before i nap

Saturday: Metamorphosis rehearsal. I had no time to do work at all! Don't really like being in big groups... Takes a lot of time to be in order and all that. That's why I don't really have time to study. Oh well.. Hmmm, I hope I'm ready for this Sat! I'm actually very excited!!

Headed for service. Was late but reached in the midst of worship. Service was awesome! :D Glad I didnt miss it because it was heard the rehearsal would have been delayed. Saw my beloved cell group members! Did not see them for a week already. However, I could not join them for dinner and I rushed to Aeclyn's house for You Peng's birthday celebration.

Refer to clique's blog for more info! But we had a great time. Ate a lot of yummy steamboat food, after played games like never before. Haha. Laughed a lot. Then, sang birthday song and all that. Each of us said words of appreciation to the birthday girl and some of them were crying! But its cool. Got home at about 1 plus in the morning. Oops.

Sunday: Woke up, changed and got ready for the DT boys to come over for some last minute practice. Practiced till 1 and we headed down to Heeren to meet 1 more boy. Ate lunch and got ourselves calm.

Performance was ok. Thanks a lot for those who came down! Hope you didnt waste your time. Hehehe. I think this time round was better than the new year's eve concert. It was good also as manager was not there to guide us and all that. But finally I'm free! One performance down! Hoho.

Stayed awhile to watch my Primary school friend(met him there coincidentally) and Joleen. N380 dropped by too. Have fun chatting with them before going over to cousin's house for another steamboat :D

Ate and ate. Got home and dropped dead..

the good had to go

Yes, the day that I dread the most. It is hard to accept the fact that someone so dear to you has to leave and you wont be able to meet up or see the person as often as before. Sigh.

One simple reason why she is so dear to me.. ACCEPTANCE. No matter how imperfect I may be, she encourages me a lot and accepts me the way I am. I find it hard to get this out from people my senior. I wish she would replace Malcolm :/ Oops. Haha. Will I ever come across anyone like her once again? She's my 3 in 1. Hehe. Lover, sister and friend.

Today's Racial Harmony Day. I wore a head dress. LOL. Was kinda paiseh at first but I slowly got used to it. Racial Harmony Day is about understanding each other and ya, I understand how it feels like wearing it.

Ok, need to get back to work. Having a LONGGGGGG weekend. Tomorrow, rehearsal followed by service followed by clique gathering. Oh yah, ATTENTION!!

DT performance this Sunday, at Youth Park. Do come and show some support for this event if you're free! Starts about 4pm. See you there!! Do not hesitate to approach me when you're there. A friendly "hello" would be lovely :D SEE YOU THERE!

saved a life

It was raining cats and dogs [and i mean cats and dogs] soon after flag raising. Everywhere was flooded, including the little drain just outside my class. I was staring at the big pile of water until I saw an overturned dragonfly I scooped it up and dried it as it was soaking wet. Augustine and I did that little surgery. LOL. We thought that it was dead. But I didnt care and helped it stand up and twiched its wings so that it'll move. Here's a photo of it!Very big right? That's my palm by the way. It flew off when Auggie let it off in the window. I realised most of the boys were more afriad then the girls. They were running awaay and dodging from me. It was hilarious. I wonder how they survive NS :\ Well little dragonfly, I hope to see you sometime again! Fly away and multiply! :D [ok, what a phrase]

A.maths flooding my mind right now :\

drifting away

Nothing beats a nice strawberry yoghurt drink while "fellowshipping" my guitar on a late Tuesday night.This is definately my kind of relaxation! Ahhh. Pity I have to sleep in my room tonight. Mom went to sleep in my Brother's room. It is a miracle! Because my mom usually dare not touch anything my brother touches due to his low level of personal hygiene xD

Just returned from my 3 hours worth of studying in BB Mac. It feels so much more fruitful than slacking at home doing almost, nothing. Studied for SS test and did a lil D and T. Yes, it might be little but I am starting my engine running. An engine would take some time to start running you know. I still remembered I started my engine last year only after the prelims -__-

Right now I just feel like I have jumped out of this ferry into a small boat. Not sinking though, but drifting apart. It feels horrible. I hope this month will go by quickly! :( Have to make so many sacrifices. Ratsss.

I do unto people, wrong.. People do unto me, right. Not even a "________" from you. But what can I do? Nothing.

Ok happy things. I'm going to be tucked under my comforter so tight in about 10 minutes! Woots. You are the weakest link, goodbye! [my bro used to like this game show. dont know about now]

fatal dreams

Today we had the 1st rehearsal for 'Metamorphosis'. One word, TIRED! I was pratically just running about, eating and studying. Yes, I didnt study a little. Yay. I hope choir did enjoy my crappy-ness and jokes. I like to make them laugh :D I love their riversong. It's so river-ish. HAHA. But I hope they can feel more and think it beyond just then performing it. No comments for Dancing Song though. No saying that it's good either. I'm just sick of that song. Been singing like since November last year. Must grab hold of that kind of feeling then can do well. Seesh.

Managed to have a lil tech run for my performance. I was actually quite scared. At the same time, my heart was melting inside my body; my dream had finally come true. Like what I saw in my vision, pitch darkness with a bright light shining at me as I was performing. But more than that, I hope I'll put up a good one and impress the audience![dont be surprised if I tear. KIDDING!]

I just started thinking about so many things. I felt as if people around me were giving me a cold shoulder. Or am I too sensitive? I just want people to know that my heart is so true. I still wanna be the bubbly, loud and friendly Maria. Not the super serious, stern and hostile kind. I didnt know I had to go though so much in order for my dream to be fulfilled.

I hope next week will be better. I want to maximise my potential!

dreams

I didnt know pursuing a dream would be so tiring. It's not the actual thing, but the preperations that would be tiring! Doing my best in whatever I can.

God is my strength..

studying outside

Haha! Whee! This is so fun, studying outside with my classmates at night! Just completed my A.Maths worksheet :D Going to do English, but first, I have to warm up my English by blogging! LOL. Yeah!! I think studying outside is real cool. I used to study here at Macdonalds with Angel too! Reminds me of the past. Hehe. We discussed some Chemistry too. Felt so assured after explaining and learning from my friends :) Gonna do this often. Hmm, but need to waste money buying food and all that :(

Photos! MUAHAHHA! Pretty Violet and me.

*photo met with some problem.. will update soon.*

Shao Yu and I discussing Chemistry questions :D Are you gals jealous? I dont know why but so many people are attracted to him. zZzzzZzz. Whatever lah. But he's a good classmate to me!! HOHO! BET YOU ALL ARE REALLY JEALOUS :DDD

Ok, back to work.. I must make this time fruitful!