I'm very, very tired! Reherse, reherse and reherse! All for those who are going to watch the concert! I'm also very excited! Hmm, 20 MORE HOURS! Haha, I teared during one of the song... Very, very happy that I can perform :)

But after the concert, BACK TO STUDYING MODE. Yup. Gonna mug mug mug! :/ I owe teacher my Chinese compo. ARGH! Supposed to write about my proudest moment... I want to write about my concert so can hand it in on Monday? Haha.

Okie, I'm still SO excited about it! Hehehe. I get to put on heavy make-up =.= wear my shoes and not neglecting, SING! Got 1 secret also. Won't tell you. Only when you watch me tomorrow you will know. Yay, off to do my homework.

I just awarded myself with the, "independant Maria award" YESH! I survived! Whee. Parents bought back a lot junk food. CHOCOLATES! But I can't eat them at the moment. Don't want to hurt my throat.

I'm SO tired. Need a sleep. Hope after my concert, I can concentrate more on my studies. Honestly, I'm slagging already. I want to dream of my dreamland!

I feel funny. No maths lesson today. Without your existance, school feels weired. But I maximised my time and completed the work given :) Should I be sad or disgusted? Sigh.. Please don't be angry with me anymore. Why is your tolerance level so low? You always get what you want anyway. Me? Abide with you, always having to listen to you. I can't decide of we still can be friends. You always get to decide. I'm always wrong. HAPPY?!

Besides that, there are still good friends around me! After school we had this photo taking time. Was so fun!
Once there is a camera, me and sishi never fail to take a photo! :)




These guys in my class trying to be funny. Hahaha.

Me and Attan acting cute! I don't think I'm cute enough..

Again those guys trying to be funny! Acting nerds. Attan(extreme left) is SO CUTE. Hahaha.

HAHA. I don't need to say anything. Go laugh about it...

The whole gang acting cute ^_^

Ok, enough of the photos already. Today's morning assembly was super funny! The prefects was like,
"We would like to thank Hafeez, Karthik and Benjamin for finding and returning a bag belonging to Zakie."
My class and 4n2 were like laughing away. They were obviously making fun of the school can. The DM was like telling them, "Stop wasting my time" But what's secondary school without pranks. Once in awhile is ok. Hahaha.
My oh my, TWO MORE DAYS :) SO SO EXCITED! Whee!

I know I disappointed you. Is just that I keep doing and doing, but I still get the wrong answers. I don't want to hand in to you the wrong answers and make you angry. I also do not want to bother you as you're so busy. Well, I just need more time to redo and redo the questions. Sorry for not telling you all these. I know you're very angry and disappointed.

After school rushed to the music room. Was car sick ok. And the stage is so beautiful! Really excited about the concert :)

Nice stage right? SO EXCITED! whee! The place where all my dreams come true!











Kinda tired from all the rehersals. After that went for dinner at causeway point. Didn't have such a good meal for days. HAHA. But argh, so tired. Withdraw from concert! -.- I'm obviously joking lah. Yay yay yay! I'm extremly excited :)

Being someone who is raised up from a family which is particular about hygiene *hmm, except for my brother* It is the 1st time I see a mouldy cake. And I mean MOULDY. Is like when you see it, you will start to itch.

Tell me if it's not disgusting man. Felt like licking away the mould. HAHA. Help, I'm starving!











I wanna thank God that I was from a not so rich family. In the 1st place I don't know why people call me rich. And sometimes they say I am spolit. I so don't agree with it.
#1 I dont have a maid
#2 I can hang clothes :)
#3 I can do engineering stuff when some people take it as low class stuff
Cos I was kinda disgusted by someone when I got home. As you know, the entrance has some works lah. Laying of bricks or what ever you call that. So in front of me was this boy and his mother. The boy is like sec 1 sec 2... When they saw the people working, both of them were like super sua ku can. It's cool seeing all the cement but...

mother: you see what shoes they wear? That the TV show called what ah?
boy: PCK!! The yellow yellow boots one.
(both of them continues to stare at the workers)

Yar, so I seriously thank God that I'm exposed to such things :) And I enjoy not having a maid. Even though I sometimes make use of them when my relatives come over. Wahahaha.

I need food!!!

Busy busy weekend... But was fun! Hmm, the previous entry was to bluff someone! Hehe. So what did I do yesterday? Hmm, had service! Man, was so great! Yeahh, I have to cross the line to reach my destiny.

After service, went for Sun's fan club gathering! Something that I didnt do before... She autographed on my iPod! Cool right. Why do I like her? Her songs are nice and inspirational, it's amazing how much she sacrificed to become of her current status. I'm so touched by it. Hehe. That's why I like her! :)
Kinda small though. Haha. Bet you cant find me. Hahaha. Dreams to be something like her, singing in front of many many people!












So after that, went to watch SOMEONE'S concert :) It was a Gamelan performance. Rather cool. Got shadow puppet one. If only I can inderstand the story line. This world is so small! Saw my mr sad face :( Hahaha. Was so shocked to see him! One thing disappointing was that in the beginning, FULL HOUSE. Towards the end, there were only like 20 + people around. See, I stayed all the way. I'm such a good auidence =.=



The moment I waited for finally came. Woke up very, very early... At 4.30am. Hope you like that surprise. Thanks for everything dear. I wonder when will I be able to chit-chat with you... Miss those times. Anyway,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEARIE :)

Yar and I'm so tired. Please don't hide things from me. Should I be for you or against you? Just putting me in a very diffcult spot.



Not forgetting, choir rehersal tomorrow! :) Whee! So exciting. Singing throws my fears away. Crossing that line :)

Why does it always turn out this way?! Sigh... Everything has to be YOUR way! I know you have the good intentions BUT two heads are always better than one right? Now, everything is ruined. Maybe it's just my fault, sorry then. Cant watch the concert anymore... So sian.

If we could give way to each other, all these can stop......

Today I'm kinda tired... Early in the morning went for choir full dress rehersal. Sing and sing like siao. Hehehe. I abit blur then conductor keep suanning me. Hehe. She said, "Maria, you want me to sing the hills are alive?!" Haha, nevermind if you don't get it.

After rehersal, rushed for cgm. Grr, Woodgrove Sec so deserted so abit hard to catch a cab. But I prayed and prayed! A cab came! It was from the opposite road. So, the driver U-turned for me. But infornt of that cab was another cab. So I took the one in front lah. That driver was so angry with me that he showed his attitude. Sigh, sorry I didnt take your cab lah. I thought Singapore is popular for her good servicing? So if I betrayed you and am not your customer you can horn here horn there and let me see your angry face? The main point is, I got a cab and was not late for cgm :)

Yeap, cgm was great! I believe I'm a changed person after I stepped out of that place. My purpose... I have mine, do you have yours? Okie, I'm so tired right now. Need a sleep! But I can't! So many things to do. I want holiday!

Getting excited about my concert. Hehe! 6 more days :)

I tell you something scary... Cos kuku called me last night about meeting today and whatsoever. And I thought I hung up the phone. Unfortunately, when I woke up this morning, I realise the phone was not hung up! I was in shock and dare not touch the phone till I came home... Guess, how long was it.

8hours 19minutes and 35seconds

ARGH! Wasted so much money. Hopefully the phone bill wont be so expensive. Or else my parents would think I chatted over the phone for hours. Haha, it's even hard for me to chat for an hour how do you expect me to chat for 8hrs?!?!

Anyway after my nap, did something very important. But I'm not going to tel you what is it. Wahahaha! =.= But I'm SO proud of myself! Oops. Okay, I think after this I better start doing my homework. Have a lot of things this weekend.

Guess what I had for dinner. PINEAPPLES :) They're juicy and sweet! Haha. But I'm still abit hungry. Already sick of instant noodles. SOOO unhealthy.

Shall tell you my weekend programme
Saturday..
#1 choir practice @ Woodgrove Sec
#2 cell grp meeting!!
#3 studying... WOOHOO =.=

Sunday
#4 service :)
#5 Sun fan club gathering. yay!
#6 meeting kuku to watch my someone's performance :)
#7 secret. hehehehe!

SO EXCITED CAN! YAY! Talking about performances, I am so excited! 1 more week! Ahaha, get to stand in the front for 2 songs. I don't like standing behind. I'm a bold person ok. Yay!

Having such a wonderful weekend, the credit goes all to God :) Thanks for everything.

Haha, today had x-country! So fun lor. Intially, didn't wanna run. But sudden right before the race, I decided to run! Yay! Kinda proud of myself... I ran most of the time! My group of friends were taking a stroll. Hmm, but I really pushed myself. So proud. And to the many people who cheered for me when I was at the finishing line, thank you! Feel so motivated. But to my disappointment, didn't get a key chain. Means I'm somewhere behind. Nevermind! I ran at least ok. If I train myself, maybe next year I can do it!

Some shots taken after the run...

I ran but Sishi didn't! See the difference? I look tired but she looks so energetic.












This is me and Thahirah. She was in the 8th position can. I'm so jealous. Hahaha. She's a pro! But I bet I lost a few grams running 3.2 km...











After this went to KAP Macs *again* to have lunch. Was stuffing all the food in my mouth. Hahaha. Didn't eat breakfast leh. I like it when it's early afternoon where I turn on my air-con and take a nap. I'm about to do that... Then I'm going to do my homework! :)

All alone at home. Boohoo. Had dinner all by myself. I'm just afriad I leave the house without house keys. Hehehe. I'm sleepy! YAWN!

My bro just called me to tell me he passed his driving test. Well, I'm here to encourage SOMEONE that you can do it! jia you :) But now, my bro can fetch me anywhere I wanna go! Whee! Hahaha.

Tomorrow having X-country... I think I'm going to take a stroll. So tired lor. Run for what? Waste energy only. Somemore Saturday have choir practice. That reminded me. Today's choir practice was SO fun:) Hehehe. I love choir! Getting really excited about my concert! Ok, need to sleep now. Lazy to put colour of whatever...

Ok, I am beginning to enjoy D and T lessons. Doing the pratical stuff already. Not that boring already. Whee! I am making a hankerchief dispenser. But abit old fashion already. No one uses hankerchief. My teacher lor, as me do than I do lor. Intially, I wanted to make briefs dispenser. At least is something intresting and attractive right? But nevermind, I trust my teacher!

Actually, I'm afriad.. I can't do my homework! Why is it in class I am able to do but when I left alone to do it, I always get the wrong answers? I need help. HELP! Sorry if I can't hand in the homework on time... I just can't get the right answers. Very sorry...

In the evening went to view my house-to-be. But now, it's not. Hahaha. But that house nice lor. The room is big. At least I'll have a new room! I'm gonna explode from my current room man! They don't wanna purchase cos can't bargain to the price they like. Nevermind! I believe there'll be a better house somewhere out there. The hall nice lor. Big enough to have cgm :)

Tomorrow parents fliying off to Perth! I'll be so lonely at home. Hmm, but I can go home late! But parents around I also can come home late. Hahaha. Well, this is not that bad. Not like last year, 3 WEEKS! Worse right. The house was super messy. Hahaha.

9 more days to my concert :) Practice tomorrow! Yay!

10 days till my choir concert. I don't know about you but I'm really excited about it! Whee! Had choir practice today. Was rather pai sei lah. Cos I was conducting the choir.BUT, I GREW LESS SHY! I dared to stare into everyone's eyeball. Wahahaha. Honestly, my jaws are tired from smiling. Had to set a good good example what. TO SMILEEE :)))

Getting more and more tired... Even though I take naps, I still feel so sleepy! Even now! Grrr, need a lovely public holiday or school holiday to replenish my sleep. Hehehe. More and more work coming in! Argh!

I really need a public holiday! Hmm, is Good Friday a public holiday? Shall look forward to it then! Hahaha. Really lor. You see, Monday to Friday I have school, Sat I have choir practices and Sundays I have service! Everyday I have to wake up so early! *faint faint*

I realise my commitment for choir is LIKE THAT but my commitment for GB is like that. I find it funny myself! Why arh? Maybe it's just my passion for singing lor. Sigh, sorry GB lor. But I still do help like playing the guitar and also entertaining the juniors. That reminded me... The sec2 GB girls. Once they see me they'll be like, "MARIA!!!" I so shy can. At least they call me, better than NOT calling me. Heehee. I hope I won't disappoint GB again and I hope GB won't disappoint me either. I still dream to have the stage all by myself. Ahhh. That would be
wonderful! Okie, I shall go daydream about it so, ignore me!

But still, CHOIR ROCKS :)

AHHHHHH!

The 1st day of term 2. Hmmm, I don't really like beginnings. I prefer endings. Haha, but it was ok lah. So today I officially faced geog teacher. Well, she said she was not going to do anything to punish me. Is like I am beyond hope lor. Sigh. Her last sentence is, "If you have no commitment, there's nothing much I can do already" Honestly speaking, I don't have the commitment for gb. And obviously there's some reasons. But I still try my best to help out in everything like providing for them. Feel so bad all along already.

Was kinda sleepy in class. Tried my very best to keep awake. Managed to fight through except for the last 5 mins of Chemistry. I could no longer tahan and I "fainted" Really could not stand it. Guess I was not used to waking up 6.00am in the morning. Sister Angel, I need your strength! Hehehe.

Hope you're reading this...
I know today you behave like this cos you're extremely stressed. Sorry for not making your day. It doesn't matter how you treat me, as long as you are fine. Will try my best to put that smile on your face. I had a nap and I dreamt that you grew crazy and I hated you so much. But from time to time, I would drop by your office to see if you were fine. You thought I was running away from lessons. You caught me, but instead of scolding me, you gave me this card that wrote, "Not my fault" meaning not becos you were like that but becos of the pressure you have and all that. But as long as you're ok, I'm happy :)

After school went to see Mrs Kee in her office. Hmmm, she's not THAT bad lah. I wonder why is she a principal of such a lousy school. She's the super duper educated kind. Hahaha. She's nice lah. Hope to know her better...

Yay, today had service. As usual woke up early in the morning so that I can book seats! I love booking good seats. Hehe. When I see the members enjoying the service, I feel happy for them too. Yup, service was great! I love love love service :)

Saw geog teacher.. She grew so hostile towards me lor. Sigh. I hope she really understands what I am going through. Going to see her tomorrow. Hope everything will be ok.

After service went out to town with some of my members. Hehehe.

Not much today lah... But tomorrow school starts. Should I be excited? Argh! All the work all coming in already. Stress... Hehehe.

I love my parents :) They're going to Aust next week just to find a school for me there. Well, still thinking, go or not to go? I'll definately miss everyone here when I study overseas. But well, it's the sake of my future...

Anyway, EMERGE IS COMING! YAY! I love love love emerge :)

Well, a hectic day for me! Hmm, but I did what I enjoying doing today! Early in the morning, had choir practice. We went to Woodgrove Secondary School. Met friends there. Haha, there's this guy sectional leader, who admires my singing. Hehe, feel so honoured :) But very tiring lah. Sadly, BBSS choir not as good as woodgrove. Whoa. They super zai can. Feel so jealous :/ After practice, I had to rush home to have cgm.

Yes, had a revelation. I'm not afriad of you, "BOO!" Presence was great. I mean during cgms, the presence is always great! Yay! Holidays are over soon. I think I have broken through! I want to study more!

After cgm, me, JiaJia, JunWei and Sister Angel went to Labrador Beach! Had a fun time there!


Taking a beautiful photo by the beach with the beautiful sun shining on us. Ahh, the creator of the sun must be so great. Makes things so beautiful. I'm a master piece and I have a master creator. Learnt about tides and all that too.








Beautiful sunset right? Somehow, I would like to meet that creator face to face :)

















Well, after admiring all the beautiful nature, I was a little hungry so picked up a seaweed and decided to try some. HAHA. Joking lah. I obviously didn't eat that seaweed can. Who would do that anyway...










Me and Sister Angel! This was taken just before I fell. It hurts ok. Thank God no bleeding if not got open wound means have infection. HEHE. LOVE HER :)







Shortly after, the 3 sisters went to KAP to join Sister Phoebe!

Had a fun time there too. Haha. I have never laugh so much this holiday until tonight. Seesh, but I eating fastfood these days. Argh! Ok, must try not to eat liao. Having my concert in 2 weeks time!!!















Showing off our iPods... Listening to the same song! Hehehe.

Ok, I'm dead beat now. Need some sleep! So, BYE :)

Today had maths lesson... Yay! Three cheers for Ms Ngiam giving us extra lessons! Hip hip hooray! Really appriciate it. Finished off logarithm. Can I sigh? SIGH! I need more practice in order to be prepared for my exams! Only half the class turned up today. That's so bad. Is like the teacher takes up her personal time to give EXTRA lessons but some people just don't bother to appriciate it. I bet those who didn't come will be like, "Huh? Ms Ngiam, can repeat?" when school reopens. I will personally strangle that person!

After lesson, me and Jasmine to JP in search of a new wallet. I wanted to get a new one cos it's wearing and tearing. Sian, don't have the design pattern I like. But nevermind. Means I giving more time for someone to bless me! Hahaha, joking lah.

We headed to Jurong West. Jasmine wanted to cut her hair. But in the end, I cut my hair too...

My hair not much of a difference from this view. Jasmine's gonna shock everybody when she comes to school. Hehehe.











This is my back view. Looks thinner right? Hehehe.














Jasmine's back view! See that tail! Quite cheap! $9. We both paid $18 so means that we can buy 9 packets of tissue. HAHA. =.=

Must I reapeat myself? The concert's drawing near! Yay! Tomorrow there's practice at Woodgrove Sec. Whee! I'm so excited. Wonder how they sing... Then after practice have to rush home for cgm! But I love cgms.
I LOVE W325 :)

Recently, been listening to broadway music. Ahhh! One day, I aspire to be a broadway star. I can go dream about it ok! But now broadway not popular. Recalling the past during the early 90s... Starlight Express, Cats, Joseph, Phantom, Evita. Was brought up listening to these music. So cool if I were to be in a part of a production. Cos I can sing and act! Whee!


In case you don't know. I took up piano lessons when I was young. After grade 1, I quitted :/ TOTALLY REGRET! All I can play on the piano is some grade 1 kiddish songs. Esp during choir practices! I admire the people who can play. Wanna chop off their hands and take them. Wahahaa. So to those going to give up on piano, don't give up! Or else you'll end up like me...


Today had my choir practice. Must I say it again? The concert's drawing near! Really, really, really excited about it :) Anyone keen to watch? Quick! Let me know! I'll try to get tickets for you. YAY! I'VE NEVER BEEN SO EXCITED ABOUT IT BEFORE! Please don't mention it in fornt of me cos I'll get super duper excited and I'm afriad you may not be able to stand it. Whahaha! Just a single voice. Yup, that's the name of the concert.


Tomorrow there's maths lesson! I'm so happy! Hehehe. Guess my holidays are over! Time to be back to the studying mood. Heehee. :)

Early in the morning, went to school to finish up my D and T project. Very early lor! 12 plus like that... Hehehe. But yay! I'm done with my D and T. Was so busy studying and so I decided to got to town with my best friend, Jasmine! :)



Yup! Took this on the way to town. Sorry, due to her lousy photography skills, the photo is blurred. Wahaha, joking lah. The bus is moving what. So hard to take proper pictures. Anyway, we walked and walked.








When we were almost done with shopping, we saw this old lady selling tissue and other stuff. We took pity on her and Jasmine decide to buy a packet of tissure from her. Guess how much it cost. 2 DOLLARS! Can you believe it?!?!?! 2 BUCKS!!! This is day light robbery mann! Well, so we took it of more like a donation. And we were laughing all the way... Shortly, there was a blind man performing some song. He was resting and took a sip of water. She put some coins to support him. And he was like, "THANK YOU!" So loud can. Somemore with the mic. Hahaha, but well, at least we did some charity.

Really enjoyed ourselves as we begin to learn more about each other :) Well, the GB camp is over and I dont feel that bad now. But the way the GB gals, teachers and the choir teachers treat me will be so different... I'm still very sorry about it people.

Tomorrow there's choir practice! And the concert's drawing near! So excited :) YAY!

PM was magnificient. Indeed being in your presence is better than a thousand else where. During PM, I can always take my time to worship. I can tear as many times I want to. PM also helps me build my prayer life. Always trying to improve... I learn to set aside hurts and give my whole heart in worshipping. Presence is always so tangible. This is what I call a church. It's not about the popularity, not about the happening music but where I close my eyes, lift up my hands and expirence God in a powerful way. He is real, he is real. Don't tell me the millions of Chirstians in this world feeling that presence is a fake spirit? Why healing can take place? Why finicial breakthrus happen? Why do I tear when being touched? Indeed, He is real... Trust me. I'll show it to you.

Went out the whole day today! Early in the morning had choir practice. From 9am we stayed until 3pm. Didnt realise time passed so fast! Yay. So excited for my concert. Whee! Still believing that one day I'll have my own concert. Hehehe.

After choir practice, went to JP to look for light sticks for our concert! This is so exciting! Actually wanted candles but candles in the library? Not really a good idea. If you're watching my concert, you'll know:)

And after that, went to Jurong West St 91 to study! Haha, was rather happy cos I did some work there. I miss that place... Then I proceded to BEST coffeeshop to have dinner. Missed the food there. Hehehe.

I very sorry I didn't turn up for the camp. All I wanted is was attend PM. I know you're still disappointed with me right now. You know why I feel so sad when you're disappointed in me? Because you changed my life... I know you didn't do anything but you were the one who made me find God's presence so tangible. If it was not for you. I can never imagine where I would be now... Joining some gang? Being a bad girl? But because of you, I am who am I now. Just wanna thank you for existing in my life even though many unpleasent events happen between us. I'm really, really sorry. Do punish me please. Terribly sorry. Didn't know you cared so much for me. Hopee you're reading this, geog teacher...

Now faith is the substance of the things hoped for, the evidence of things not seen.
Heb 11:1

To you people out there, let's have faith in our hearts! Faith is something that you are hoping for but hasnt come true yet. By faith I will do well in my studies :) If you're never in an impossible situation, how do you know what's possible with God? So for every setback we have, let us have faith and believe God for a breakthru!

For the 1st time in my 15 years of existance, today I studied during my holiday. Today went to Beauty World's Mac to study with kuku. Instead I was studying all by myself. That kuku cheated me! But nevermind, I wasted no time. I studied!

Yay. Tomorrow having pm! I neglected everything just to go for pm.. I hope I will step out of the place, changed. I really believe for a breakthru... Gonna dream more......

I know many people hates me now. I'm such a bad girl aren't I? Didn't turn for my camp. But you know what? I feel so bad too... Just that I have so much work to do. For my holiday, I already spent about 4 hrs doing my work but I still less than half-way. I don't want to miss PM either... I really don't want to miss it. And I'm meeting my teacher on Wed to submit the material list. If I don't hand it in, my D and T will screw up. But now, how will people look at me?

Putting this aside, I had a wonderful dream! To me, it seemed impossible. But I'm really gonna believe that I will come true!! Begin to anoit me please. Eyes filled with tears, knowing that someone is always there for you. Well, that day WILL come!

Service was great! Many people responded... Was deeply touched. How I wish I had another chance to respond again.

I dont want to think about my camp! Ok, I will look for them tomorrow and tell them everything ok... This has been bothering me for the past few days. If only someone were to understand me.

Today I spent my time doing wonderful things! I didnt like waste my time or whatever! Yay. So happy. Well, early in the morning went to school for choir. Hurhur. Was OKIE lah. So unexpected everyone got emotional and cried. I believe most of them put in the effort. Just that they do have much or the singing ability. You scold and cry also no use. But talk to them, tell them. Don't know lah. But after today, I believe BBSS choir will sing well. Wahahaha!

After practice, rushed home for cgm. Cgm was great! Our words frames our world! Everything is possible :) Really, nothing is impossible with my God! Woohoo! Gonna believe for a breakthru in everything!

Ok, then went to KAP to study. Well, this week's a holiday and I'm studying. Hahaha. Strange right? I wanna do well in my studies! :) Shining like the stars above! Thank you Sister Phoebe once again for being so nice to study with me again. Love you!

Tomorrow there's service! Yay! Why am I always so excited about service? Because I love service! You must come one day! :)

Okie, I got to sleep. Have to wake up early. Hehehe. Bye!

During Chinese lesson, I unknowningly bite my nails. My super nice Chinese teacher told me I have either of the following...

#1 I have too much stress
#2 There are worms in my stomach

The 1st reason isnt THAT bad but worms in my stomach!??!?!?! Super scary can. Anyway, I love my Chinese teacher :) The little, little thing i dislike about is that she is so consistant in giving us work! She also never fails to give us ting xie. But well, it's all for our own good! I failed Chinese this time but I WILL improve. YAY!

I guess I'm too excited about choir practice tomorrow cos I can't sleep!

CHOIR ROCKS!!!

Finally, it's the last day of term of Sec 4! It's the beginning of a very stressful period... Piles and piles of homework has been given to us. Argh! Hmm, I'm not afriad of the homework lah. I'm afriad I don't have the time!!! But I think I can finish it :)


Yeah! I did progress on some subjects!
E.Maths-A1
English-2
Science-1
Humanities-1

However, I didn't do well on some... Shall not mention. But generally I'm ok with my results. Something to encourage you people out there who got results you didn't really want.

And let us not grow weary while doing good, for in due season, we shall reap when we do not lose heart.

Gal 6:9

Well, hope I can do better next time! As long as I have faith! :)

Tomorrow I'm having choir practices! Yay! Singing relieves stress! Yeap. And after that having cgm. I'm also happy cos WanTing is coming for service this week :) Yes wanting, you made me happy. Heehee. And I obviously love service. Whee!

What a day! Grrr, this issue keeps bothering me! I'm always happy! But once I remember I am still settling the issue, it makes me feel so sad. Well, what else? About GB again. Sigh.. I really yearn to go for PM but the camp's stopping me! I just don't find it fair lor. Can I sigh again? SIGH! SIGH! SIGH!

Hahaha, teddy dear is actually married with 2 kids! I'm like SO jealous! He got married! :( Psst! I don't really like him lah. I just find him cute! But now, I'm mature! Still make jokes about "loving" him.. Hahaha. Teddy rocks! :)

After school had my chinese oral. Can die! Now I know how important is it to read my textbook and chinese newspapers. Yeap! I'll start reading them WITH UNDERSTANDING. Not forgetting, watch chinese shows like serial, variety and news! My friends say that when I speak in chinese, I sound like an ang mo. Perhaps I'm not meant to learn chinese.. JOKING! Hehehe.

After oral, went to the music room! (My favourite place in BBSS) Aha, a few more weeks till my concert! SO EXCITING!! I seriously love the stage!! I'll do everything as long as I get to be on stage! All my close friends are coming! Whee! Back to the practice, got to be bold enough to talk to the whole choir. I actually encounter this problem to talk to many people. I would not dare to tell people what to do and all that esp in a big group. But today, I took a BIG step of faith! I even dared to stand in front to conduct the choir! Everyone would be like staring at me, looking at my hands. Hehehe, like it when they smile at me. (They're suppose to smile) :D Everyone looks so sweet when they smile! Whee! I can't wait till 31 March! If only I could invite everyone I know to watch me. Well, that day will come when I have my own concert. Ahh, that could be so wonderful. *daydreams* It takes step by step!

Tmr is the last day of term 1!!! Getting back my progress report. Hopefully I did progress. I know I did lah, just wanna know how much I progressed. LOVE HOLIDAY CHOIR PRACTICES :)

End of term and beginning of expirencing this word called, "stress" I feel it coming! Wow whee, homeworks are coming! Haha, no mood for camps man! But being a good girl, I go :) Ya lor, my GB camp is during the weekdays. Taken up 3 days of my holiday. AND YOU CALL THAT A HOLIDAY! Thursday I would have choir practice and Friday I would have remedial lessons. I have choir practice on Tuesdays too. Not forgetting, PM!!! How can I miss PM you tell me.

My plan is going for the camp on Monday, Monday night go home... Tuesday I go for choir practice and at night, go for PM. Wednesday morning come back. I'm like, might as well dont go. Sigh, if people like Ms Tan understands. But nevermind! I always have to sacrifice to make things well! :)

Note: I will never, ever miss PM. Thank you very much! :)

I guess I really need a break! I miss going town! It's been a long time since I went shopping! I have a lot of items in my shopping list. Wanna use the money before I get broke. Hahaha. I pity myself. Get torn between my passion and someone I respect the most. Boohoo! Give me a way please.

I live my life, just for you

Hello! So tired. For PE, we were told to run 3 rounds around the school. Torture! I prefer swimming! Anyway, while running, saw Sister Angel driving out! Was trying to jump to get her attention but too, bad, she didn't see me. Hahaha. Was proud of myself. Ran THREE rounds ok. Normally I would die after running 1 round.

For PG, was talking about where to go after Os and all that. You can kill me mann. I have not decided but I believe that there is a purpose no matter where I end up... It's always a wake up call for us whenever my form teacher goes through such things. TO STUDY! I wonder how does intensive studying feel like. Study 12 hours. Hahaha.

Not forgetting, my lovely choir practice! Even though is intensive training, I still enjoy it! I'm crazy. The concert's really drawing near! Whee! I LOVE performing! Big crowd, small crowd, young, old, whoever! I just love to sing in front of people and make them enjoy it! Yar, and hopefully my concery would be an enjoyable one!

Nice picture on the left right? Hehehe. Ok, I'm gonna have dinner now. Byebye.

Back to school and school was great! Time always pass so fast when I'm in school. Everybody always gets hungry. Hahaha. However I don't. Hehe. Nothing much really happen. A testimony to share! Maths test- 31/40! To be honest, I didn't really study for it... But I will study next time lah. Just that Thu had something. You can read my Thu's entry.

Nothing much already. Hehe.

Okie, yesterday I actually blogged but something happen and everything I typed was gone! Yesterday the main thing was that I went tp Kent Ridge Park! Hahaha, kinda fun...


This is my group! Beautiful view behind right? Hehehe. If only I can live here. Haha.











Today as usual went for service! Drama was great. So, so touching! I cried can. My heart is so soft. Ahhh.. More and more prayer meetings are coming. I love prayer meetings! The presence will be so strong and great!

Tomorrow is going to be a brand new week! Yay! And my concert is drawing near! Whee! Really excited. Hoping to have a solo concert one fine day though. The day will come! :) Alright, gotta do my D and T. Grr, it never stops...

I usually spend my Saturdays with my cg people. But today, it was different. Spent them with my school friends! Reminds me of last time where the goverment did not give that 5-day week rule...

Anyway, had choir practice early in the morning! Hahaha, but i wasnt really happy. I could not sing a note! Boohoohoo. At least I was there to take note and blah blah blah. But now my voice not bad already. Can talk! Whee! Abit funny. Can talk but can't sing. Hahaha.

After that went over for the workshop thing. Then we watched a movie. If I am not wrong the movie is "Life Is Beautiful" Really touching. This person become a dad and when his family was brought into concentration camp, his son stayed with him. He gave his son this sense of assurance that everything's alright. Even during the last few seconds of his life, despite being afriad to die, he put out a brave front in front of his son... Really, really sad.

So after the movie, the geog students went to Kent Ridge Park!


A photo of my group! We were suppose to complete some worksheet. Had to go around looking for info and all that. Heehee.

Came by this sign and find it quite cute. Hahaha. Everyone was teasing Shi Jie asking, "You're unleashed!" Hahahaha. Meanies...
Very tiring lah... Tomorrow there's service! YAY!!! I can't stand it! Whee! :)

Hello! Now I like can't talk! My voice is gone! Was so diffcult being unable to talk! At least my nose cleared up later today. Whee!

Today we made her angry. Sigh, we wern't sensitive enough to feel how she felt. Sorry if we hurt you, we didn't really mean it. We're just bubbly people who like to make others laugh. But she didnt like it and we really hurt her until she teared! And that really breaks my heart whenever I see her that way. Really sorry about that.

Hohoho, and we are going to make her more angry! After some workshop thingy in school, almost the whole class went behind the school to settle some unpleasent things. About 20% of the people were involved in it but 80% were kay pos! I was part of the 20% so as to ensure no one gets violent. Hehehe. So 30 plus people were sitting around watching the "show", and obviously people around us will not be happy! And the police came and chased us away. Kinda scary. Imagine if they catch all of us and send us to the police station. Seesh. I hope everything is alright now. Hate here, hate there. Backstab here, backstab there... These things can never stop!

I hope she will not blow her top at us again. We've been giving her so much trouble! And when she was slightly tearing, she had to hold them back and just go back to her usual self, as if nothing happen. I will do anything just to make her happy :)

Frankly speaking, I missed those time we used to spend together. Hehehe.

I need my voice back soon! Tmr there's choir practice! Yay! Haha, miss going to school on Saturdays :)

Today started out AWESOME, later sad and back to awesome again! Today or yesterday is Arina's brithday! Grr, she got so many bunches of chocolates! No fair! Hahaha, cant eat them if I want anyway! The sore throat's killing me! And I can hardly, hardly breathe...

Two of my good friends, Jasmine and Augustine quarreled with each other *again* Seesh, when can this stop?!?!?! I just don't know how to console them, make them feel satisfied. All I can do is to stand by the side, close my eyes and hear them shouting at each other. Everytime they 2 get into a tiff, my form teacher gets involved cos she's our dean and they like adding extra pressure to her! It's also very hurting to see your "children" not being happy with each other and all that.

After choir practice, ruched to have make-up cgm! And it was AWESOME! The cgm I went so reminded me of two years back when I was like a new member... The "setting" of the "old" cgm was there lor. Really missed the olden days! Hehehe. Presence was great. Teared buckets... Was hoping not to leave that place. Hahaha. Maybe if Jasmine and Augustine could expirence the peace of God, nothing would happen.

I exchange my talents, gifts, abilities, my life in change of you. Nothing will ever be the same without you!

Friday's service! This is my neighbour, Sherly. Recalling the past, we wernt in good terms. My clique used to dislike her. How childish we were. Durh, kids mah. But now, we attend the same church and are running the same vision! :)

Yay! Tomorrow there is choir practice! Hahaha. My concert is coming real soon! If you're dying to watch please do let me know so that I can make arrangements even though I didn't invite you. Real sorry, limited tickets... But the concert will definately rock! If you're not a music person, after the concert, you'll fall in love with music! I hope...

Grr, the blocked nose is SO irritating! Everytime I sleep with my mouth open, saliva will flow out. Yucks! I truely know how a sick person feels like. Urgh! Sick, sick, sick. Feeling abit better but I need more divine healing!

Amazingly, I got to go to school today! Yeah! Feel much better but still have abit of headache, sore throat and blocked nose. Is like when I sneeze, I feel so much better. All my mucus goes away. Hahaha.

Had visions and dreams on so many supernatural things. Impossible things becoming possible! God moves so real in my live! It is like this spirit always beside me, watching over me! If only people around me see how real He is... That will be so wonderful! Haha, I still remember, I am spirit being expirencing the human expirence! If the world had to end during my time, who will I see? Or in other words, who will I not see???

Everyday I will pray for your salvation till the get you are saved...... Hope that one day, you will know why. Loving you always...