It has been a year since...
1) We said our goodbyes
2) I finished up my stressful dissertation
3) I embarked my work life after being on hiatus for 20 months
Speaking of being on hiatus, I AM SO DAMN SORRY for missing for soooooo long :( I guess I was too caught up on work and other social media platforms. Gosh. I really feel I'm wasting my time scrolling through fb and ig at times. But then, I just can't help it. Hope someway somehow I can kick the habit.
I remember I used to think about my thoughts, blog it down, post nice photos on my blog for Malcolm to read hahaha. Read a book even, create music and do way many more things. Now, I just spend my off days sleeping and watching tv -_- Well, I wanted to do some exercise today actually or even go out but I have work work work to do at home zzzzz.
Anyway, since I've been back at work, a part of my potential has been maximised. And also, I have been abused and "bullied" by several individuals at work. Like bosses just not liking me and people using my work to claim credit for themselves. Disgusting! I'm glad I've been genuine friendships beforehand. Hope they can watch out for me to a certain extent. But anyways, HECK MAN. They wanna have fame and glory let them have it. I'm not exactly very interested anyway. I just wanna go back to 43 and look at my onco patients and do well in my work.
Oh just wanted to mention that since I came back to work, I felt that I have been very angry and negative in work and maybe even in everything. Then, since Feb 2018, I have been through SFTH3, We Care Programme, SLP and chruch retreat. Different contents but all felt the same- to make me happy and find my purpose once again. So I guess the first half of 2018 is like a rejuvenating period for me, to gear up for the rest of my life! :) I'm not really sure what is in stored but here I go!~
Hope I will come back to blog more often!