It's just typical Saturday for me. Disappointing. I tell you, if I was in SYF I would be performing in front of 40,000 people okay!!! But anyway, some have to make sacrifices.. Imagine if I had to attend all the SYF rehearsals I would not be able to catch up with my homework! BUT, it's over and let's not talk about it. Well, before the actual thing, went to buy some M&M's to everyone who was performing. Just a little something from me lah. Ahahaha, didnt expect that they would be so thoughtful bombard my handphone with "thank you" messages. But I used $18 just like that!!! But they deserve something lah! For going all the practices. I think it drove them crazy.

Had cgm today. Was refreshed! Wanted very much to feel happy but I couldent. Until after cgm, when some of us chatted, I was so happy! At least I had the chance to crap around. Hahaha. In KAP, saw Ren Jie. I only casually told him that he was shuai (handsome) and every single staff in the counter and the kitchen laughed! I was so embarassed okay! About 20 people were there and they were woo-ing about. I kept laughing and laughing. But they didnt give me extra fries! Hmph!

I guess things are back to normal now. But I still say, I love you.... I just dont know why 1 person can make such a big difference in my life.