What have I done?

A simple chat made me end up in a messed up situation :( Nobody said such nice things to be before. Nobody told me that I am beautiful and attractive. Nobody openly confessed that they like me. This is why I give in. People who adore me deserves my respect, attention and love. 

This is where I start to take the wrong step. I know things are not going to work out for us. First, it feels so wrong. So, so wrong. Then distance will give us problems. Cultural and religious differences will also be in the way of a happy relationship.

I'm just playing with my heart and feelings. Gosh. Why did I even end up in this :( At time same time, it's something new that I am experiencing and learning.

I want to leave Manchester with happy memories. Will this be a happy or a heart-wrenching one? :(