???

I know there are so many things I can do.

Yet, I'm just sitting around, doing nothing.

What's hindering me?? Myself? or others?

I think the thing I enjoy most is just to be the Maria that will run about the school, shouting at people from the top floor, making jokes which are not necessary, pushing people really hard, talk back to older people, kissing everyone and creating trouble. But why? Why have I toned down? Can I have a pass to be naughty once again? I just hate controlling myself... Someone, please pull me to the dark side......

Studying! it's getting into me!

Ok, a quick post before I go to bed. Anyway, I feel so sastisfied today! Yay! After school, stayed back and completed EVERY SINGLE QUESTION of A.math homework of integration! Yayness! :D That's amazing for me indeed. I kept redoing till I got the correct answer. I think integration rocks. Haha.Went home, ate dinner and continued my work for another 1hr30mins. But I dont think that's enough :( I must study 4 hours every night that kind. Heh, give me chance, I'm progressing! Woo! I miss the times last year, studying for 6 hours. I think the stress did help me slim down a lot too ^_^

The following injuries are true and non-fictional... Playing the guitar too much causes your fingers to be like that. I have been scraping off the dead skin and sometimes I overdid it and it bleeds. The pain feels like when you're having a blood test and the needle is pricked into your finger.Got this while drilling holes during D and T lesson. Guess I didnt hold the acrylic firmly enough. The piece of acrylic just spinned together with the drill bit and the pointed corner slammed onto my hand. I think there'll be a blueblack tomorrow. Sigh.Despite the injuries, I just wanna thank God that I'm alive and kicking! There would be a high chance that one day I might actually fall off from outside my classroom becuase the ledge is too low[below my tummy]. Those people from my class ah, keep pushing me, for fun lah. GRRRR. BUT IT CAN BE DANGEROUS!!!!!

It is a must to describe yesterday's chem remedial. We were kinda new to the environment. Doing practical blahblahblah and suddenly Murray's table was on fire!! The flame was at the gas tap so it was IMPOSSIBLE to turn it off! Teacher was screaming, "Everyone turn off you gas now!" Sui sui all off sia. I couldent help myself lah. I actually screaming and started running around, like what I have learnt from the characters in The Sims and Red Alert 2. After the fire was put out by the lab assistant by a wet cloth, teacher was saying, "Next time I dont want any of you to shout." People around me started laughing at me. Ok, I know this should be a laughing matter AT ALL. Crap. When did I suddenly become the super duper naughty Maria? :\

Anyway, one of the chemicals turned yellow due to reaction and it looked so much like banana smoothie. So I took a photo of it to let WanTing be jealous. LOL. Dont worry, that's not a straw and I didnt drink anything. The lab was so hot that my cheeks turned rosy. Urgh! HOTHOTHOT!

OK, that's all I have to share. Wow, and I thought this would be a short post. I'M LOVING SCHOOL!! :DDDDD

first day of term 3

Geee, I overslept. Guess what time I work up. 6.50am. HAHA. Today I started timing how long I took to walk to school. 7min30sec :D Ok, enough bragging. I think everyone is sick of it. But it is fun to know if anyone is at home! Windows open: at home... Windows closed: not at home. DUHH. Somemore once in awhile just turn my head and admire at my house. Haha.

First thing in the morning, everyone was assembling at the quadrangle. My class sit extreme right. I could hardly hear the announcements lor. 2 reasons... 1- There were only 2 mics and it wasnt direct at us.. 2- SO MANY PEOPLE TALKING. I really hate it when an important announcment is made and people chatting away. Then, they'll give a blur look. Ok, I will not hesitate to slap them. During national anthem so quiet! So much for "building national loyality" learnt in SS.

Headed to class and bang, maths lesson right away[by right it was to be form teacher's time]. But it was ok. No harm done right, having math lesson. I have to force myself to like maths. Sighhh. Becoming a slave of it. Hahaha. But I really hope I can achieve those As. Then it'll be my life testimony!

Then it was recess!! Went down quickly. The canteen was super crowded lor. Got my food and settled down at a table. I was so angry that I started cursing the person who didnt put back the plates. How inconsiderate of them! If I catch anyone of them they're really gonna get it. WanTing will guide me. Hehehe.

After school I went home and took a nap. Must have naps or else I'll end up sleeping during lesson time!! Bad girl! Hopefully tomorrow I wont fall asleep during assembly or something :O

In the evening left the house for CHEC tuition. Been to that place before. So I didnt lost my way. HAHA. Did some reading up on physics and SS on the bus. SOO PROUD!! :D Tuition was about Indicies. I have to admit. I'm a slow learner. If only I was born brighter :\ Sighhhh.

Ok, anyway need to do my homework. In case you realised, I have not touched today's homework yet. BYEBYE!! Tomorrow will be a great dayyy!! :DDD

SERIOUS

My last blog entry before school starts! Will be cutting down my internet time. It's serious work this time. I mean I was serious but now I'm more serious. Haha. Oh, cannot laugh, not a joke. Must be SERIOUS! -__-

Went to school today for D and T and will be going to school tomorrow for the same reason. Finishing up 80% of my artefact liao! But folio only 20% done. Oops. Fear not, I'll catch up before the deadline! I promise to be sui sui. Must get distinction! Photos of my artefact!!
Anyway nice D and T room right? In no time, the room will be in a mess again! Hahaha. Oh, I had a 1 hour nap. Hohoho. I was simply too tired! From all the basketball, eating and sanding of wood.

I was ramdomly searching the internet and I found this phone. CHIO! I seem to like it a lot! All my friends have been changing phone except me. Peer pressure. HAHA. Actually it dosent matter what handphone you have. Can make a call is good enough already. Right? :DD

I think right now I have an inspiration to write. So I shall write my English compo RIGHT NOW!!! TAKECARE EVERYONE!!

happy birthday murray!

Whoa, just came back from a BBQ party. TIRED from eating. Hahaha. Anyway it was Murray's birthday yesterday!! I still remember last year she mentioned that no one ever remembered her birthday but look at this year! I hope the surprise did cheer you up :D Had tons of fun. Firstly, eat, eat and eat! Muahahaha. I was tied down between going home early or not. I wanted to watch my HK drama show's last episiode! Well, friendship is on top of everything, so I stayed on... Though it was painful. But fear not! My mom recorded the show liao so I can watch it later[8am].

After eating, played basketball with Shaoyu, ShengJie, WeeCheak and Weiya. It was fun! Burned some fats there I guess. We had a match! I was in the same team as Shaoyu. It's kinda inspirational when I shoot well and he says, "well done!" He taught me not to be a spoiltsport too. Hahaha. Playing tomorrow again! Whee!

Joined the gals playing Monopoly. Haha. Didnt play as I came in half way. They seemed to have so much fun. I am dying to play Monopoly too!!! Oh, half way the lights blacked out. It was pitch dark but they still continued playing. Chang Rui took out his handphone and gave some light. I took out my LED light too. It was funny to see how engrossed they were in the game. Hehe.

Some went home and we went to WanTing's neighbourhood with Wanting, Sishi and Changrui to chat about certain things. So cool. It's my first time doing it at night! And I'm glad they all 3 are fully supportive in my principles, cos many people are against it and think that it'll never exist. We left about 12.30am and walked to the bus stop. However, there were no more buses already! Sishi got the timing wrong. So since we had to take a cab home, we might as well talk more. Haha. Chatted for another hour before going home.

Miss the working days where I would reach home at unearthly hours. I miss the bus driver uncle too. Haha.

Ok, time to sleep! Tomorrow will be a pia-ing day. Pia, pia, pia!!!

1.0ne silly name u were called by ur close friends?
-fatty.[HAH, kidding, my close frens wont call me that]

2. What is your favorite ice creamflavor?
-anything, got ice cream to eat can liao.

3. What movie/s are you waiting for?
-I like comedies. Those LMAO type can liao.

4. If you wanted to be in a band, what would u call it?
-My current [or ex] is Drastic Turnover. Hmm, not sure about what I want. No inspiration.

5.what is the weirdest thing you've ever eaten?
-a duck's gullet. YUCKKKK!!

6. do you want to live with yourgf/bf forever?
-)^*%**!%

7.Where is the place you want to beright now?
-on a nice comfy hotel bed :D

8. What song do you listen to feelhappy?
-eh, not sure.

9. In The Lord of the Rings, who areyou?
-i dont know the story. LOL.

11.What movie/s made you cry?
-various

12.Name famous people you had a crush on?
-hmm, dont have

13.What is your favorite drink?
-i like all. but ice lemon tea and green tea would be nice.

14. Which cartoon character is your favorite?
-SPONGEBOB SQUAREPANTS!

15.r u a moNEY stealer?
-no, but im a stationary stealer :P

16.If you could freely kill just one celebrity? who?
-im ok with all of them so far.

17.Coke or Pepsi?
-pepsi

20. Single or married?
-married!! without marriage, i wouldent be here too!

21.Describe yourself in one word?
-FAT! kidding. erm, sunny.

22.What's the first thing you do whenyou wake up?
-check handphone

23. What's the last thing you do beforeyou sleep?
-pray, reflect on the day.

24. Something about you that you're proud of?
-i performed in front of hundreds before!!

25. Are you in love?
-im in love with TVs

26.What's your mobile number?
-cant say

27.Are you happy??
-yeah, kinda :DD

28. Why?
-cos im alive

29. but is there sumthing else u want?
-definately

30. What are you listening to rightnow?
-the fan

31. Complete this sentence: THE WORLD NEEDS..
-a vision

32. What was the last thing you ate?
-fishballs. yummy.

33.If you were a crayon, what colorwould you be? why?
-red. love.

34.What did you eat for breakfast?
-BAJIANG!! [dumpling]

35. who is the last person you talked to?
-WanTing

36.Last person who sent you a message?
-Melina

39.WAT R U WEARING?
-my pjs

40.Favorite day/s of the week?
-saturday and sunday

41.Favorite place?
-there's no place like home :D

42. Why?
-i can play, eat, sleep, go toilet without any problems!!

kopped this from Cynthia. hahhaa. this kinda like a self-reflection thing. which is good lah. grrr, should not have taken my nap. im not sleepy. arghhh!!

serious work

Today I had remedial lessons. It was good seeing my classmates and teachers once again after 3 weeks. Not forgetting, in a new environment!! Even though the class is not really clean, but I must say that it is really cooling at the 4th floor! Somemore we're beside 5N2, which means I need not climb up and down to look for Acelyn and WanTing. HAHA.

During the last lesson, Mr Mazlee gave us a school tour. Hehe, it was fun[no lesson=fun]. I think he's up to something as he told us to write things down while walking around the school.

After school, went straight home as I needed to catch up with my proper sleep which didnt have during the weekends. Before that I ate another 2 dumplings. YUMMY! Ok, I think I gotta control my diet if not I will grow FAT :(

Tomorrow will be lessons again and than D and T. Looks like I have to get used to busy school life again. Another set of A.Maths worksheets given to us. Gotta do it! BYEEE!

a day with angel

Before I share about today, I'm going to share about yesterday's cgm because someone asked me to do so :P Well, I was told last minute to put up a little song item to inspire people around me to learn how to step out! Hee, I sang "像我这样的"[clique, you know the song!] I really stepped out as you know, my Chinese stinks and there you see me performing a Chinese song in front of close to 20 people! And it is a song that is so related to my life. Like, "A person like this, will you still love me?" or "I just want to lead this simple life[of no critism]" But yeah, you can't make everyone like you.

Ok, happier side of this entry. I spent 15 hours with Angel today. Haha! Wow, that's a lot! We caught up on a lot of things. Was just recalling the times when we were in the same cellgroup. Ah, miss those times. But the feeling is just so different as I felt before. Nevertheless, we had fun!! We commited about 5 hours to each other. HAHA. Managed to travel to a couple of places.

Those mega stores were just side my side. We walked like crazy. Had a lot of fun too! Esp testing the couches and bed at Ikea. HAHA. I eyed a roller chair! Will be seeking permission from my dad to get it[he knows which is the best and worthwhile]. This is what Angel bought in our 5 hours shopping trip.

Cheese, tempted by the flesh. HAHAHA.

A soft toy doggy named "Doggy"

I was asked to take a photo with him too. Basically to also show you how I looked like today. HAAA.Time was up and we headed to the airport to fetch our dearest Phoebe! Boy I was glad to see her. It's funny but everytime I am at the airport's arrival, a BIGGGGGG smile would be on my face. I have just began to realise that people around me are so precious and that I should cherish them while I still can, before it would be too late. Glad to have you back Phoebe!!! :D

The past 3 days had been so tough. I felt like I was all alone, with no one by my side and I had to complete this race. It was like the more I ran, the harder it was. I really wanted to just give way and collaspe onto the floor. How I wish so much that I'll have friends I used to have to lift me up. I really hate to be alone. Friends are really so important.

spolit princess

Ok, I think my temper is really getting badddddddddddddddddddd. But it's totally not my fault! Just that someone[shall not mention] is really getting on my nerves! I just hope that person wasnt like that and my temper would be better. Sighhhhhhhhhh.

Today I was spoilt by someone[another someone of course]. Hehehe. Ahhh, Maria! Cannot always like that you know?! It isnt nice treating others that way! Anyway, you know who you are... Thanks for today ;D I guess today was the funnest day of my June holiday. YAYYYYYY.

Enough of celebration. TIME TO MUGMUGMUGMUGMUG. Urgh :\

Sorry no sweet photos of me, YET. muahahahahaha!

munch munch

Been staying at home the past 3 days doing all holiday homework and I felt so sick! So today, I decided to go to school. Haha. At the same time I also accompanied HuiYun before her netball training. I know, I appear like some freak who loves going to school. Hurhur. But really, I felt so much better walking and looking at the outside world -__- Cannot "jing di zhi wa" HAHA.

Been munching A LOT of stuff. Just ate EXPIRED white chocolates that my bro got from Germany. I didnt know till I ate the last bit -__- Well, let's just take it that I'm training up my stomach. I also ate gummy bears and all sorts of fruits. Ok, guess I need motivation to do some exercise. POS training had helped me cut down a lot cos we kept dancing non-stop! Sun, be sunnier so that I'll be tempted to swim. HAHA.

Oh ya, TAN JUN YAO WAS ON TV!! Hahaha. Some Chinese challenge show going around Jurong Point balancing a bowling pin on his head walking for 18m. He did it within 13 seconds and earned himself 50bucks! Wow. What's more, he was wearing our old class shirt. Abit of publicity here ;D

Will be going to school tomorrow again cos Mr Tan asked me to help to something. Getting sick of going to school already. Haha. But nevermind. I need to go out to breathe some fresh air.

Another eye candy for you. NOT!!!! Wow, this is working! Prolly I should always behave like Violet. Hehe. My hair looks horrible though. Didnt comb after bathing. Whatever. Oh, and the lovely sheep is from my beloved cell group *HUGSSSSSSSS*

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Looks like I caught this "disease" from Violet. HAHA.

Don't wanna put the photo so big because I'm shy :O But I have been pretty flattered as some of friends commented that it looks nice. However, do not be decived, camera illusion. I dont think I'm THAT pretty. HAAH. As I look at my classmates' friendster photos, wow they changed a lot. I'll definately go for a haircut before school reopens. Meanwhile, I'm working on my tummy!! Do cheer me on! Heh.

bbss official opening

Haha, went down with Sishi and Wanting to tour around the new school building. It was nice to see my friends again. MISS YOU GALS!! Thanks to you Ben, I have to go and give the class a tour around the school -__- However I enjoyed it. Had flag raising first thing in the morning. I was telling Sishi that we both would cry as the flags are being raised.

Sishi's reason: "Now I have to travel so far to school!! What misery!"

Maria's reason: "Finally I can walk to school! Hooray!"

Talked about some information and we had the long awaited school tour! Since Clive reads my blog, I shall put a good word for him. Haha. Good tour guide. Provides us with sufficient information. And got stung by a bee!! Hope your finger is ok now...

Let the pictures describe the place! I'll explain as we move on :D

Playing around while waiting for the late comers.

My classroom. No ceiling fan but 10 wall fans! Nice roof. Hee.

The heart of the school but, look at the background :DDD

I captured Huiyun!!

This will be my favourite hang out, the D and T room! Heheehe!

Humongous field with running track.

Benches to hang out.

A lot of greenery.

Jackfruit tree!!

As you walk from one block to another, you'll get to admire the trees and plants!

Haha, obvious right? Security box.

Backgate. One day I'll skate down this road. Haha.

the marketplace- being an asset

Service yesterday and today really impacted me. Everything is so related. Tomorrow will be the official opening of BBSS Toh Tuck Campus and I believe things are going to be new! It's the place where I will be taking and receiving my Os. Similar to the paradigm shift, things are definately going to change in BBSS also :D I wanna be an asset to BBSS, not a liability!! (easiest way is to do well in my studies. hee.)

Really, holidays is always the breakthrough period. Where my life moves from glory to glory! Not because I'm sitting at home watching TV all the time but I always seem to grow more in the Lord during the holidays! Can't wait to be in school again!

Well, I better treasure my secondary school days and do the best that I can. I believe I'm here for 5 years for a reason! Let my 5th year be the best one ever! I hope there'll be open doors for me to perform in __________. I don't wanna leave BBSS unchanged.

"You are the light of the world. A city that is set on a hill cannot be hidden.
Matthew 5:14

I believe great things are coming my way!! Woo! I'm really excitedddd! :DDDD




Just came back from the airport. Went to see my dad off as he's going to Norway(again) for work. And can you believe it!? Expo I went home and then to Changi Airport again! But anyway I had a good talk with my parents. I was simply showing off what I have learnt in church to them and they seem to be very impressed! I think they're really happy to see their own children all grown up. They'll be more happy when their children get married. HEEEEEHH.

Mission trips, I wanna go for one!! After my Os... Yay!! Meanwhile I shall go for a marketplace mission trip!!! HOORAY!

Phoebe, jiayou!! I'm always behind you! :DD

a day out

Guess what I did today? It is my favourite past time. DONATING BLOOD! Yay, 3rd time already. It feels really good donating blood. The smiles of the nurses and the free "medical treatment" they give. I think I also lost some weight. HAAH!! Went with dearest SuBing who agreed immediately after I asked her. Thanks girl!

After donating we went to MS and did some shopping. Boy oh boy. Things are getting cheap due to the great Singapore Sale (GSS) We bought a couple of cheap stuff!My shoes were worth $10 only!! And earrings going at 3 for $5. Is that cheap or what?! Guess the shopaholic in me is taking control! I hope GSS would exist forever! Anyone wanna join me in a shopping spree? WanTing, I know you are short of cash. But if I can get shoes worth $10, what can $50 do man. Haha. Tsk.

Took MRT home and guess what, I almost wanted to faint! It was so stuffy in there! My eyes had green stars all over and my ears were hearing some high pitched sound. My head was spinning and I broke out cold sweat. I was so afriad that I would faint as the doctor earlier on told me that a lady fainted this morning opposite the hospital after donating blood. How scary is that. But thank God I didnt faint if not I'll end up in hospital and waste a lot of money that I can use for shopping. GAHHH! But seriously, the feeling isnt nice and I wont want to experience that again. Tip: drink more water even you have drank a lot already!!

Ok, study day tomorrow again!! In order to have good results, I must have discipline! Well, I try... TV shows are SUPER BORING by the way.

Time to watch my 10pm HK show liao. TAKECARE EVERYONE!!! DONT "FAINT" LIKE ME!! :D

free day

Finally, a free day that I can stay at home. The following photo will tell you what I have been doing today :D It is said that women are multi-taskers.

The above is a photo of the new school!

A photo of me and Nicole. So funny, she wanted me to carry her. She was jumping and hugging my legs. So I said, "Say please" and she was like "pishhhh" Yay, I want to see her more often!! It trains me up to become a mom. HAHA.

emerge

Woo, I have so much to share. Well, lets start with POS first. I think our performance was awesome! Definately better than last year ;D But more than just performing, we have found each other and we're running the same vision together!! WEST REVIVAL!! Photos and clips of Emerge! :D

Yup, Emerge Conference 2007 changed my life. It was more than the excitment, being hyped up and the fun but truly, I was impacted a lot from what I have learnt and the anoiting in the conference. I don't know why but the newly composed songs' lyrics really touched my heart and I really mean what I sang. Main phrase: I decrease and let God increase...

POS WEST MEMORIES

Really made good friends with you guys. It dosent matter if we get 2nd only. What matters is that we're united and running the same vision side by side together. Yeahh? :D

Went to the new school today!! Haha, it has the BBSS feel as the building were painted red and the sign boards are pasted exactly like in the old building. The place is nicely done up. As you walk from a block to another, you'll get to admire at the beautiful greenery. At least it's something different lah. Will take photos when I have the chance. Most prob will be going again tomorrow! Whee!

Recalling the old building...

Now I'm at the free-er moment of my June holidays. NOT! Gotta study! Good news, I did maths for 2 hours yesterday! Aim: 3 hours of study everyday!! YAY!!