Today we had the 1st rehearsal for 'Metamorphosis'. One word, TIRED! I was pratically just running about, eating and studying. Yes, I didnt study a little. Yay. I hope choir did enjoy my crappy-ness and jokes. I like to make them laugh :D I love their riversong. It's so river-ish. HAHA. But I hope they can feel more and think it beyond just then performing it. No comments for Dancing Song though. No saying that it's good either. I'm just sick of that song. Been singing like since November last year. Must grab hold of that kind of feeling then can do well. Seesh.
Managed to have a lil tech run for my performance. I was actually quite scared. At the same time, my heart was melting inside my body; my dream had finally come true. Like what I saw in my vision, pitch darkness with a bright light shining at me as I was performing. But more than that, I hope I'll put up a good one and impress the audience![dont be surprised if I tear. KIDDING!]
I just started thinking about so many things. I felt as if people around me were giving me a cold shoulder. Or am I too sensitive? I just want people to know that my heart is so true. I still wanna be the bubbly, loud and friendly Maria. Not the super serious, stern and hostile kind. I didnt know I had to go though so much in order for my dream to be fulfilled.
I hope next week will be better. I want to maximise my potential!