Sometimes I Wish Attachment Did Not Exist

Been visiting NP quite a number of times and had thoughts of 'what if I studied in NP' blah blah. I can say that I never regret schooling in NYP because I'm in the best club ever!!! To me, it's the coolest club ever because I get to hear out other singers, learn a couple of tips and most importantly, perform! It's been a couple of weeks since I last performed and a couple of months since I had major performances. I miss performing :( For once I hate my attachment :(

Had some interview last week. Hehe, it was rather fun! Yeah, as I answer the questions, I begin to realise how much I love SoundCard :)

Just miss those moments when we were smaller (more chances to sing) and more free. Urgh, now we're all busy with school and stuff! Well, for me at least.

I'm kind of yearning to perform for THAT but I am just so afraid that I can't cope with my PRCP. And.... I got no message about it recently. Well, the previous news I had was like 2 weeks ago and it was a 'yes'. Urgh, so is the decision still hanging there? I don't know! To go or not to go!?!?! Either way, I'll be happy and stretched at the same time. I hate such feelings :/