Hmmm...

Sometimes I wonder...

Do prophecies really happen? I meant the joking random ones...

:)

Last Friday was solely for my friend from Indonesia, Febrina!! She came over Singapore for a couple of days so why not? Why not we spend some time with her? :) She's totally not very foreign here though. But we still brought her around and had a good time. Well, not good enough. The next meet up must be better!!!!

She wants to go to a club next time so it shall happen! Hehehe. All I can say is that she's a good singer with a really sweet voice!! I need more chance to hear her!!

So as usual, I am busy with work, the SQ skit, the cancer survivor dinner performance and other random things. OH, and very important. Busy practicing my singing!! ARGH!!! I am freaking out now! Already submitted my exam entry, but some how I feel that I am not ready yet. OMG OMG OMG the exam is in Feb or Mar!! I hope by that time, I will be ready!

I really dream to get either a merit or a distinction! Please please please! See what I mean? I might love it so much but still, I need to push myself to always do my own learning and practicing! Really really not easy.

Btw, I chopped off my hair! Whee!

But no, I'm not attached. Hahaha. Cos I told some of my friends that if I were to cut my hair, it would signify that I'm attached. Lame shit. I didn't know why I had to say that.

Ok, off I go to sing sing sing!! God help me please! My voice sucks! :/

There's A Fine, Fine Line

There's a fine, fine line between a lover and a friend;
There's a fine, fine line between reality and pretend;
And you never know 'til you reach the top if it was worth the uphill climb.

There's a fine, fine line between love and a waste of time.

There's a fine, fine line between a fairy tale and a lie;
And there's a fine, fine line between "You're wonderful" and "Goodbye."
I guess if someone doesn't love you back it isn't such a crime,
But there's a fine, fine line between love and a waste of your time.

And I don't have the time to waste on you anymore.
I don't think that you even know what you're looking for.
For my own sanity, I've got to close the door
And walk away...

There's a fine, fine line between together and not
And there's a fine, fine line between what you wanted and what you got.
You gotta go after the things you want while you're still in your prime...

There's a fine, fine line between love and a waste of time.

Celebrating 22 years of Life

So I had an enjoyable birthday week celebrating with my loved ones :) Had lunch at Marche and watched Taken 2 with Sheryne! Thanks babe for being with me despite your projects and all!!

I wanna feature this cute girl but she had to cover her face :( Oh well. Of course, being in church and having the company with these awesome people is the best!

On Sunday, went for a bit of shopping! Bought Katy Perry's fragrance- Puss. I BOUGHT IT ON IMPULSE. Blame the salesman! :/ So I had to pose with it to make my money worth!! Still, I love it!

Then met Marcus and Theresa. As usual, we had our yearly tradition. Celebrating our birthdays together and having Japanese food! The diver!!

And the girls :P

Chilled at Starbucks but it was took quick!! Marcus had to book in! Argh!!

Then I proceeded to my next program!! Met the 38girls! YAY!!! I know that they are friends that will stick to me FOREVER!!! Love them loads!!!

Btw, the top was from my lifegroup. Me love it!! :)

Muack muack.

Muack muack muack!!

Sadly, our meeting was also a bit too short! :( I had to work the next morning and the rest had their own reasons too :/ But it's ok! We're gonna meet up real damn soon again!

Okay! End Oct/early Nov is gonna be really crazy!!! I WILL SURVIVE! :)

Just Another Year...

Happy Birthday to me. I am very thankful for the wishes and love given to me. Makes me feel accepted and attention is given to me. Well, it's so human to feel this way. As the years go by, I just feel that what I really desire on my birthday is quality time with loved ones! And I'm glad I'm gonna have a hell of a weekend! And of course today.

What a better way to celebrate my birthday with a singing lesson? Hehe. I really wish that my voice will be so darn good that my teacher will praise me non-stop. That's what I really want! After that, gonna hang out with Sheryne! Hehe.

I'm slowly figuring out that my dream is drifting further and further away from me. Such a painful process. It's so hard to accept that fact. I would really want to spend quality time with you(and for the next few years). That's all. Just being slightly more open here today. I doubt many people read my blog anyway. Maybe it's just how God shows His love towards me. It's only at the lowest and darkest point of our life when God will manifest His unconditional love. It's true. I was looking for a worship song to lead and I just teared when I began to sing this out:

"I live for You, all of my days belongs to You"

At such a state, every word was genuinely from my heart. Well, I hope that I will be able to share God's love with the congregation when we sing this song on Saturday. That brings me to my next wish- To draw closer to God and make Him more prominent in my everyday life.

I love being so reflective. I must blog like this more.

Once again, Happy 22nd Birthday to me. I know that I am going to have an even greater year ahead! :)

A Quick Post

Melbourne so far has been awesome. Very easy to adapt and live here, except for the over-friendliness that makes me think that they are interrogating me. The weather has been perfect. Not too warm or cold.

Many heart to heart talks with my BFF. Me understanding her and she understanding me. I guess this trip's mission has been accomplished! So, I'm gonna come back with a BOOMZ. Nothing's gonna ever bring me down man!

Went to shop for supermarket items and I'm loving it! Prolly gonna have a 2nd round on Saturday. Hehe. (They make cheap and really good gifts for my friends in Sg. Oops!)

Argh, I seriously can't wait to study overseas. Quick lah! Send me please!

If I can make a change, what will it be?

Recently, I have been included in some service quality related project by my sister. I'm not exactly excited about it. You can just say that I'm obliged to do it. But well, I'm sure things happen for a reason :)

Like today, my sister and I had this "emergency" meeting with my nursing assistant director, who was also in charge of this whole thing. When I stepped into the office, I was like WOW. The office was really posh, I walked by people who run the hospital. I thought to myself that one day, I MUST have a place inside. All along I thought that down the years, I would be going to focus on the clinical aspect. But right now, I just want to go towards the management level. Be someone there. And ultimately, I want to run a nursing home, a home for the old :) And to get there, I need to gain skills from the management aspect to achieve my dream.

I had a conversation with my Dad a few days back, talking about some richer people he would know. I even asked him if it's difficult to ask such people for sponsors, to start such a home. He said that most of the time they would be more than willing to contribute because they are super duper rich.

I know it sounds a bit crazy. I'm turning 22 soon. I just entered the workforce. I know nuts about nothing. What an ambition this is. But as the saying goes- "Everything starts with a dream".

At the meantime, let me brainstorm what I can actually do for my organisation. Maybe make a change in something. No plans yet, but right now my mind is tuned to my ultimate dream!

Watch out world, here I come!