Tuesday, September 12, 2006

Ok, I've did a lot of work and I deserve to be here for a little while. Having my maths paper 1 prelims tomorrow. Ahhh! Really stressed up (as usual)... Had night study in school. Wasn't happy about certain things though. However, no matter what mood I am in, I still have to practice my maths! Cannot allow these little things affect my future!

Heard that there is a probability that my band(drastic turnover) might be dispending(sp/gr). Not that it is said openly but just the attitude of some people, my manager might just fire all of us -.- If so, it will be very disappointing because we have some performances that we have yet to perform. I will be sad lah, if you're almost there, but slowly the dream dies off. Besides, my dream came true because of my band! How can I afford to not perform anymore with those wonderful and funny people? God, please do something......

I cannot believe that I can get so affected by what some people say to me. I always try to tell myself that they don't mean it but I still get so worked up on it. Why am I that sensitive? Still, those words you say affected me badly.

Today choir had physical training before the actual practice.. They ran 4 rounds from the sidegate to the maingate. Hehe, so fun. However, I was disturbed by a certain netball girl. Shall not mention her name. I know that we choir people are not as fit as you all. So what if they run slower and block your way? You can simply overtake us right?! You don't have to give that kind of face. EGO, EGO! If you think you're so great, why don't you sing a proper tune? Bet you cant!! I really despise people who look down upon my choir members. For now, you have created a bad image for yourself.. Go shoot the ball in the net lah. Nobody bothers to see your skinny legs anyway. By the way, I'm real excited about joining choir again! So many upcoming concerts! WHEE!

Been having dreams about the new school premise near my house! So excited! I can walk to school already. Give me more dreams!! Yess!!!

Better sleep early. If not I'll end up sleeping during the paper!