Okay I'm feeling way much better now. But that headache was seriously painful! Never want to have headache again... Actually in the morning had abit of headache. Still, went to school. BUT, I was late for school :\ Another record in the school system. Hope I wont be late again! I dont like to be late. Hahaha.

Sometimes I feel that there are certain things I don't deserve. I just don't know. Sometimes I just wonder, why study when I'm so bad at it? I really don't know! I know I have disappointed someone. I can't even do a simple question in a test! You've done so much but me, done so little. Even doing revision in the various worksheets, I cannot do every single question! I'm speechless, just speechless.

Glad that things in my class is settled and everyone's back to normal. Now I think I'm the one who had changed. I hope I can turn invisible and just hear from all my friend's gossiping on how bad am I and maybe I can just reflect by myself all change for the better!

After school, served detention. That 1 hour seemed forever! I was doing some work. I was amazed on how that prefect really trusted me. Cos I was late 2 times this year. The previous time I was late, I completed my detention through my form teacher due to some reasons. In the list, they said I didn't complete my detention and I told her and she accepted my reasoning!

Me: Erm, are you sure you wanna trust me?
Her: (said nothing)
Me: (Explained to her everything and even told her to go ask my teacher)
Her: (looked at me as if she still trusted me)

I mean, I was so shocked! I was not fierce. (cos she was sec2) Maybe I looked real scary and she dare not go against me. Hahaha. Anyway, thanks for trusting me. You made the right choice by the way. Revathy was doing detention with me and she said, "God knows you're telling the truth!" I was encouraged... Maybe I am in an environment that on one trusts me? So, I MUST EARN YOUR TRUST!

Rushed for my choir AAC rehersal. Was kinda fun... But we sang badly! No warm ups! *complain* Hope tomorrow we'll do better!

Now I'm very nevours! TWO MORE DAYS to my audition. I just want people to enjoy that 2 mins, nothing more. Do wish me all the best though. I need warm ups before I sing. HAHA. Okay, BACK TO WORK. And I better sleep early so that I wont be late for school and have a bad record. Wasted my first 2 chances. HAHA.