pitstop

Finally changed my blogskin! It looks fuller now at least. But still, there's no picture of something. Dosent matter right? :)

Today's Geography was fun! But kinda stoopid also. I studied like mad last week and this morning before the paper but NOTHING I memorised came out. Oh well, it's still a blessing? At least its not something I totally do not know how to do at all! Wonder what will come out for Social Studies because it is the weaker one among my humanities. It would be lovely if I would get an A like N levels :)

A.Maths was ok also. Loads of people commented that it was superduper easy. Well for me it is just moderately easy. I'm believing for a B. B stands for breakthrough! But I want more "Amazings" than "Breakthroughs" for my O levels.

Will be chionging E.Maths this weekend. I must claim my "Amazing"!

Finally I can sleep soundly tonight. Yawn...

why hi-5 rocks

Just take a few minutes and hear this song :)

I'm free from A.Maths!!!!!!!!!!

rest

I was told to rest, so here am I! Right now, I can feel my skull compressing my brain. Or is it my brain expanding? Very uncomfortable. 3 more weeks and all will be gone. Feel like screaming really loud, but I can't, later the police will come knocking at my door. LOL. I hate this feeling, I hate this feeling, I hate this feeling!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Thanks everyone for your prayers and encouragement.

Yesterday during service there was a drama. Everytime the word "Unconditional love" was mentioned, I would tear. Just reminded me of His unconditional love in my life. Especially during this tough period.

I was bad yesterday. Nevertheless, Happy Birthday and thanks for everything you've done for me. It's just so hard expressing myself in front of you.

My refuge, my shelter, my healer and rest...

Dreamt of Hi-5 AGAIN. Pfffft.

crap

Just came back from a 3 hour study session @ Mac. Yup, I went there with Gopi and Augustine. Managed to do 1 and a half A.Maths Paper! And had a guessing game related to Chemistry. Not bad lah. Don't forget, studied about 4 hours in school? Plus 1 hour at home. Which means, 8 hours! Yay! Sastisfied. Hmm, maybe not. I wanna reach 10 hours!

Augustine was right. I won't study after leaving Mac. HAHA. Hmm, nah, maybe I'll read some Geog before going to sleep. Too much words in my brain currently.

Oh, yesterday, I had Science Pratical Exam. Was MUCH easier than I expected, just that I lost 5 marks in total for nothing. You see, during the last 5 minutes, I was double checking and changed the correct answers to the wrong one. AHHHHHH! Hmm, I think that can give me more determination to really do well and score for my theroy papers. I think I'll punish myself if I got a B3, C5 or D7. Those few marks that I lost could bring me up another alphabetical grade!!! But that wont happen of course, I'll study REALLLL hard for my Sciences.

A.Maths exam is coming, hohoho. VERY nervous. Even my Chinese got a D7 while A.Maths was a F9. Of course, I would wanna attain a 'B', or be even like my brother, an 'A'!! And I wont want to disappoint someone too.

Teachers have been availing their time for consultation. Most of the time, I would be just sitting down, listening to my friend's questions being answered. I think I have been too overwhelmed by the hundreds of questions my friends asked. Don't worry, was still there listening attentively. I would also wanna thank all the teachers who have been helping us. Really appreciate the time.

After studying at Mac, we lepak-ed. Kept laughing non-stop too. Well, laughing's definitely a way to de-stress :D

Lesson learnt: DO NOT CHANGE YOUR ANSWER AT THE LAST MINUTE UNLESS YOU ARE VERY, VERY SURE YOUR EDITED ANSWER IS CORRECT!!!!!!!!!

see you on nov 6

Countdown: 7 more days to O level!! Yup, my last time touching this lappy. Sobsob. Anyway guys, really appreciate your tags. Just too lazy to reply. HAAH.

Miss typing actually. Itchy fingers. Ok, let me talking about something...

11pm Sunday show: The Peak. It's real fun watching with my dad actually. He'll say, "Aiyah! All this bluff people one." Most of the time, those actors when they climb onto the ship, he'll then say, "Why so stupid? Why they climb onto the helicopter pad?" Hahaha. Nevermind if you think it's not funny though. COS YOU DONT WORK IN A SHIPYARD!

*wipes face*

Now I'm considering if I should go for nursing or engineering. Pffft! Oh well, STUDY FIRST. Yay, did A.Maths and Chemistry today. Ate a lot too. Sigh, think I'm gaining weight :/ So sianed with everything. Like no life like that. 3 more weeks!!!

My last few words: Thanks faithful readers and please continue to tag even though I will not read. HAHA!

There will be no limitations in my life!

the wise

Probably the best photo taken with him :) He's real sweet. Not forgetting the good D and T results I will have! MUAHAHA. But really, he has been an awesome teacher. I'm sure he'll remember me and my rubbish too ^^

Had 8 hours of study today, not sastisfied with it. I will improve on it. But now, BRAIN DEAD. Cannot absorb already. During those 8 hours, was abit distracted. However, I kept saying, "Maria, discipline!" and poof, suddenly can study well. Seen myself improving too. Yay!

Well, time to get a good sleep! Tomorrow will be a better day!

farewell

In the midst of my break I was just thinking, "There's no harm in blogging and I can take it as a break right?" So here I am :) Yeah, felt that blogging circulates my brain to think of expressive words which will help me in my Paper 1! I'll most prob be blogging during the after hours as I have a 5 hour study block when my attention span is at most 2 hours? Seesh.

Proudly just did my Chemistry! Chem teacher was like saying, "You never do, blahblahblah" Hope she'll be pleased with me later! Got questions to ask her too. Hope she can see my sincerity and desire to really do well for Chemistry.

Did A.Maths yesterday in school. So happy I just passed. Hey, do not despise little improvements. Imagine if I improve by 5 marks in every paper I do, I'll see that 'B' at the end of the tunnel! I passed considering that I had some really stoopid careless mistakes and completely neglected the topics I HAVE NOT studied yet, it's kinda good personally for me! But then again, my classmates got 6oplus, 70plus? Ahhh! Stop comparing!

Earlier yesterday I had to pack my room. Found my long lost Polly Pocket! I'm going to keep it forever and when I have my own house, I'll put all of them nicely in a display cupboard like my priced possession. Hee.

Yesterday I also showed a little powerpoint presentation specially for Mr Mazlee and Ms Ngiam. Hope they liked it. The class as a whole viewed some of the old videos and photos which put a smile on everyone's face. It was my 1st time hearing Mr Mazlee laughing his heart out. It was a pleasent sight :)

During this exam period, I think is most important thing is to keep yourself focused and RELAXED. I was recalling last year the day before my English paper, I actually celebrated my birthday and came home at about 11plus. HAAH. Of course I won't do it this time round as I too scared already. Somemore the 1st paper would be A.Maths!! :S

Time to get back to work :) Thanks for reading. I hope my English can move onto(or into?) the next level!

last official day in bbss

I needed to do a lil project so I had to bring my lappy home -___- Hmm, just wanna share what happen today? It was definately a day to remember...

We had Graduation Assembly after recess. Awards were given to the top 3 students in class, those who improved tremendously and the good behaviour awards. Nevertheless, I still aspire to get onto the stage for getting good acadamic results.

Then, form teachers of all graduating classes started coming out to give a speech to their own respective classes. My heart really softened when some of the teachers just broke down into tears as they talked about their class. I was so touched and cried too. SO DRAMA. What's going to happen during Grad Night?!

In a blink of an eye, it's already the last day of school. Then, it'll be the end of my Os! So fast! But I'll never forget those times spent in BBSS. This school had maximised my potential. Thank you, BBSS.

before i go

Have been doing Chemistry and A.Maths. Do until sian. Hmm, not 100% there though, but I guess I'm halfway? Preparation for O levels = no life. Eat, sleep, study and go service. Nevermind, few more weeks. Ms Ngiam was describing how exactly we should chiong for O levels. So, let me announce, nope, I wont touch the comp unless it's the weekends but only for an hour or so.

I can't anyway if I want to :\ Lappy won't be at home1, it'll be at home2. But I'll be staying in home1.

It's been really encouraging to hear that people like Theresa and JingWei got B3 for their A.Maths actual Os when they got F9 for their Prelims. Working towards that, but 1 important thing, FAITH!

Sentence of the day: It is always good to recall the great things you have done before. It pushes you forward!!

Psst! Home2 is really noisy! :

seventeen

I can't believe I've finally turned 17! I still remembered when I was 10 and was admiring how old my brother was, and now, I'm in his shoes! People always say that being 17 was the best part of their lives, I wonder if it's true...

Hmmm, I had a series of celebrations, even though I am not suppose to. Actually, didnt expect much as I would prefer mugging at home all day long. But people were plannning celebrations for me, how can I disappoint them? However overall, I really enjoyed myself. Birthdays make me realise actually how I am important in people's life :D

On Saturday, W325 celebrated my birthday in Miss Clarity Cafe @ Bugis. I like the setting because of the girlish decorations and the menu. Best of all, nothing beats the company of W325! Thanks for all who came down, even though most of you guys were having their exams at that time. Really appreciate your presence! Special guests Rongrong and PeiEn came down too! That really made my day! :D

Next, on October 3rd, I was expecting a "surprise" from clique. Boy I was really surprised! Mom asked me to come over to the new house and when I reached the doorstep, the door opened and all of them shouted "HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!" I was more of shocked! But most of all, I like the decorations. Matches my wall :) And guess what, they did it day before with my mom there! She kept the secret too! What's more I fell kinda bad because while I was mugging away, they were busy decorating my house..

I was pretty excited opening up the presents. Heehee. But sadly, I accidently deleted some of them. RATS! However, the images will remain in my heart forever :) We went downstairs to have zi char, and started singing birthday song for me. All the uncles were looking at our direction. So embarassing!

On the actual day(Oct4), Huiyun and Samantha came by and gave me a pressie! Muahahhaaha! I love it a lot! :D These 2 girls are extremely sweet!!! So gonna pinch your cheeks soon!

In the evening, met up with Theresa and Marcus as our birthday falls on consecutive days. And I'm the youngest! Yeah! Went to Esplanade's Ichiban Boshi and ate till I could harly stand up! The ambience was good! Just that we didnt get to sit at the conveyer belt area. AWWW! After dinner, we took out our cakes, lit the candles and started singing the birthday song to ourselves. It was hilarious! Nevertheless, laughter is the best thing to have :D After paying the bill, we walked around taking photos together. It was definately a day to remember...

Took a cab home from Clementi as I was super tired! The strange thing was that differenciation question came coming to my mind. I solved that question before leaving the house for dinner. Hmmm, strange.

Well, I wanna thank all those who came to message, called or tagged me. It means a lot. W325, for making my "last fellowship" with you guys a memorable one. Clique, for spending time and money despite this mugging period. Theresa and Marcus, for the wonderful night of fun and laughter. For the someone whose bday falls on 3rd Oct, it's not really the chances to perform and all that. I mean, it's really good and I appreciate it but it's more of the friendship that we have fostered over this 1 year. Knowing that you're always there for me even though you're not physically there is already the best gift :)

I'm kinda happy that my L1R4 is better than what I had expected. I am able to get into MI! I hope I am able to get in when I appeal for it. But I'm just going there for the 1st 3 months to see how life is like there :) I have not lost my passion!

Staying over at my "holiday home" to get used to the studying environment here. Hope I'll adapt quickly! Will be starting my '10 hour per day study' when study leave starts! Really need the stamina and to focus!

Since I'm 17years and 1 day old, I need to be more mature and exercise some discipline. Off to study!!!

Happy Children's day!

So how did I spend my Children's Day? Doing Exam papers. Pffft. Prep exams kills man! I know it's for our own and all that, it helped me a lot last year too but, I just hate going through it. Well, need to tahan for another 2 days. Phew! And the school finishes like 6pm? Actually all these are ok...

BUT IT'S NOT WHEN YOU'RE STUCKED INSIDE A STUFFY NON-AIRCON ROOM AND HAVING A REALLY BAD HEADACHE!

And I still feel the headache. Urgh!

Ok, finished complaining :D Oh! Erm, kinda happy.. Got 50plus for E.Maths Paper 1 Prep Exam. But everyone said it was easy. I know, I know, but I wanna encourage myself. Haaah! Somemore I did it under harsh conditions. Ok, whatever.

Will be posting my bday stuff all at 1 go! Stay tuned! Poof! *off to study*