30 April might be the most significant day for me... This world is crazy!



I have just made a new good friend! Hope that we'll have fun times together okay :) You should know who I am talking about.

Today had service! Was awesome! Was kinda distracted and troubled though. The worst thing I did today! Service did not end and I went to the toliet :X Don't know what's wrong with my body. But was great lah. Went to east point to have lunch. Argh! KFC! Fastfood again. And later I went back to expo for POS preview. So fun okay. No matter if we win a not, had a great time. At least I got to perform on stage! And had fun times practicing the dance together.

The world is really crazy. I have been in a way, cheated. This world is insane! I wanna get out of here! Help me please.

Cgm was great! It's always better to give than to receive.. Don't mind me being more giving these days okie :) After that had a wonderful time of fellowship and studying! However, today's studying wasnt that fruitful... Argh, why is this happening? I'm just so distracted by thoughts running in my mind.

Poor mommy. Things are getting worse for her. Now Aunty Oliver's (not real name) mother is starting to call her and ask her all the funny questions. Mommy's appitite has not been doing well and sometimes she cannot sleep. Sigh. Stoopid mediums (spiritual people). If I see them in the streets I'm gonna kill them! What has mommy done to deserve such punishment?

I'm unhappy about your stinking attuide. You piss me off okay. You're the most ungentleman person I've ever met. You just hang up on me like that and that is extremely rude. Can't even say, "sorry" I just don't know. I really hope you can change but are you willing??

Do pray for mommy okay. There's power in prayer... Well, I've gotta sleep! There's gonna be an awesome service tomorrow! And my friend's coming! Finally so many unsuccessful ones. Hope he'll be touched yeah :)

Galatians 6:9
And let us not grow weary while doing good, for in due season, we shall reap when we do not lose heart.

Had a strange dream. Or rather a sad one... Someone who was so dear to me passed away. I cried and cried and cried! I guess my whole pilliow was wet! But now I know who it feels when someone so dear to me goes. Cos I have not really expirence it before. Only my grandparents but I was very young and didn't really have the chance to know them well and also when I was 10, my Sunday School Teacher too. Well, I was too young to understand.

This dream showed me how to treasure my current loved ones and not to abuse them. It also taught me how to treasure life and live it to the fullest! So, hope you don't mind when I'm slighty more appriciative than before. Not forgetting, I must study hard........ Grrr......


I have no idea why everyone thinks we're a couple. WE'RE NOT OKAY. It's so irritating when my friend gives me that stare. Well, I think I have been stupid though. All these would not have happen if not for you.. I always wanted to make you feel happy. Yes I agree we had fun times together but I feel that I was always the extra one. Never mind, I brought myself into it. How I wish I can get out. No more temptations please.


Yay! Later having cgm. Gonna have a wonderful time. YAY! And I'll study 4 hours I think :) BYEBYE!

Had my English Paper 2 and Social Sudies... SCREWED UP ON MY SBQ. Boohoohoo. Was okie lah. But the air-con keep dripping water on me. SO IRRITATING. And my neck still hurts. Sigh.

After the paper. Went out with clique for lunch and I bought a top! And I left early for POS practice. Whee! Practice was fun! I hope I can be a flyer one day! And I met many new friends :) We're gonna do chinese dance! So fun! Can't wait for the next practice! Heehee.

I'm tired. Gonna study tomorrow. I totally forgot about Labour Day! But I love Labour Day! It gives me more time to study and I will not abuse it. Can wait for service this week! Got PM followed by POS 1st preview. Yawn.....

BREAKING NEWS! It's intresting yet disappointing to me. Well, in case you don't know, my mom and dad went to Perth for a holiday and look for the schools for me. They slept over at a good friend's house, Aunty Oliver(not real name)... At the night of my parents departure to Singapore, Aunty Oliver lost some of her jewerelly! So thinking that she misplaced it, nothing much happen.

Now, they can't be found she is actually suspecting my mother that she stole her stuff. Of course mommy is like so terrified cos she really didn't steal anything. I have to trust her... She'd my mom.. Poor mommy :\ Somemore she was suspected because Aunty Oliver went to see 3 different people (who could predict things. something like fortune teller) and they all said the same thing......

This person who stole your stuff is from overseas and is a woman...

I really believe that these men were from the devil. Hahhaa. I mean, they were pen pals since they were teenagers! How can my mom do such a thing?! Wonder what's gonna happen next. Sounds like some serial programme. Oops, it's not a joke... Heh......

Shall revise my SS!!!

Caught in a dilamma(sp), unsure of what to do. Argh! Why is it so like that?! I'd probably need hours of being talked to. Save me from this place...

Tomorrow's my social studies and english paper. Not very stressing but still gotta study! But for maths, HELP! I'll have ample time to study.. (i hope)

Nothing much to say though... Gotta take a nap! :)

Ok, I'm rather sleepy today. Wanted to doze off at certain lessons but I managed to fight through! So my SA1 is on it's way and how is my preparation? Hmm, 65% I think...

I wanna sleep for 1million years so that I can dream! In my dream, I can be anything I like. But once I open my eyes, my dreams begin to shatter... This thing is called reality. How can the world be reality-less?? Would heaven be like that?

There are somethings which I wanna do but I can't do. So don't have the courage. Things do change. I have become less bold. But it's good lah. At least I won't do outrageous things. I want to get out from this body! It's stopping me from doing greater things! ARGH!

And my neck and back hurts again. Do pray for me ok? Cos during exams I don't want to have the pain during exams if not it'll affect everything. Save me please!

Unhappy with 4N1... Ok, I have nothing to say when you make fun at the teacher. But don't go overboard! I have to plead with the teacher to give us another chance to teach us again cos she refused to teach when we made noise. If I did not have the authority, I wonder who would really do it. That's not all. The teacher complains to our form teacher but in return, the class tells the form teacher a pack of lies! What is this?! Why can't you all listen in class?! COS EVERYONE'S MAKING NOISE! I find her ok... When she revises some sec3 stuff with us, I really recalled and was clearer about it! If you guys are so smart, why dont you become the teacher instead?! And enough of saying, "don't tell lah.. don't be pau toh kia!" ?!?!?!?!!?! If you dare to do the wrong things, why dont you just own up for being wrong?! This world's crazy...


You can do whatever you want to intimidate me! I'm alright with it! GO AHEAD. I have found my own happiness already. No longer gonna be jealous...


After school did my homework. Feel so sastisfied! *like real* Still can do some questions... But I don't know who to seek help from. Can't touch sister phoebe or angel as they're having exams! All the best though! What they are learning is much harder then mine and I'm motivated to study more! Anyway, did until about 5.30pm and headed to the wild wild west!


Had dinner and had PM!!! It was great! Really.. Finished at 9.30pm lor. Find it so short. Got to see many "long time no see" people! Including my primary school teacher! Not forgetting Chin Hock! (the boy in my wallet in case you don't know) He's SO much taller now! OH, so PM was great! Kinda personal to me so shall not share :) Oh yah, saw Ms Tan she was like saying, "what's your problem" and I was like -.-... just wanted to say hello but she like that. HAHA. Nevermind!


So here I am preparing to go to sleep:) GOODNIGHT!

I wish I was smart enough so that I need not struggle with my homework...

SAVE ME!

I hate it when you always hide things from me. Well, it's ok to be like that. I mean nothing to you. Everything I poured out for you has gone down the deepest drain....

Struggle, struggle, struggle... I need you! :\

Me sometime ago...












Me not so long ago...












Me yesterday...












Hahaha, really changed right? Everything! Hairstyle, the clothes I wear and the make-up. Wahahhaa. I love my green eye shadow :)

Today had english paper 1. Was ok lah.. But I felt I didnt write nice english. My english was so simple and common. I wrote about something that happen during my childhood and how it taught me a lesson. Wrote about my left hand! But I made up the story. OOPS. Hope the marker will think it's a true story...

You're so disappointed. I know.. Hope things wernt like that. But honestly, I think those people were too much. They only think about themselves. They don't put themselves in other people's shoe.. Such things you have to treasure. If not, it'll be too late. Hmmm, I think I would be one of them if not for 04 October 2003 :) See how much my life has changed!

Dying for tmr's pm. YAY! I really, really love pm! Don't worry, I'll have a heart of expectancy! And before that I'm studying like crazy before I enjoy myself..

Craving for ice-cream... Oh, my Chinese teacher's SO nice. She got everyone in class a dumpling. Yumyum! Thank you Wan4 lao3 shi1! Wo3 hui4 nu3 li4 du2 hao3 hua2 wen2! Sorry no hansvision in my comp. Hehehe. I'll eat and work! BYE!

Okay, I have an excuse to blog because writing helps me improve my English! But after this, I'll be off to do my other homework :) Now is the exam period! The only word I'm fit to say is "study" !!! Hahaha. Anyway, I forgot to mention in the previous entry, our common phrase was..

When performing, smile like Mrs Kee :DDDDD

Yesterday, had bbq at my house! Had a great time. Not talking it, will upload the photos soon! But I ate a lot okay. 1st time in this year that I felt my tummy was going to explode! Oh, it was the 1st time hosting the bbq. (cos usually my mom will do the stuff and I'll slag around) But this time she didnt wanna help me. Hahaha. Could see the happy faces :) Happy people bbq-ing and enjoying the food. Sister Angel bbq-ed her hand. Haha.

Today had service! As usual, SERVICE WAS GREAT! Worship was like O.o.. A worship from another ang mo country came. New environment lah... Then some Africans came to minister us in songs too. Whoa! The BVs rocks ok. I think they sing better than the lead singer. Oops! :X Shared about "What to do when you don't know what to do"... My senior pastor never fails to inspire me with his great messages. Last time, I cannot sit still in everything. But until I met him, I can sit very still and listen. Towards the end of the service, he gave an alter call. Many people responded. I hope we're changing lives. Because many people are just backsliding. Wanna pray against that! During the alter call, tears begin to fill my eyes. My love for Him was renewed :)

Before the world began

you were on His mind

and every tear you cry

is precious in His eyes

Because of his great love

He gave his only Son

Everything was done

So you would come

Come to the Father

Though your gift is small

broken hearts, broken lives

He will take them all

The power of the word

the power of His blood

Everything was done

so you would come

This song really mean a lot to me.. I'm willing to lay down my life for Him! It's not about the religion... But it's the relationship I have with Him. If only everyone would open up their hearts and expirence His great love. Nothing to lose and everything to gain!

I feel disgusted by some members though. In the 1st place, we are all imperfect. Sometimes we make mistakes but we're all human beings right? Even if we offended you, you should not put the blame on the leaders or the cg and want to change cg! I promise you, even if you change cg 1 million times, you'll still change and change. Sometimes it's just your mindset. Change the way you look at things and dont blame others. Hope you're reading this. I have gone through it and learnt to accept it! And see how happy I am in the cg! Hope this little paragrah has got you thinking. You should know if I'm talking about you.

Alright, enough of blogging already. It's time to WORK! Gonna SHINE LIKE STARS :DDD

Today had annual awards! Seesh, it's FINALLY OVER!! Hip hip hooray! Now is study time! No more distractions, I hope. By the way many people commented about the good voices of the choir. But I guess we only did like 80% well. Not THAT good lah. I bet the teachers who know me are so proud of me! Wahahaha. Lesson time they will say somthing for sure. Hahahhaa.

After the performances we took many many photos :) Was over the moon!

Me and Leong Mun Kidd! :) I like my green eye shadow!

Me and Lenord(sp) He's CUTE!!!

Me and Josephine! We love each other! :)

Me and Ms Tang! Never forget why we're placed here for!

Choir girls! Always working together, forever!

We were "naturally" attracted to him! Wahahahaha.

Come bully us and we'll beat you up! Wahahhaa.

Me and the extra girl! Muahahahha! I told you she's the only senior I like, Siewling!! :)

I wanna pick up piano again! Grr, so regret!

After that, went to IMM for dinner. Had a great time of fellowship. Hehehe. When I step down, I'm really, really, really gonna miss her! :( Yes I will cry during the graduation tea.

We are singing this song so that we remember you,

and we hope that you'll remember us too...

One of my greatest compositions. So proud of myself.. Hahaha. So into choir! *faints* ok, I'm tired, GOOD NIGHT! :D

Hello! Argh! I feel so happy! Today went for the auditions for emerge talent time... How is like when someone whom you really, really, really, really admire and dream to be like one day watches you sing a song? That happen to me today! But I didn't do well. Hahaha. I concentrated too much of my presentation that I forgot to sing properly. But who cares.. I already feel so happy when more than 10 people are watching me sing. How I wish I was back there to sing again! I hope that one day I'll get to get closer to the person I admire the most! Not forgetting my greatest dream, to hold a concert!

After the auditions went for POS meeting for the 1st time. Met many new friends! All so friendly, so nice :) Learnt the dance steps already. I'm a fast learner. Wahahahaha.

Tomorrow gonna perform for AAC and it's the last time I'll be performing this year! Happy yet sad. Happy that I can take a break and concentrate on my studies. Sad is that I'll miss all my lovely juniors. I bet they'll miss me too. Hehehe.

Allow me to dream again... so nice to dream even though your dream might not come true, at least you get to enjoy it when dreaming. Dream, dream, dream! :)

Today I realised that I have an aim, a purpose in life! Because someone in my class said this...

Sian leh, I feel that there's nothing more in life, study, eat, sleep... Nothing intresting.

I smiled at myself and being to see that big picture on how blessed I am! Thanks for that motivation :) You never fail to disappoint me..





I think school was awesome today! Maybe except chemistry lesson. Was super, super distracted! Boohoohoo. I think I am super duper talkative, OR I AM super duper talkative. Will die if I can't talk! Blah, blah, blah. My mind is in a daze. Well, somebody was telling me, "Why never invite me?!" I was so shocked! I think I'm just in this huge dream where I can't come out. Haha. It's so intresting how you speak to me...





After school had the AAC rehersal *again* Getting kind of sick of it, honestly. Singing the same few songs.. BORING. But that's the very last rehersal. YAY! Got to see most of my classmates coming up on stage to receive prizes for doing well in their exams last year. I thought to myself, "Will I be able to go up one day?" It's not about the prize, the fame or whatever but I think it's the sense of achievement there. And it all starts NOW!





Tomorrow's the day! ARGH! So scared. Will I perform well? Hopefully. Tell you my sercet... SMILE :DDDD and look confident(even though you're not) HAHA. YES! I CAN DO IT! But I hope I wont get in.. Just join to be sporting. Hehehe.




Thank you for your never ending encouragement to me! I would not know what to do without you. You've always made my day. Whatever trails and diffculties you've come across, don't be tensed ok? I'll always be there to cheer you on!

Okay I'm feeling way much better now. But that headache was seriously painful! Never want to have headache again... Actually in the morning had abit of headache. Still, went to school. BUT, I was late for school :\ Another record in the school system. Hope I wont be late again! I dont like to be late. Hahaha.

Sometimes I feel that there are certain things I don't deserve. I just don't know. Sometimes I just wonder, why study when I'm so bad at it? I really don't know! I know I have disappointed someone. I can't even do a simple question in a test! You've done so much but me, done so little. Even doing revision in the various worksheets, I cannot do every single question! I'm speechless, just speechless.

Glad that things in my class is settled and everyone's back to normal. Now I think I'm the one who had changed. I hope I can turn invisible and just hear from all my friend's gossiping on how bad am I and maybe I can just reflect by myself all change for the better!

After school, served detention. That 1 hour seemed forever! I was doing some work. I was amazed on how that prefect really trusted me. Cos I was late 2 times this year. The previous time I was late, I completed my detention through my form teacher due to some reasons. In the list, they said I didn't complete my detention and I told her and she accepted my reasoning!

Me: Erm, are you sure you wanna trust me?
Her: (said nothing)
Me: (Explained to her everything and even told her to go ask my teacher)
Her: (looked at me as if she still trusted me)

I mean, I was so shocked! I was not fierce. (cos she was sec2) Maybe I looked real scary and she dare not go against me. Hahaha. Anyway, thanks for trusting me. You made the right choice by the way. Revathy was doing detention with me and she said, "God knows you're telling the truth!" I was encouraged... Maybe I am in an environment that on one trusts me? So, I MUST EARN YOUR TRUST!

Rushed for my choir AAC rehersal. Was kinda fun... But we sang badly! No warm ups! *complain* Hope tomorrow we'll do better!

Now I'm very nevours! TWO MORE DAYS to my audition. I just want people to enjoy that 2 mins, nothing more. Do wish me all the best though. I need warm ups before I sing. HAHA. Okay, BACK TO WORK. And I better sleep early so that I wont be late for school and have a bad record. Wasted my first 2 chances. HAHA.

If you ask me how I am feeling now, THE ANSWER IS SUPER ANGRY! Studied for 3 hrs at yhub's Mac and decided to go home happily. Who knows?! I waited SO, SO LONG FOR THE BUS. I could either take 157 or 66 BUT AFTER 40mins, NONE OF MY BUS CAME. But well, at least I made it home...

Have you heard of someone waiting for a bus till one has a headache? If not, this is your 1st time. MY HEAD HURTS. HELP!

I had a great, great weekend! The response was overwhelming! Well, my cell group was seated at the usual place... People just kept coming forward. We had to push the chairs behind to give more space to the oncoming people. Sometimes I wonder, when is it my turn? Feel "jealous" when I have to stay at the seats when almost everyone goes down. I want that day to come again, PLEASE.

Now, it's back to reality! HOMEWORK. Even though I have neglected it for the past 24 hours, it's been psychoing(sp) me. ARGH! But I'm more then half way. Just that my room is SO neat that I can't study. Hahahaha. Yay. Tomorrow gonna study with Sheryne at Macs! Hopefully I can study for at least 4 hours!

Ok, I'm extremely, extremely nevours cos the talent time audition for me is this coming thursday! Argh! I might just back out anytime. Help me!

Hmmm, need to do my work now... I still owe teacher my chinese compo. Suppose to write the proudest moment. HMMMMMMMMM, proudest moment..... So, gtg! :)

Yay. Had the chance to wake up late! Woke up around 10plus. Hehehe. Did some packing up which didn't turn out well...

My neat bed :)
My neat make-up area :)


My neat table :)

See, I have such a neat room! Do come visit me one day... Erm, don't worry about my bed. I sleep with my mom. Thanks for caring anyway

Today went to Joo Chiat CC with sister Angel to donate blood! Too bad I'm under 16.. Can't donate :( But had a cool expirence. So next time I will know what to do when I donate blood! Btw, she was rejected *again* as her veins are too small and not very visible. However, we went for a blood test so that if we match, we can donate our bone marrow. I signed up for it! Had blood test. The person pricked my finger lor. So scared cos I didnt test my blood before. Well, I doing this for someone out there who has leukaemia. Hope I can be a help to you. That's why, I'm so proud of myself!!! But it's very rare. You can only find 1 to 20,000...

Followed by service! Was so great! I like it when expo is so crowded! Now I know why we can't come back on thursday or friday. Very crowded... Hehehe. Many people responded. So, so touched. They've made the decision.. How about you?

Going for service tomorrow! Yay! So excited. Gotta nap!

I thought that today is a Good Friday but...............

Today had enrolment service. Was looking forward to it as Sherrie's the ACSM! Really proud of her. BUT, was pissed, pissed, pissed! Let me give you an example...

Person1: I want you all to sit there and shut your mouth!

Then another person said, "if you want us to respect you, you must respect us 1st right?"

Erm, like who was the rude party here?! Even in choir if my juniors make a lot of noise, I won't tell them to shut their mouth! Yes, I will shout, "Keep Quiet!" or the worst one was "diam leh!" WOW. Brigade reavealing myself! So agree. revealing what kind of anger I have. HAHAHA.

During the service, I was super urgent okay. Seriously needed to go to the toliet. Had abit of distraction. Sorry for that CAN?!

Person2: Can you stop moving around?!

It seemed like I was always moving around! Yaya, whatever. But the toliet thing was serious. Studied at Macs after the enrolment service. Went to the toliet 4 times! How embarassing. Hahaha. STOP CHANGING TOPIC. I would openly say this.. GB SENIORS SUCK. Sorry if I'm too direct but it's my blog. I can say whatever I want. Erm, except SiewLing :) Sue me for all I care. Even if I forget about it, you guys will do something worse. I admit, the problem lies in me. Too bad I can't change. SORRY.

Now, choir practice is gonna be a work out session for me. I know studies are important but health is important too.. I WILL do my homework and study ok? Hehehe.

Easter coming soon! Drama! So exciting. Yay! I would love to be part of the production one day. Hahaha. And tomorrow I can wake up late for the 1st time in weeks! YAY!

Please give me a soft heart...

I decided to quote this to make someone feel happy :)

I had oral today. Yay! I was totally glad that my examiner is miss ngiam! She so friendly and she was smiling and laughing to me when i had the oral. I suppose she had a cough as she had a cup of milo beside her on the table and her voice was hoarse. Hope she could recover soon. SHE ROCKS YAY=)

I'm also worried for my oral. I suppose i dint do that well yea but it's of no use worrying now. It's over so everyone smile:) Whee. Tml gonna be a better day ya. Lookin forward to tml.

LOVES WANTING.
PRAISES TO MISS NGIAM TOO.
source: WanTing's blog whinywhiner.blogspot.com

:) You are not only loved my me, but also by many people around you.

Today I was so wanted not to come for choir. Was SO tired and bored singing the same old songs. BUT, I HAD GREAT FUN TODAY! Learnt the dance steps of a song. SO FUN OK. Sigh, but I'm not in the SYF choir. Learn also no use, heh. So I choir still rawks! :) Dancning helps me loose fats too!

This morning also spoke to the school on presenting the certs to the DandT people. Was sastisfied. HAHA. Spoke so fluently. SORRY ZHI PING AND MEE HAN. I forgot to call out their name. I bet they're so sad now. I mean if I'm them, I would be so sad lor. Boohoohoo. Really sorry.

There's GB enrolment service tomorrow! Yay! Means no more GB parades to attend anymore! Hehehe. I'm so evil.

Ok, I'm kinda of nevours right now. I've signed up for the Emerge talent time finals. The auditions is this week ok. SO SCARY. Argh. Not really prepared. But I chose a song I know very well. Hope this song can get me into greater heights :)

Need to rest. BYE.

I think I screwed up during English oral! I said "erm" like a million times ok! Heh. But I was also kind of proud of myself cos I spoke so well, I used nice vocabs! HEEHEE. Miss Tan was the examiner, hope I'll get good marks. HAHA. I would like to have another chance though.

Now then I realise how blessed I actually am. God has given me a pleasent family. I'm so happy that I am brought up in this way. Yes there will be quarrels but after a few mintues, everything is back to normal! Not forgetting I have another family called w325! *SMILES*

In diffculty now though. HOW?!?!?! Why can't I control people?! Doing all these is for YOUR own good! Maybe you all will understand, when the world is dying... I'll continue to try my best though.

Sick of choir.. Hahaha. There's practice yesterday, today and tomorrow! But soon, I will miss choir. Hahaha. Ok, TIME TO WORK!

Exams are coming! I don't want to miss the chance in doing well! MUGMUGMUG! I miss afternoon naps. They make me energetic in school. Haha. Dozed of for 5 mins during English cos we were reading newspapers. No intresting news.. Sad.

Today had the prefects investiture... Also cried can. Deborah is the new hear prefect! All along I knew it. Just that I was not that sure about it. And I cried because I was recalling the times where I look after her during gb when she was sec1 sec 2. HEHE. Had so much fun together. Hope she won't forget about me and leave me alone.. I love all of my juniors but I don't know why I dont really like my seniors. Hehehe.

Had the priviliage to become choir's chairperson for the day. Hehe. Cos the chair and vice chair could not make it. I rose up and took up the role! (erm, I had to lah. hahaha) NO FAIR! I wanna be in SYF opening! Why is it that my classmates from drama can go but ME, from CHOIR cant go? But it's for my own good... Really appriciate the thoughfulness :) Studies are more important and I will do you proud!

Still, CHOIR RAWKS :)

Today had half day of school. I liked it but had to rush off to the stadium. *sian* can't do much homework or whatsoever. I think my behavior is class has been rather bad. Been losing my trust in the teachers. Dear everybody, I WANNA CHANGE! Trying my best to be in pace with the homework already... I've stop watching TV already. Sorry if I use the comp cos I have to. Gotta keep in contact with my dad.

To you:
You are always someone who impacted my life, boost my confidence level. Really, thank you for existing in my life! You were great being the announcer for sports day today. Hehehe. You really mean a lot to me and seeing you so upset distrubs me. But I just feel so no.2... The most I can do is watch you from afar and hope you're ok. There's some deep desires in my heart I would want to carry out but how? Will you accept it?

I'm rather excited this Easter! The drama never fails to make me laugh and touch me. I hope I can be in the cast though. Hehe. But I'm really looking forward to it. I hope I can be a counseller. (means not enough people to help out with the overwhelming response so I come in and help..) What choice will you make? You have nothing to lose and everything to gain. Why dont you follow me on this journey?

Oh, my mom bought a new hp. No fair! :( It's like so nice can. Boohoo, too bad is not mine. Got to use it for 1 whole today though. It's a Nokia 6101. Nevermind, there's always a better phone. I can wait :)

I want a deep encounter!!

Today's service was great! I love today man! Always being so inspired to get my friends saved! It's always something hard but I can't give up either. I mean, I still can get along well with my friends when they're not believers but why do I always ask them to come and all that? Well, I wanna share God's love with them! Even when the whole world is against you, God always stays by your side. Love that you'll never expirence before... What choice will you make?

I realise how is it like to "lose" a family member. My dad barely comes back cos of his work. I still chat with him over the internet thanks to technology :) I dont miss him like crazy lah. But again, it's something for me to think.

Yay! There's school tmr. Sports day too! But a boring day for me. Well, but I gonna chat with my friends like crazy or even do my homework. Hahahaha.

Today was abit like a long day. Hahaha. Well, in the morning, had maths lesson. It started at 9 but I woke up at 8.30am. I was rushing like crazy! Hahaha. But in the end, I was on time :) Seesh, I was still planning to take a cab to school lor. That would waste my $4.50... But, WHO CARES, I was on time. Hehehe.

After lesson, rushed home to have cgm.. Was abit shocked cos everyone should be reaching my house at 12.45pm. But only until about 1.20pm, the 1st person come. I was like ..................... I RUSH HOME FOR WHAT?! Hmmm, but it's ok lah, honestly, I hate people who are late. Well, I'm a forgiving kind of person. Games was SO fun. HAHAHAHA! COS MY GROUP WON! I had the longest breath. I could say "pretty" for 26seconds.. CAN YOU?! Hahaha.
For ziqing she had the widest smile.
For Lisa unfortunately, she had the longest instead of the shortest fingernail.
And finally sweehong, she had the most flexible face! Hahaha, really hope to know her better. She's a very, very, very, very, very. very, very, very sporting person! Unlike me, always lazing around, eating and sleeping. Hehehe.

What Sister Angel shared was great! I'm blessed to bless others :) I will remember that. Heehee. After cgm played basketball! I'm always so poor in shooting :( And I injured my left middle finger. I cant scratch my head lor. It will be so painful. Bet I lost some fats. Wahahaha. I'm dying to swim can. I want my slender body. HAHA.

Then, went to KAP to study again. I took a longer time to complete my homework can. SOOOO stress! Sister Angel, I NEED YOUR GUIDANCE! But was satisfied! Studied for about 3hrs...

Tmr there's service! HEEHEE! So exciting! YAY! :)

Yes, I have not been blogging for 2 days already. I'm just so sick... But there's actually more to that. Hmm, life is always full of ups and downs. Well, I can say that these few days has been down for me. Something I think I have never really encountered. STRESS! Piles and piles of homework, yet to be done. And I am also rather distracted as I'm sick. Feel very, very sleepy. I want to be supernatural!

Feel like writing songs. When you write them, you feel that you are writing your heart out. Well, one day I want to write a song that will make people cry. Heehee, I have written one that made someone tear, hehe. So, I need inspiration!

I wanna complain! I will die one day in the DnT room cos everything's so dusty! Breathe in all the dust. I think I recovered annd was well until yesterday during DnT lesson. HAHAHA. Felt kinda odd yeaterday too. Cos after school there was a short GB meeting followed by choir AAC rehersal. Oh, Sherrie Chong is the new ACSM. I'm so proud of her! I teared ok... I believe she's gonna shine like the stars. Ok, cos during GB I would be like sitting around, listening to people. But when it's choir time, I'm like standing around, telling people what to do. Hehehe. Feel very, very akward(sp)

Hmmm, how do you feel when you're rejected from something you really, really, really want? Is like your dream not coming true! I'm currently in that status. I may be happy outside but in my heart, I feel that everything's gone...

Later having cgm! Looking forward to it. Hehehe. And service too. I wanna meet YOU.

Wednesday's the day where I have the least subjects during lesson. Yay! At least I have lesser subjects to worry about. Hehehe. D and T lessons are getting more fun! We work but still enjoy. The room is always filled with lame jokes and scarsm. Argh! The deadline is drawing near.
Note: It's DEADline

Whee! Already catching up with all homework. Hmmm, not really but I have shown slight improvements ok. I should give a pat on my shoulder right? :) Rewarded myself by letting my hair down with WanTing, HuiJun, Arina and SiShi.. What else are girls good at? CHATTING! We yaked, yaked and yaked all they way. We were one step into getting closer with one another.

One of my choir juniors was dignosed(sp) with hand, food and mouth disease. I had a fever yesterday! This scares me. What if I'm a senario when I'm going? What would people say before my deathbed? Will they mourn or will they celebrate? Hmmmm. Something for me to think.

My head's growing more pimples X) Poor me. I know the reason. STRESS! Do agree with me. Many people are falling sick these few days. Why? STRESS!

AFTER CONCERT STILL HAVE CHOIR PRACTICE! SIAN! NOT! :D I'm never tired from singing ok! Heehee. So gonna cry when I step down. It will be like no choir for months. Wonder how am I gonna survive.







extremely tired :O that's a yawn...

Today I was running a fever of 38 degrees. All started with a headache last night while doing all my homework. *stress* I even went to school today at about 1 so that I can get all the homework and fortunately, we had a double period math lesson. I realise how school is important to me too! I'm not a nerd k. I'm just extremly KS and don't want to do badly for exams.

I've promised someone that I'll get top 5 this year! You think I can do it? Really have to mug!

PS: I miss studying at Macs. Hehee. When can we continue? :)

Hmmm, after watching the videos of some of the songs my friend took for me, I guess the concert was not really a success. We screwed up like 1 million times. Actually for me there wern't enough rehersals. But, WHO CARES! It's over! Hahaha. Now, have to look forward to Annual Awards before I can step down..

I wanna take this time to thank choir for opening doors for me in terms or leading the people and performing in front of huge crowds. It also gives me self-confidence when fans shout for me when I'm performing. (hurhur, that's not good. I'm not a soloist ok...) But anyway, I believe I'm a changed person! And I'll definately be willing to help choir when they need help.

Unlike SOME other CCAs who only look for you when they need your help. If they don't, they IGNORE. Me not humbling myself?! Come on, talk to me! Yeeeeeeaaaaaahhh, the BIG people humble themselves SO much, SO wei3 da4 CAN?!!?! I DEEPLY RESPECT THEM :)
And honestly these are some of them reasons why I MIA.. Please lah, in the 1st place I was wronged for MIA-ing. Not blaming the teacher though... Cos she rawks! Haha, well, I just hope that I'm like the only victim and none of these nonesensical nonesence will be passed down from generations to generations. Every girl a leader? YEAH RIGHT.

Tests and more tests coming by... I NEED YOUR WISDOM! Help! I wanna be the line-crosser! Back to work then...

Today service was great! So glad that I attended it! God moved in a very powerful way :) If everyone were to see His powerful works. I was very touched... There was this old lady, her back view looked so much like my late grandma. She was on wheelchair and was unable to walk. She was sort of healed and she started walking to the front. There was this counseller who could speak cantonese. And the old lady accepted Christ. She just reminded me of grandma. How wonderful... Yeap, I believe that now she's in heaven enjoying herself! If only the people around me could see how real God is :)

I also exercised my faith by sitting in the car my brother is driving. The engine stall 4 times! Hahaha. But I think it was ok. Rather funny. Hahahaha.

Okie, enough of fun. Need to do my homework. I've made a promise. BYE!

Hahaha. Still can't get over yesterday's concert! It totally rawked! Whee! Have more photos. It's a pity if you didn't come. Wahaha.
Click on picture for bigger size...

I was giving the choir warmups. Hehehe. SO FUN! 1,2,3,4,5,6,7,8..1,2,3,4,5,6,7,8..
1,2,3,4,5,6,7,8..1,2,3,4,5,6,7,8...
1,2,3,4..1,2,3,4..1,2,3,4..1,2,3,4..
1,2..1,2..1,2,..1,2..
1..1..1..1..
Whee!!





The title of the concert, JUST A SINGLE VOICE! I like that deco.. SO NICE!










BBSS senior choir! We're small but STRONG! :)











Dancing "Any Dream Will Do" 5,6,7,8! Hahaha! So fun, so fun, so fun! Hehe!












Ginny and Sister Angel who came to support me! Thanks for the flowers! The 2nd time I received a stalk! I wonder when will I receive a bouqet of flowers... Hahaha.









I believe that one day I will be able to sing solo on a stage! Hahaha. That's my ultimate dream! So wonderful lor! If that day would come. Hehehe.

Today had cgm! So great! After cgm had captain's ball game. Was too weak to play. Before the concert had rehersals and rehersals like crazy. But the concert was a success! Tomorrow there's service! Looking forward to it. And it will back to study!!! OH! Still got Annual Awards performance! But will concentrate on studies!

WOW! WOW! The concert was a great success! It's the best concert I've ever performed :) I wanna thank the follow people who took time to come watch me...
-Wanting
-Jasmine
-Sishi
-HuiJun
-Ginny
-Kenneth
-Sister Angel
-Mr Jansen

Not forgetting one of the VIPs of the concert who is also my VIP, Ms Ngiam :) I really enjoyed performing as much as how much you've watch me. Ok, it's a choir so it's US. Hahaha. Some photos to share..

My wonderful friends! Thanks for watching me!












Naughty Mr Jansen! Hahaha, anyway, noticed I had sunflowers? Was from Sister Angel. Thanks a lot! Really appriciate it :)

















Got to know a friend! His name is Razif. A joker in WGS choir! Hahaha. Just like me. He's a sectional leader too. Stood beside him during the combined songs. So, we've become friends! :)


After the concert we went celebrating by eating KFC! Wahaha. Finally! Also, went to Swensens to eat ice-cream! Yumyum, :\ But I think I gained some grams. Hahaha.





Well, there are more photos but I have yet to receive them. Hehehe. Will upload them soon ok! Keep visiting :)

CHOIR RAWKS!