Today is THE day! With the many weeks of intense practice, finally it's today! Kinda excited but extremly tired. Hardly have the time to sit down and do my holiday homework. Well, I gotta put in more effort the next few weeks lor. Poor me. Hahahaha. Frankly speaking, I have doubts about winning... Cos it's like we not in timing and we dont smile enough. Oh well, hope today we'll put a great performance.

Yesterday after preview I rushed back all the way to school to support my choir in their rehearsals. I had to pay a price, S$16... And I did not get to see them perform. Only only during the finale. But least had supper :)

Yesterday I just felt so loved by what someone said to me. The person really cares a lot. Seeing the smile on her face makes me feel so assured. If only I had more time together with her...

Back to that feeling again. Why do people wanna lie?! Do you know that I care careless about the things you do? Do you know why I am so affected about it and wanna do something? It's because I care! I really do. Maybe some things are just beyond my control. Well, that's life.. But I'll be praying for you, making sure that nothing bad will happen.

My room is *dont know what word to use* messy! Only can clean it up next week. ARGH!!