Happy Birthday to me. I am very thankful for the wishes and love given to me. Makes me feel accepted and attention is given to me. Well, it's so human to feel this way. As the years go by, I just feel that what I really desire on my birthday is quality time with loved ones! And I'm glad I'm gonna have a hell of a weekend! And of course today.
What a better way to celebrate my birthday with a singing lesson? Hehe. I really wish that my voice will be so darn good that my teacher will praise me non-stop. That's what I really want! After that, gonna hang out with Sheryne! Hehe.
I'm slowly figuring out that my dream is drifting further and further away from me. Such a painful process. It's so hard to accept that fact. I would really want to spend quality time with you(and for the next few years). That's all. Just being slightly more open here today. I doubt many people read my blog anyway. Maybe it's just how God shows His love towards me. It's only at the lowest and darkest point of our life when God will manifest His unconditional love. It's true. I was looking for a worship song to lead and I just teared when I began to sing this out:
"I live for You, all of my days belongs to You"
At such a state, every word was genuinely from my heart. Well, I hope that I will be able to share God's love with the congregation when we sing this song on Saturday. That brings me to my next wish- To draw closer to God and make Him more prominent in my everyday life.
I love being so reflective. I must blog like this more.
Once again, Happy 22nd Birthday to me. I know that I am going to have an even greater year ahead! :)