I really got to thank the lecturer-in-charge for telling the lecturer(not very fond of her when she taught us in year one. hehe) who was assessing me for BCLS to let me have another go. If not, she would have failed me. Well, at least I borderline-ed it the first attempt. And for other lecturers, they would give the students up to 3 chances. Seriously, failure to me is very upsetting. But thank God...
This semester is has been a very discouraging one. Everything is not doing so well, like a replay of what happened to me during sec2 and 3... It really stinks to go up and down in terms of results. Especially, knowing that you did somewhat well just before and see your grades dropping like crazy the next moment.
Ok, maybe I have no right to comment for this semester because I have not got any results, not even taken the exams yet! But yeah, I have been paranoid! Dreaming that I failed, waking up to realise that there is still time for me to study hard! Stress, does it trigger the fight or flight response?
At the end of the day, I wanna do well. And who knows, it may inspire the younger student nurses to never give up despite facing failures! But of course I would need to be somebody like Oprah to do so. Hahaha. I can't wait to work and be one very old nurse that won't be told what to do or get reprimanded. Heee. Yeah, that's the ultimate dream!
And can you believe it?! My tutorial group is banned from stepping into school for a week! Well, it turned out that the nursing manager learned about the number of MC-ed people and was kinda furious about it. Even today's theory test was cancelled. Urgh. In a way, this is good because I can find time to study. It gets really distracting when I starting studying when I come back from school, because I will have the urge to use the lappy! But with a whole day at home, I'm sure I'll get sick of the lappy ;)
Cheers to a successful studying week!!!! (proclaiming it by faith!)