I got to know a bit more about death through real experiences the past few days. I guess when it comes to faith, what you believe is what you will get. I can have people telling me that some black white spirit is bringing them "downstairs" and others saying that they see the light and Jesus. Either way, it just feels so "magical" but so true!!
First of all with all due respect, may my patients rest in peace. I'm glad that they are no longer suffering in pain. I just want to share my insights on death.
On the day before her death, I could tell that she wasn't ready for it. She just tried to be as awake as ever, asking me to slap her legs, shake her and talk to her. It is just so hard to bring it across to someone who is dying. She was very much in distress, and I told her to just be calm, close her eyes and sleep. She took it that I wanted her to go. Well, which was true but never in a bad way.
That kept me thinking... On my death bed, will I be willing to let everything go? The moment I stop breathing, where will my soul be? What will I see? According to my faith, I will go to heaven(and I thank God that I'm graced to go there). Yes, but from then on, what will happen? And since I won't have a physical brain, will I be able to think things, remember all the incidences that happened in life?
I guess I will never know unless I experience it myself. Unfortunately when it happens, I would not be able to blog it out here. Ha!!