I have come to a point where I want to immerse myself in work, singing, performance right now. I guess I'm going to reach the breaking point. I can feel it. It's going to be painful, I know but it will all be for my own good.
Meanwhile, I'm thankful for a busy work schedule with a fairly busy workload, a performance on the 17th, wedding gig(s) to practice and my singing lessons. I was so busy the past 2 days and I felt so much happier. So I guess I hate it when I am just left at home to think about my life.
Going to Esplanade on Monday after work to practice for the upcoming performance. Just the dude, guitar and I. Maybe that's my kind of life. Thinking about nothing but making music. I hope that it will be a really good distraction! Just don't let history repeats itself.
God, I can't take it anymore... I really can't.