As I was looking through the blogs and photos of all my friends, I think attachment sucks! Been missing out a lot! Sigh. Who ever came out with this idea to have attachments DURING the holidays. We've already studied like crazy for the exams and should really deserve the 7 week break! For nursing students? We've only got 3 pathetic weeks :/
Today's work was horrible as well. Of all days, I had a bad tummyache TODAY. Whenever I could, I would find a reason to squat(eg, check urine bag, adjust pt's shoes) to kind of relieve the pain. I didn't eat at all during the break due to the lost of appetite. My feet felt as if it was bitten all over. After work, I had headache and felt like vomiting. I felt quite warm so I suspected that I had fever. To top it all off, I could not go home and rest. I had to go to school.
Thankfully, Bernice went and bought me Panadol! I felt better after awhile, though not my best. I'm not blaming on the fact that I wasnt feeling well for whatever, but I am just so disappointed with myself. Argh, I just don't know how to begin.
Maybe I should not even start. But all I wanna say is that certain dreams can't come true, may not go your way, and we just gotta accept reality. Once again, I think I have been too confident. It's the time-to-humble-myself period. Why must I always learn things the hard way?
Then again, friendships are always the best thing around :) Will be going out with a couple of them during this period :) Yay!!
Maybe this is how I am welcomed to this thing called "Life".