Yesterday afternoon I worked for half-shift in 43 with my SN uniform for the first time! Happy to see smiles on people's faces when they saw me. Just that they commented that I grew fatter. Sigh :( From that moment, I knew I had to start on a diet plan. Diet plan in progress btw! :) I can do it! I can do it!
Hmm, I'm still trying to adapt and pick up some of the things because I have not been touching all these for a whole month! A whole month of not thinking anything related to nursing. I could see that my hand movements were a little slower. Need more practice to get used to it! Heeee!!
It was great seeing some of the previous patients. I'm not cursing them alright! It's just that they come once in awhile usually for their chemo! Of course they were happy to see me as much as I was happy to see them!! Nursing your "usual" customers just makes things so much easier! But once their regime is finished, maybe I won't get to see them anymore :(
So basically I wasn't assigned to do anything but walk around and help out. Now looking at my SN colleagues, I feel so stressed! :/ Because they look terribly stress and I don't understand 20-30% of what they are doing. HOW?!?!?! I hope they'll give me time to learn more and not bombard me with difficult cases. Nah, I don't think they will be so mean. Besides, I can always feedback :)
My carelessness just sabo-ed me yesterday. Was supposed to write a certain result on 2 different places. And I happen to write them differently. After I knocked of yesterday, the in-charged called and asked me which was the correct result. OMG I felt so bad. But thankfully she is so nice! She even apologised because she called me during off-duty. Ok, that made me feel even more bad! Hahaha. But yeah, she's so nice and competent. Hope I can be like her one day! :D
One thing I learned about myself these 2 days. I LOVE WOMEN ABOVE 65 YEARS OLD! No joke, I'm naturally attracted to them! Can't wait to see them tomorrow! Heeheeehee.