Sometimes I Wish Attachment Did Not Exist

Been visiting NP quite a number of times and had thoughts of 'what if I studied in NP' blah blah. I can say that I never regret schooling in NYP because I'm in the best club ever!!! To me, it's the coolest club ever because I get to hear out other singers, learn a couple of tips and most importantly, perform! It's been a couple of weeks since I last performed and a couple of months since I had major performances. I miss performing :( For once I hate my attachment :(

Had some interview last week. Hehe, it was rather fun! Yeah, as I answer the questions, I begin to realise how much I love SoundCard :)

Just miss those moments when we were smaller (more chances to sing) and more free. Urgh, now we're all busy with school and stuff! Well, for me at least.

I'm kind of yearning to perform for THAT but I am just so afraid that I can't cope with my PRCP. And.... I got no message about it recently. Well, the previous news I had was like 2 weeks ago and it was a 'yes'. Urgh, so is the decision still hanging there? I don't know! To go or not to go!?!?! Either way, I'll be happy and stretched at the same time. I hate such feelings :/

The Perfect Nanny

Dear Nanny,
If you want this choice position
Have a cheery disposition
Rosy cheeks, no warts
Play games, all sorts

You must be kind, you must be witty
Very sweet and fairly pretty
Take us on outings, give us treats
Sing songs, bring sweets

Never be cross or cruel
Never give us castor oil or gruel
Love us as a son and daughter
And never smell of barley water

If you won't scold and dominate us
We will never give you cause to hate us
We won't hide your spectacles so you can't see
Put toads in your bed or pepper in your tea

Hurry, Nanny....

Many thanks sincerely,
Jane and Michael Banks 

Jing is back! And she got me Mary Poppins Musical CD. Hehe. Ahhhh, I just love orchestras playing to musical songs. I don't know how to describe that kind of melody. But I can identify them and I LOVE IT. Ok, I got a feeling Mary Poppins' Australia's cast will be coming to Singapore really soon. I will watch it!! I'm a true blue musical fan man! \m/


And back to the main point! Jing is back! Wahooo!! Managed to share the necessary things to her. Feel so much better. LOL. I wish I was having my holidays right now, then I could just go out and hang out with her all the time! But no worries. There are always the weekends! :D Oh, babe! Looking forward to talk a proper glam photo with you!! Wahahahaha.


It's been 3 weeks working in SJH. Argh, I love that place so much! Been hugging and kissing a lot of my patients. Oops. They kiss me too ok! But no worries, they have nothing to spread to me. If only my grandparents were still alive, I would have given all of them one million hugs and kisses man. Gonna miss them so much but I'm sure I'll visit them again and again!


The past few days has been kinda emotional for me, but I guess it's getting better. Oh, and some specific person had to just make things worse. Hey, if you feel alone and hate your life, don't blame others ok! I have never ever seen anyone so selfish. Ya, no wonder you fall apart with almost all your friends(i dont have to spell out who). Found your own new good friends already? Give me a few years and the same thing will happen on how it's happening to us right now. I hardly have this conflict conflict thingy with my friends(perhaps one or two) but for you, it seems like you ALWAYS have it. So you should know where the problem lies in. If you like to magnify the lil flaw(which i dont even think it is) that we did, I can also magnify yours. But you know what? I'll just go your way. If you want me to rebut and have some of my attention given to you, you can just forget it :) Oh, and I feel really sorry for you, because you have lost a bunch of really nice friends. Friends that had NEVER backstabbed you until you lit up the fire. I don't know if you'll read this or not, but I reckon you go reflect on your behaviour before doing anything. Anyway, it doesn't matter to me because I always have true friends around me, losing you is no biggie to me :) If you want to be mean, I can be mean also. I am known to be very insensitive and I can just talk you down if I want to. Ok, this will be the last of me mentioning about you. We're just gonna move on.


So basically that's how my week has been like. Heeeee. I mean like seriously I can be nice and cheerful. But if you love war, I'll just play along lah! I try my best to give in yet people just don't know how to cherish it. Anyway it's not me against someone. It's a group of us, but I just speaking up on behalf of the group. Ok Maria stop talking about it!


Looking forward to more awesome adventures with JingWei!!! Hehehehee!!

Another Crazy Weekend

Oh man! Have been packed with LOADS of stuff this weekend and finally I am able to settle down and have time of my own :) Thankfully I am able to finish what I am supposed to do. Most importantly is my case presentation!!! Did a rehearsal this morning and I thought it was good! :) Hope I can talk even better tomorrow morning! Heh.

Had audition in the afternoon. Well, due to bad past experiences, my confidence level really dropped. But I know I did my best and being a performer for some time, I know I didn't make any severe mistakes. So I'll just leave it to God to decide if I should be in or out.

Anyway, who cares about all these when you have good friends around you? Presenting Zariah!!! Heehe! My sister! Notice that our names sound alike ;) AND WE WORE THE SAME COLOUR!!! :D Looking pretty with make-up. Heee, cos I usually see her without them.

Alright it's gonna be another week in SJH. OH MY! I'm halfway through! Awww man, I'm gonna miss all my beloved ah gong and ah ma.... Can't wait to give all of them a big hug during my last day :( Meanwhile, I still have 2 weeks to enjoy my moments with them! YAY!

Muahahhahahhaa on Tuesday myself and Fadzly are gonna own Glee week for SoundCard prac!!!! ;)

It's time to try defying gravity....

Wow...

For PRCP, I got into a gynae oncology ward!!! Spot on!!! Well, when I had my gynae posting at KKH a year back, I was in gynae general and during the orientation, they told us that next door is a gynae onco ward. So, I kinda had this lil thought, "IF ONLY I could be in that ward." AND YES I'M IN! Wow! That's so amazing!! One very important reason why I would love an onco ward at least is because I get to nurse old people! :)

And I hoped earnestly that I would not get into peads as I have some nurse-parent issues. Gosh. Gynae oncology. I will do a good job there and I hope the sister there will like me and will be asked to continue to work there the next 2 years! Provided that I like the place also! :)

Awesome awesome awesome! Things just can't get any better! :)

I Love Auditions!

Oh lala~~ I just love auditions! Heheehe. I like the preperation part, and finally knowing the results, good or bad. Okok, I hope I'll do really well this Wednesday and get through! :D One thing I have learnt. I MUST not think too highly of myself. Okay okay.

I'll just put in my best! :D That's the most important!

Bristol Stool Chart

What's yours today?

Thinking!

Time flies! I still remember last year being so active in NYP Broadway rehearsals. Staying back in school till the wee hours of the night. And right now I'm ALREADY having my very last attachment before the big PRCP!!

I don't know but I simply fell in love with everything at St Joseph's! Ok, it's only my first day so I will not be quick to comment. Heh.

Wanted to share how late I realise the year is coming to an end!!! Like 2 more months and it'll be the new year. It will be the year I turn 21(gosh!) and I start working. Oh man oh man!! Of course I did some new year resolutions for this year and achieved some!! :D Like.....

Getting my driving license. Woohoo! SISHI TAN YOU CAN DO IT!
Having GPA of 3. ALMOST GOT IT :(
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Hmmm, okay, I don't why the last 2 can't be seen.... Have a good week people!! I know I'll have a good week so don't worry! :D

10th Time :)

Yay! I donated my blood for the 10th time yesterday! :D

I was like praying super hard for my iron levels as I was rejected like 3 times and the result turned out to be good! 13.3! LOL.

I had to suffer the post-effects of donating blood though. Didn't eat, didn't rest enough. So I felt really giddy and all. Thankfully, I know my body and did the appropriate thing. If not I guess I would have fainted! Have yet to experience the feeling of fainting though. HHAHAHAHA. Choy choy!

Still I'm happy! Feel proud of myself cos people were shocked that I went myself, feeling excited about it always.

Woo! My first day of Geron posting tomorrow. I'M SO READY FOR IT!!! (except the waking up part)

StageArts Production 2010

One word: AMAZING
I was really surprised the role N play. WOW! Lead actress sia!!! Hehehe, and she did GREAT!! :D

Amazing visual effects during the show.

Hehehehe, and of course the dancers!! I just love the SA dancers! :D

Not forgetting the Happi Family Game people yo! Jac who was the senior that guided them along the way..

Azzizi!!! Funny chinese gang fighter!!

His partner in crime, Sha!!!

Awww, watching it made me miss acting. Hmmm, to go or not to go for it?!?!

Breaking News!

Presenting SiShi's new look!!!

Whoa! Become chao ah lian already! Hehe... No lah, she still behaves really well.

Bye Malcolm & Cafe Gig Tryout

Bade farewell to Malcolm yesterday!!!

Had the chance to perform in a cafe. Ok, I am NEVER gonna play the guitar for a long period already! My fingers hurt to the max :( Shall look for a friend to help me play the guitar next time! Wahahaha. The awesome Syuhada. I seriously can't perform without her!

Jacob was awesome as well with the cajon!! Battlefield was the best!!! :D

I won't say that I was really good. I ought to be slapped actually because I played so many wrong chords =X Urgh, if only I could make it up. Hope the laymen didn't find it awful. My singing wasn't good with those impromptu songs!!!! So yeah. I'm ashamed. But nevermind! I will try to change my looks so no one will remember me.

Till then, I shall concentrate on nursing. I think that will cheer me up for the next few months.

Tiring Weekend

HAVING FUN, of course! :) But urgh, one more pathetic week of holiday left :( So this is what I did. Met up with Poly girls for a picnic!!!

The best part is that I drove!!! :D Hope the girls had a smooth journey~

Celebrated Roy's birthday with the cellgroup!!! :D

Year after year, we've all grown up!

I hope I'll have a REALLY enjoyable last week :) Ok, I know I will ;)