Before knowing that I passed, I told myself that it's alright I would fail. Because I thought it was kinda buang. At the beginning, before moving off, I forgot the release the hand break -__- Then upon moving off, I exited not allowing the oncoming motorcycle to go off first. The moment I did that, the tester said, "Poor judgement of the speed of motorcycle..." My super sian diao face appeared. Hahaa. I was shocked at how almost flawless my parking were. Then I did directional change. Did my signal and safety check, but I forgot to set to reverse and pressed my gas. I became even more sian telling myself to expect the worse. On the road, I would say I was pretty alright. Tried to drive as safely as I could, hoping that there would be a chance to pass.
At the table waiting for my tester, I could hear the other people being evaluated. Some passed, some failed. At that moment I was so so scared, and didnt know what would MY result me. When the tester came, he told me all my mistakes and I shifted my eyes towards the results on the table that was still in his possession. I starting counting the points and I was like PHEW. Then again, I expected the worse. Hahaha. So I listened to all the mistakes he observed and finally he said, "Hmmm, but overall, not bad, quite a safe driver. It's your first time somemore. Congratulations, you passed." In my mind I was like, "WAHHHHHOOOOOOOO I TOTALLY PASSED DUDE" But at the outside I said, "Thank you sir!!!!"
I literally skipped out of the room, down the stairs and towards the petrol station beside BBDC to look for my instructor. As usual, he was so professional. Having no reaction and all that. Maybe he expects all his students to pass the first time! He told me some final tips, I paid him for the last time and we parted.
I had to go back to BBDC to settle some admin stuff, and we were required to watch a video. Jeez, I guess I am still quite traumatized of it. They showed us images of bodies that were involved in RTA but that wasn't so bad. At the last part, they showed us real footages by highway cameras of the accidents. Most of them were motorcycles. Jeez, I'm NEVER gonna ride a motorbike. Very dangerous! From then, I told myself I MUST be a safe driver :)
Yup, so that happened within a morning and I think I have not recovered from it!! As in I'm still very tired as all my energy has been drained from worrying about the test.
Still, I PASSED AND THANK GOD!