Test. i believe for a breakthru! yes! breakthru in studies! heehee.

no more CCA can study already. yay! byebye!

i maximised today! so happy :) early in the morning went out with family to eat breakfast! find it funny though. our family still makes a point to go out together. happy that i have a family that do things together...

Sheryne popped by my house early. WE WENT FOR A SWIM! i have beautiful dark skin and cheeky red cheeks. whee! we were more of playing though. fun!

had cgm! for me it was rather distracting... if only i sat more inside...... but i learn that i must stand strong no matter what happens! :)

but after cgm, i stepped on a dead lizard! argh! so disgusting!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! cos on the carpet i felt something hard like some dirt. so i like kicked it and realised it was a dried up lizard! YUCKKK! so disgusting!! cant tahan it lor! i am super anti-lizard! grr!!

ok, so we left for KAP to study! studied for about 4 hours again! but only maneged to do maths. now i know whay people say,"maths makes me mad" for that moment i was seriously mad! but! *control* i wanna score well for tests :) if not for you, i would not bother about maths already. thanks for being there.

preety sleepy now. tmr got service! byebye!

cant wait to meet you tmr!!! :)

this morning pulled the national flag, hehe! so fun! lalala. long time didnt pull also so i was rather happy about pulling the flag. whee!

lessons were as usual. heeheehee. today recess was so sad. cos there was this girl queuing for the food in front of me. she's a foreigner. (shall not mention the country) but i was disgusted by her behaviour... 1stly, she asked her friend to cut queue infront of me when there is only like 2 more people queueing up behind me. very inconsiderate... but the Uncle decided to serve me 1st as i was his regular customer. hah! 2ndly, because the Auntie accidently took the wrong ingredients, she scolded the Auntie! man! i was pissed! not really scold but she was just SO rude! in my list, she's known as UNCIVILISED. really disgusted...

gb badgework we did first aid. hahaa. i love it so much! whee whee whee!

oh i forgot! today had Matrix Test! *faints* hope i can do well. was shivering after the test. hope my studying will reflect the good results.. yeap.

tmr is going be a happy day! WHEE! i love you, i love you, i love you, and my heart will follow wholly after you :)

urgh, was caught wear a short skirt *again* if my skirt is short, i bet girls from other classes have shorter skirt! hah! even prefects have shorter skirts... pro right. *claps* yayaya. the white thing fell out from my shoe again. so, i have to repaint it. what a day......

nothing much happen though. haha, i love geog lessons and i seriously dont know why! wahahaha! but it's so bad seeing Ms Tan scolding my class everytime. i'm not used to the meanie her but more of the, "Hi! Welcome! This way please!" type, if you know what i'm talking about. wahhahaa. but i always try my best to make her happy :)

after school gave Benson remidial lessons... well, chem teacher confiscated his bag and will not return him until he conpleted the worksheet. being nice, i helped him lor. hehehe. blessing others :)

and finally had my choir practice. hee. still not used to the crowd in the music room. we had so many sec1s! wahahaha... practice was a little boring though. felt like falling asleep. and i learn that i must study hard!! cannot waste my youth doing nothing!

Now to Him who is able to do exceeding abundantly above all that we ask or think, according to the power that works in us.
Eph3:20

tmr is my amaths test, i'm gonna believe that i'm gonna do well! In His scribes, i was healed. In His scribes, i did well :) and of course, all the best everyone!

all i need is you...... life would be nothing without you.

I'M SO PROUD OF MYSELF! just composed the chorus of a song. it's for someone special. Hahaha. i hope people will like the song and start to sing it. cos they are supposed to! haha. SO EXCITING! cant wait till april *tsktsk* if you wanna know you can ask me personally... cos the surprisemight be for YOU! :)

let me dream of ok?!?!

BYE :)

a lovely picture of those who went over to Mr Foo's house during Chinese New Year! hehee.










and yes i love this photo! i dont look nice lah... sad. hahaha. love her :)

i got the post valentine's day syndrome(sp) cos i still love everyone :) hahaha. but i should love everyone everytime right? hehehe. my day started out with DNT test! sigh, that kuku returned the present i gave him. even if we're just friends, the best he could do is to accept the gift right?!?! it's not really nice being his good friend anyway, he always gets what he wants and everything must be in his way! and if you dont meet up to his expectations, he'll not friend you. i'm so disgusted by your behaviour......

haha. had this IPP thingy. the senario was that a toxic bomb had been released into the air and we had to seal all openings of our classroom. was briefed about it. WAS SO EXCITED! hehehe. so, principal made the announcement. i had to run down to get the IPP kit. i was like pretending to be freaking out. i know i should not be doing that but hahaha, fun mah. AHHHH!! so we sealed up every openeing. i was so hot can. could hardly breathe. cannot turn on the fans... sat there for like 30 mins. and it finally ended. at least this time is more exciting. unlike the past few years, where we had to report at the basketball court pretending that the school's on fire.

SS RAWKS! :) hahhaha. i LOVE Ms Lau! she rawkks! sometimes she can be SO lame. hehehe. i also tried my best to be a good student to make her happy like answering questions and all that.

maybe i shall not describe what happen after school. it's so hard, it's so hard... hope everything's gonna be alright. yeapp.

in whatever set backs i've gone through, i still choose to stand by your side. i know everything will be fine...... :)

today's valentines day! haha, my clique rawkks man! we sort of exchanged gifts. had so many gifts can. hahaha. grr, assembly really tested my paitience. hahha. this thought went through my my though... the dean was saying, "talk somemore" was abit pissed so i was like talking somemore. hahaha! i know im being mean but what's secondary school without all these rubbish? hehe.

after that had choir! did all my homework before choir started.. if not no time to do already. choir practice as usual lor. haha. i love those sec1s cos they so love me :)

and i rushed off after choir practice.

had a wonderful time tonight... you're everything to me! and i'll be yours forever... loving you with all my heat, trusting you with all i have.

hello! what a day in school hahaa. tiring. well, maybe is not really a good day for me but i still thank God for it:) yay! physics test got 20/25! i wished it could be higher but, nevermind! i can always try again! whee!

*sigh* today during geography lesson abit sad lah. not because of Ms Tan. she was great!! wahaha. but i was kinda blamed for nothing. and i mean nothing. nevermind if you blame me, but please do not insult me, gimmie that black face or whatever. well, cos Augustine claimed that he passed me his worksheet (which i didnt even touched or seen it) so that worksheet went missing and Ms Tan asked him for it. he started blaming me and didnt even give me time to explain. and he blamed me for loosing it when i didnt even touched it! how bad can it get?

haahaha. during recess i was stuck in the toilet! didnt get to eat lor! *sian* until now i still didnt eat. *growling* ate sweets however. erm, but like no use leh. ahahhaa.

had to stay back after school to do some measurements for our brand new costumes! NO MORE BLUE CHIONG SUMS. yay! so excited! cant wait to wear it. hahaha. the concert's drawing near!

tmr's valentine's day! i'm gonna spent my night with you tmr! definately my love for you will grow deeper and deeper...... will stay by your side forever, loving you with all my heart!

hello! what a day! haha. woke up early in the morning to meet sheryne so that we can book seats for the cg members. argh! but we had to give up the front seats for the musicians. we have to lah, they're serving mah. hahaha. service was awesome! we're a fishing boat! i'm gonna cast out my network.

i'm extremly happy cos i fulfilled my BF! YESHH! make me happy and i shall bless you with anything :) cant wait for the next one though. whee! He's a God full of abundance!

after service, rushed off to jurong west st 91! missed that place mann! went there to support Yiwei's baptism. congrats Yiwei :) hahaha, going back had that "hui yi gan" really missed those times in jurong but, IT'S TIME TO MOVE ON! after the baptism service, went to BEST coffeeshop. ate my ban mian. missed the ban mian there! we chatted about teachers. i realise that it's not easy being a teacher. so, please dont give your teacher any trouble otherwise the same will be done to you in SOME WAY.

after eating, went to jurong point to hang out. did some fun stuff lah. hahahaha. and went home. argh, im so tired! tmr there's school, better sleep early!

2 more days to valentine's day! i love you with all my heart. gonna spent my valentine's day with you!!!! :)

today's a wonderful day! no.1, i got to wake up late! needed much sleep! woke up about 10.30. yeap! heehee. packed my room abit and left my house for cgm!

cgm was great! SUCCESS is sharing the gospel in the power of the holy spirit and leaving the results to God :) i was officially appointed as the cg birthday IC together with Yiwei! whee! finally im like officially the bday IC. last time was the unofficial one. i like to make people's special day special. the smile on their faces makes me smile too! heehee. celebrated Yiwei's and Zhinian's birthday.

after that, went to King Albert Park to study! i'm so happy! studied for about 4 hours! so proud of myself! completed most of my homework and studied for a test! thank you sister Phoebe for taking time to study with us. she was makin sure i studied and help me abit if i encountered diffculty :) thanks a again and happy valentine's day. heehee.

tmr service! YESH YESH! :)

how bad can it get! the class clock was not working so, i decided o take it down to see what happen. and guess what, i dropped the clock onto the floor and it no longer can be used. seesh. *hao xin mei hao bao* so currently our class doesnt have a clock. SORRY FOR THE TROUBLE CAUSED :

your smile makes me feel assured that you're ok :) sometimes you just look at me with a fake smile, appriciate the gesture but a genuine smile would be better. how i wish it was like before, hanging out and spending time with you. did you enjoy my company? well i hope so cos i really enjoyed yours. you are my motivation, or maybe my everything :)

today the O level results were released. my turn will be like so soon! some people were happy, some people were sad. i wonder which group will i fall into? it's a wake up call for me i think. really wanna do well, so that i can share who is my tutor :) nobody else can have the same tutor as me! He's the best one around! well, he's the only one.

had gb parade today. kinda enjoyed myself. but before that, i didnt. hahhaa. but was fine lah! yay! the girls actually sang the vesper so nicely can! hope all of them join choir. wahahaha. talking about choir, im so excited! the concert's drawing near! sad i only can sell limited tickets. sigh... and one day i will have my own concerts and everybody i know can come down and watch me. hehehe. *dreams*

tmr there's cgm! whee! i love cgms! where i have encounters :) followed by service! yupyupyup. byebye!

how bad can it get! the class clock was not working so, i decided o take it down to see what happen. and guess what, i dropped the clock onto the floor and it no longer can be used. seesh. *hao xin mei hao bao* so currently our class doesnt have a clock. SORRY FOR THE TROUBLE CAUSED :

your smile makes me feel assured that you're ok :) sometimes you just look at me with a fake smile, appriciate the gesture but a genuine smile would be better. how i wish it was like before, hanging out and spending time with you. did you enjoy my company? well i hope so cos i really enjoyed yours. you are my motivation, or maybe my everything :)

today the O level results were released. my turn will be like so soon! some people were happy, some people were sad. i wonder which group will i fall into? it's a wake up call for me i think. really wanna do well, so that i can share who is my tutor :) nobody else can have the same tutor as me! He's the best one around! well, he's the only one.

had gb parade today. kinda enjoyed myself. but before that, i didnt. hahhaa. but was fine lah! yay! the girls actually sang the vesper so nicely can! hope all of them join choir. wahahaha. talking about choir, im so excited! the concert's drawing near! sad i only can sell limited tickets. sigh... and one day i will have my own concerts and everybody i know can come down and watch me. hehehe. *dreams*

tmr there's cgm! whee! i love cgms! where i have encounters :) followed by service! yupyupyup. byebye!

i feel that something inside me has broken through. unsure of what it is. everything's change, everything's so different! to the better of course. i have moved on to another level! with more stuff to handle, more work to do. but i believe it's all planned out for me to discover my destiny, my purpose.

i feel so sad whenever i see you being so streesed. i really hope i can do something to help you, but who am i to you?? if i could share the love with you, would that be so wonderful? if i could just make a difference in your life... *takes away the ifs* EVERYTHING IS POSSIBLE!

well, today had fun in school! cos i had choir practice! simply cant wait for my concert! ^^ woohoohoo! lalala~ going crazy! and my common test is coming up! i'm gonna shine like the stars and do well :)

weekend is near. whee! one day i your house is better than a thousand elsewhere!

today was actually the most rawkking day i ever had! after yesterday, today's a blessing! i've maybe i just gotta look at things at a different point of view. ok, so anyway, SOCIAL STUDIES LESSON RAWKS! i am sudden in love with her hehehee. not being sarcastic okay... really.

yeah, after school went to do some ticketing stuff. wahahaha. my concert's coming up! SO EXCITING! whee! im speechless cos im too happy! the choir gals did abit of homework also before ticketing :) haha, i dont know why i call it ticketing. just cutting the paper and numbering the tickets too. i love today! a blessing to have today indeed!

oh, after that, went to y-hub macs to meet some cg poeple. we were studying! argh! didnt know i had so little homework lor! but i was taught abit on physics hehee. ate and went home... hahaha! i love today! how many times must i say it?!?! thank God for letting me live this life:)

haha it's scary when you actually realise who reads your blog. hehehe. argh! sister rongrong.......... RAWKS :) gonna learn my ting xie! byebye!

hmm, today is a bad day i think. so many bad things happen to me. sigh. it started out early this morning... well, left my house for school AS USUAL MEANING THE USUAL TIME. so great right, waited for the bus for like 25 mins before it came. how irritating right. HELLO, I DIDNT OVERSLEEP NOR LEFT THE HOUSE LATE. bus 174 came about 7.15 and i knew i was going to be late for school. sigh.

well, had other plans to carry on with but oh well, cant do it. i cant go home without my confiscated ez-link card. choir was at 3 ++ i wanted to be there early. so instead of the usual detention which is from 2.30-3.30, i had requested a special detention from my form teacher 2.15-3.15. 15 mins very important to me ok. but i was no longer important to me already...

so time was up and i was engrossed to go up, called and reminded her that time was up. was kinda pissed cos most of my friends had the impression that i overslept when i didnt. kinda upset and all that lah. she told me to go to the detention room to tell the prefect that i collected my card but i sort of talked back to her saying,

"waste my time lah!"

well, i was referring to telling the prefects about my card and felt that it was not necessery. i guess she mistook of she wasting my time cos i actually waited for her to get my card for me. and she was like,

"yar, im wasting your time, go for your choir!"

i was so sad can. i actually made someone angry! and so i walked away with tears in my eyes, unsure of what to do. didnt even have the mood to go for choir.

if you're reading this, i'm really, really sorry. i know that you're still angry with me! i was rude to you and i'm really sorry about that. maybe i just wish that it could be like the past, where we had so much fun time together. sincere apologies......

yes! and recently my ss teacher has been very weired! she became to hostile and always pulling a long face during her lessons. something's fishy going on... she also treats other class that way. not only my class. hope tmr will be well, having to periods with her! hope no one makes her angry. yeapp..

no mood to talk about choir. choir's nothing when you're upset... hope everything will be well......

many things happen to me today. i will definetly be not important to you. ok, firstly, i lost my blue pen! argh! when it was during geog lesson, i think i left it somewhere. i like cant do my homework without it. hahaa. it had it's sedimental values too okay. i also lost my stapler. *sobsob*

and i have been having stomach pains recently. argh! i dont know why, today i was stuck in the toliet. haahaha. missed abit of physics lesson. and my neck hurts again! i need divine healing!

after school went to west mall and blahblahblah...... yay! tmr there's choir practice to brighten up my life! :) BYE!

yo! today had a happening time! well, woke up early in the morning for service. was SO excited cos delirious? was here!! wahahahaha! i reached the 2nd earliest. heehee. the seats were so-so lah. yar, but everyone enjoyed themsleves.

after service, celebrated lisa's bday and took a cg photo!

yar, and after that, went to changi airport. whoa! the mrt is like so class can. i didnt take mrt to airport before but it's like so high-class... and so we went to popeyes to eat. i realised i only ate a meal today :) then, we studied, only did maths :( cos we were not allowed to study. harharhar. was surprised cos for the 1st time someone was nice telling us off. was not offended at all lor. unlike the security guards here. seesh! hahaha. so i took a nap while the other chatted and went home! YES! i did complete my homework. left with dnt though. hahaha. yay! tmr's school! :)

what a tiring day today! urgh, my left hand fingers hurts cos is play too much guitar :) anyway, every friday is a short school day. however this one felf a little long.

sigh, this thought of jealousy came about me today again. im just simply, jealous. if i tell everyone they would be so so angry but for me, i'll just be left hurt and never able to feel better. it's something i cannot change or force. sigh...

after school went to the music room! we were suppose to spring clean the music but our boss was not in school so we had to do the things all by ourselves. millions and millions of dust particles were in our midst. and my nose was super itchy! soon, i had to go for gb parade.

in case you dont know, i join gb. well, can say i regretted joining... actually, there's nothing wrong with it but i seriously hate the attitude of some people. sorry if you're a gb gal but im here to express myself. ok, there's totally nothing wrong with the juniors and the people in the same batch as me. so, you should know what im talking about. sometimes they just cant think lah. totally cannot think before saying something. is like DO WE LOVE TO MAKE MISTAKES??? NO!!! we obviously wanna be the best that we can!! and yes! i personally wanna do the best i can! i really avail myself so much and those people still hate me or whatsoever. sorry if we cant meet your expectations. SORRY AND TOO BAD, but if you teach us, we're willing to learn, i am willing to learn.

being a leader in other areas. erm erm, hehe, i wanna share love, patience to my juniors. they still learn, they still have discipline in them. i'm beginning to miss choir practice already:) im like so willing to do everything just for choir cos of the to me, positive environment there. oh, yesterday, went to ngee ann open house and missed choir practice... we were dissmissed at 4.30 there and guess what. i took a cab back so that i can join the practice. harharhar, i bet you'll never find someone like me.

so, gotta go catch up with my homework. cant wait for cgm tmr:) BYE!

today in school is like so tiring! haha. i was not though. 6 people were absent somemore! they think the government gave them 4 days of holiday instead of 3. hahaha. crap. i'm so excited about tmr cos we're going to ngee ann poly! whee! yeah yeah yeah, i like grew up in ngee ann so im always excited about such stuff.

wonder what am i going to do there.. PLAY. WHEE! run around like a kid and see some ngee ann friends too. and of cos see what new courses they have. or maybe PROMOTE MECHNICAL ENGINEERING. hahahahaha!

off i go doing my homework, being a good girl... BYE!