what a tiring day today! urgh, my left hand fingers hurts cos is play too much guitar :) anyway, every friday is a short school day. however this one felf a little long.
sigh, this thought of jealousy came about me today again. im just simply, jealous. if i tell everyone they would be so so angry but for me, i'll just be left hurt and never able to feel better. it's something i cannot change or force. sigh...
after school went to the music room! we were suppose to spring clean the music but our boss was not in school so we had to do the things all by ourselves. millions and millions of dust particles were in our midst. and my nose was super itchy! soon, i had to go for gb parade.
in case you dont know, i join gb. well, can say i regretted joining... actually, there's nothing wrong with it but i seriously hate the attitude of some people. sorry if you're a gb gal but im here to express myself. ok, there's totally nothing wrong with the juniors and the people in the same batch as me. so, you should know what im talking about. sometimes they just cant think lah. totally cannot think before saying something. is like DO WE LOVE TO MAKE MISTAKES??? NO!!! we obviously wanna be the best that we can!! and yes! i personally wanna do the best i can! i really avail myself so much and those people still hate me or whatsoever. sorry if we cant meet your expectations. SORRY AND TOO BAD, but if you teach us, we're willing to learn, i am willing to learn.
being a leader in other areas. erm erm, hehe, i wanna share love, patience to my juniors. they still learn, they still have discipline in them. i'm beginning to miss choir practice already:) im like so willing to do everything just for choir cos of the to me, positive environment there. oh, yesterday, went to ngee ann open house and missed choir practice... we were dissmissed at 4.30 there and guess what. i took a cab back so that i can join the practice. harharhar, i bet you'll never find someone like me.
so, gotta go catch up with my homework. cant wait for cgm tmr:) BYE!