Tomorrow is the day where we find out if it's positive or negative. The result will either make her the happiest person in the world, or tear her apart. For me, it's either continuing this wonderful partnership or leaving her forever :'( Urgh, the thought of it scares me. It really does.
God however, is wonderful. I want to believe that God has a plan. As we were talking in her house last Saturday, she actually asked what I do in church. I shared the usual stuff we do and also mentioned that it is a place where we are reminded how much God is here for us. For the past year or so, it has always been my desire to introduce Christ to her. Given my situation, it wasn't really easy and I felt resistance. But that day, she could ask me about church. An open door. God, are you doing something? Lead me to do Your will.
Very very very nervous for the upcoming results! Lord, do a work in this situation please.