My lecturer told me to reflect today. So here it is...
I just watched 'Lifewatch' on channel 5. I was like, "Wow... I am going to be like them one day!" Basically mediacorp went into SGH and shot videos on the daily things in the hospital. I believe this series will inspire me.
Today I had a simulation lab practice... One word that describes me... "NOOB!" I felt so intense that I forgotten everything that was taught. Okay one part during the debriefing, the recorded video of what was played. There was one part that was soooo funny that I laughed. I tried to supress my laughter and tears came out from my eyes. (reminded me of the video i watched when ellen was singing with pink in the bathroom. pink laughed so much that she teared too.)
Alright jokes aside. I know I may not have done what I should have done. But I guess, this is one of the "valleys" that I would encounter in my whole nursing career. And I believe I won't be that lousy during my attachment yeah.
Well, in the past, I used to cry after knowing how horrible my voice was. I used to be such a slow poke when serving in banquet. There are many more but I just can't remember now. But after all the experiences and practices, I at least attained a certain level.
This tomb stone will be my stepping stone. This disappoint my new appointment. This stumbling block my building block :)
Study, again. Urgh.