???

I know there are so many things I can do.

Yet, I'm just sitting around, doing nothing.

What's hindering me?? Myself? or others?

I think the thing I enjoy most is just to be the Maria that will run about the school, shouting at people from the top floor, making jokes which are not necessary, pushing people really hard, talk back to older people, kissing everyone and creating trouble. But why? Why have I toned down? Can I have a pass to be naughty once again? I just hate controlling myself... Someone, please pull me to the dark side......