Monday, March 20, 2006

The 1st day of term 2. Hmmm, I don't really like beginnings. I prefer endings. Haha, but it was ok lah. So today I officially faced geog teacher. Well, she said she was not going to do anything to punish me. Is like I am beyond hope lor. Sigh. Her last sentence is, "If you have no commitment, there's nothing much I can do already" Honestly speaking, I don't have the commitment for gb. And obviously there's some reasons. But I still try my best to help out in everything like providing for them. Feel so bad all along already.

Was kinda sleepy in class. Tried my very best to keep awake. Managed to fight through except for the last 5 mins of Chemistry. I could no longer tahan and I "fainted" Really could not stand it. Guess I was not used to waking up 6.00am in the morning. Sister Angel, I need your strength! Hehehe.

Hope you're reading this...
I know today you behave like this cos you're extremely stressed. Sorry for not making your day. It doesn't matter how you treat me, as long as you are fine. Will try my best to put that smile on your face. I had a nap and I dreamt that you grew crazy and I hated you so much. But from time to time, I would drop by your office to see if you were fine. You thought I was running away from lessons. You caught me, but instead of scolding me, you gave me this card that wrote, "Not my fault" meaning not becos you were like that but becos of the pressure you have and all that. But as long as you're ok, I'm happy :)

After school went to see Mrs Kee in her office. Hmmm, she's not THAT bad lah. I wonder why is she a principal of such a lousy school. She's the super duper educated kind. Hahaha. She's nice lah. Hope to know her better...