While riding (along Lornie Road I guess), I did wonder what if I got into an RTA one day. I guess this is something I cannot deny and run away from. And yes I did cheated death a couple of times because of some road bully assholes. But I thank God for His grace and mercy every single time. So... If I die, what are my last words or thoughts???
I think being an oncology nurse exposes me to death and made me rather open to it. I would say that I am really happy with my life right now(kinda). Hehehe. I mean, I've got the best job in the world, even though I keep complaining about it. I draw a reasonable pay. I get recognised as a devoted staff. Even at this point, I achieved my dream of having my university course paid for. I also have regular opportunities to perform or do some gigs. And recently, help in event planning and running. I also have the best group of friends in every aspect of my life. Heh heh. It's too "colorful" until I do say that I feel tired. Even pastor who more or less knows about my life tells me that people are wanting to be in my place. Really meh? Haha.
Ok maybe what's lacking is the love of my life. HAHA. Yesterday, Erick and Ter were so sweet. Saying nice things to me, that I'll make a good partner and all. I was sharing with them, in the past I would feel apprehensive if someone were to introduce someone to me. But now, I guess i am pretty open about it. Maybe it's because I decided to let him go heh. Well in any case, God has planned it all out for me. When I meet you, I guess I will have so much things to share with you :) Oh no, I hope I won't be a perfectionist or something :/
After this holiday and the wedding saga, I would be more free! Hooray! Oh yes! I'm going to start volunteering in Assisi Hospice soon! Will be doing van duties and day care for a start. Hope this experience would be awesome.
Ok, that's all I have to say about my life for now. It's a little short but mind you, I just handed in 5000 words of academic stuff.