Tuesday, January 31, 2006

finally, CNY IS OVER. seesh, i bet i gained like 5kg eating all the junk food. poor me. time to go exercise again. heehee. shucks! but no more time to sleep sleep sleep! and i miss service! so i cant wait till sunday!

tmr school starts again. many many tests coming right up. by faith i can do well! provided that i study of course.

faith is the substance of things hoped for, the evidence of things not seen...

cool meaning huh. yeahh. now, I NEED IDEAS. for my dnt lor. we're suppose to create something that can save energy and resources. sounds fun, but hard to do! must manufacture it too. boohoohoo. i need ideas! haha. so off i go thinking and thinking.

oops! before i forget, went to teacher's house today! so fun can. the baby SO cute! sadly, i dont have any picture with me. boohoo.


took this on the way there. me, sishi and huijun! and i appear as the tallest one :)
after that went to my cousin's hse at some ulu place... ate a lot there. sigh. still, enjoyed myself.

the only she-cousin whom i share the same surname with :) COOL RIGHT. she's the only one leh!
so, BYEBYE.

Monday, January 30, 2006

actually, this CNY's kinda boring. seriously. other then the food my mom cooks, nothing else holds that CNY atmosphere. but yumyum! the food my mom cooks is yummy!!! i love her everything! it has class too okay. hmm, maybe when my cousin's came over, was fun too. NOT THEM, but their maids. wahahaha! took advantage to them to clean up my room. how cool is it!?!??! and my room's definately neater now.

i'm starting to miss school already. heehee. no more CNY rehersals to worry about. i can do my homework peacefully! oh no. still have my choir concert to think about. argh! i wonder what are wearin to perform. i dont want cheong sum! it's blue somemore. YUCKS! hopefully my choir teacher changes the costume or we wear white top with black pants... that would be much better. lalala, it's so exciting anyway.

tmr me and my gang's going to our favourite teacher's house! SO EXCITING! cant wait to see his baby, jerome. aww. i bet he's cute! but for now, let me do my dnt folio and my dnt teacher is totally cute! i like the way he stares at us. cute! but i dont like him =.=

reddish-brown hair rawkks! :)

i kinda like this hair colour. might not be the best but it's better then nothing. whee! if you want your hair colour and see if it matches your style and looks, come look for me. i've got just the right thing for you..

hmm, i wonder how im gonna go back to school in this manner. HECK :) time to be naughty about naughty!! muahahahahaha!
now is like 5 in the morning. whee! haha. actually i slept at 8pm last night and suddenly woke up at such an early hour. i wanted to wake up at 1 or 2 plus. BUT, nevermind :( have the sudden urge of doing amaths hw! strange huh. abd my stomach's growling! SO HUNGRY! dont wanna go to kitchen cos there wont be anything to eat except tibits.

i feel as though im talking to myself. wahahaha. on one's online and everyone at home is asleep. *duh* and this is the best time to do amaths homework! yay! so go mind your own business! shoo! -.-

Sunday, January 29, 2006

whee! just finished watching back to the future 2 from HBO. a cool show! at least im now mature and old enough to understand what it means. simply in love with sci-fi stuff. earlier on also watched some show that people travel to the core of Earth and not forgetting, travelling to mars. but time travel is my favourite! yeshh! i'm so gonna get all the back to the future books. the writer rawkks mann! such a good imagination.

many people wished me a happy lunar new year. abit funny lah. cos i dont feel any difference. i've already set my goals what. hahaha. tmr all my relatives coming lo. wonder what am i gonna wear. hope i can just sit down and do my homework when they come over. hehe.

tonight, i wanna dream about time travel! it's related to Deja Vu ok!??!!? so i wanna have a nice dream. heehee. alright. byebye then:)

Saturday, January 28, 2006

strangly, i feel that this period is gonna be hard for me. everything's gonna be against my will and i'll feel so upset. har har har. actually, i am already kind of expirencing it, but taking it well and hope i can withstand it.
right at this moment, definately i have been excluded in something. feel so casted away and excluded. how sad right? learning how to accept it and hope me and my big mouth will not say anything. hehe. kind of jealous that why that person deserves it? but not me?
me and my good buddy, zhinian had a good talk to each other last night. we shared about each other so much that we realised that we are close, yet so far. i hope the people around me will humble themselves and be more sensitive to people's thinking and mindset. well, who am i to judge them anyway? if i ever become a ******, i hope i will not become like them but someone greater.
already being a ****** in many areas, i will be the best i can! :) so if you're under me, i guess you're priviliaged.(sp) whee! yeah, it's fun to take over stuff. it depends how you look to it though. leading in things does not mean that people have to serve you and meet your needs but is the other way round. you meet people's needs.
seesh, i'm starting to talk crap already. hope that something better will be on my way so that i dont have to suffer so much like now. yeahh. i know! ANG PAO MONEY :) haha, joking lah, im not that money-minded ok. at least there's some free time for me to catch up with my homework. many many tests are ont he way too! SHINE SHINE SHINE! :D

Friday, January 27, 2006


whee! CNY performance was so fun! my choir's acting skill definately improved. heehee. was totallly cool. sadly, my class could not cheer for me cos i didnt appear on stage. gosh! missed my class party lor. saddening. but i was like walking around during the performance. wahahaha.

that's me and my choir juniors in the picture. they join dance too. look so grace when dancing. hehehe.

well, it's now all over and time to study! hehe. shining like the stars!

Wednesday, January 25, 2006

HELLO. it's already so late and im here blogging. wanna say that i had a great CNY service. argh! but so tiring. i diddt sleep during service ok. i was paying good attention :) sharing was awesome! yeahh!

ok, i am getting m ore ti r e d as i a m t ypi ng.. . * ya w n * :) * s le e p s.. . . .. *

Tuesday, January 24, 2006

what a long day TODAY. could not bathe this morning cos mr lizard came to visit me. nevermind if he is on the ceiling or whatever. HE WAS INSIDE THE SHOWER ROOM! the lizard is so transparent and disgusting. seesh.

went to school early for pm. not really lah, but we gathered together. happen to see someone... sigh, the emotion felt at that second was strange. angry? jealous? disappointed? just dont know. it's juat something hurting. sighsigh. yeah, had my maths test. hope i would get some reasonable results. i did my best, without guidence when studying.

im not here to critise but someone who is lazy, rude can have whatever he/she wants. me trying to put up my best behaviour deserves nothing. it's really not fair! why am i so sensitive too on such things?? the person whom i befriend most can really hurt me the most. sigh.

went to collect music room keys. all the key leaders were not there except me. how great. i had to organise the surprisingly shy sec3 to look after the sec1s. hahahaha. i conducted warm up can. and i bet no one's voice was warmed. hahaha. there was this sec1 boy, SO FUNNY. he actually joined us for cgm once lah, that's why i knew him. anyway, he thought that me and choir teacher were related. i was so shocked. he said we looked alike. well, actually HE'S WRONG. IT'S THE ANOITING WE CARRY TOGETHER :) hope it is something good and we can reach to him again. yay! and the sec1s DO like me! cos im a friendly person.

maybe today wasnt really very long. tmr WILL be a long day as i'll be going for CNY service. *tired* but i think it's going to be fun!!! whee!

Sunday, January 22, 2006


alrighty, this weekend seem short. i have no time to finish my homework. boohoo. i actually owe my chinese teacher some homework! and she's bugging me for them everytime i bump into her! but im almost done with it :)

today had service! whee! so cool lor! sat right in front. as in the 1st row. yay! was rather distracting as the camera lens focuses on you. so scary can. i was on air like twice. wahaha. so pai sei can. i wonder how i actually look like on the LED screen. preaching was good. we have to confess as what i say will set the boundary on how much that vision will come true. preety scary huh. we must also expand our vocab! i am so going to be reading dictionaries! wahahaha.

didnt join my cellgrp after service. met my parents to go shopping in queensway. my dad has a lot of lobang. cos we happen to enter this shop, his ex-student's family owns the shop. saw the particular adidas shoe that i liked. original price was $109. after discount, $70. i was so laughing away. a good deal right. hmm, maybe i shall be a teacher next time. JOKING. bought a pair of jeans and a jacket. I SO LOVE THE JACKET! hee. guess these are my new year stuff. now fancy top i think. of maybe im going out with friends. yay! hope so. anyone, please jio me!

so tmr is another day of school. yay! there's CNY rehersal after school. SO EXCITING! actually im beginning to like acting more then singing. wahaha. i should do both lah. lalalala. BYE!

I LOVE THAT PICTURE :)

Friday, January 20, 2006

YAY. i enjoy fridays cos school ends early and i got many fun-filled activities esp today! WHEE! before i say that, i wanna say that teddy sucks. he's the no.1 towning "gentlemen" i ever knew. ignore ignore ignore. grrr.

well, i shall IGNORE with that matter. hee. went to the commernce(sp) room. was actually rather upset with certain things. but my choir teacher is simply the best! i think she deserves the credict more then anyone else. being so paitient, just hearing in our complaints and everything lah.

the CNY team spent countless minutes singing the same song over and over again! but they were determined to complete the recording :) soon the other actors came and we rehersed the show twice. could say it was done well as many changes were made. for the better of course. im not a really good director so the teacher who directed took over me and made it better. ohwell, i didnt mind of course, BUT I WAS MADE TO BE THE SOUND WOMAN. wow! how exciting can it be. but NVM. hoping that i was in the cast though, esp being the extra. so cool lor. doing all the fake talkings and playings. wahahaha. they'll be chances next time :)

so after a long rehersal we were dismissed. hehee. went to join gb for like 5 mins. at least i went ok?! but i realise something. the gb grads, or also known as officers, can really town me and that pisses me off too. makes me feel so not included. i cant do much anyway. seeeeesh. something funny happened too. someone lied on some wet paint. all i can do is laugh. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA! if i were only creative enough to give her a nickname... whatever, KUKU.

so here i am so tired and i wanna sleep. BYE :) yay! cgm in my hse tmr. whee!

Thursday, January 19, 2006

hello! was kind of a busy day today... but i think school time is like much more slag. hee.

well ok, maths lessons i got back my test paper on sec3 stuff. kind of disappointing. firstly, because if you submit the hw and have done it less then halfway, 3 marks would be taken away from the test paper. yes, i admit that i didnt do some questions. but i really tried my best in doing those sums. the others which were left blank was because i seriously did not remember abit on the topic. i even spent hours on the questions a few days before the test. sigh, yeah, now you know what kind of intelligence i have. altogether i think i did not do 5-10 out of the 40++ questions in the exercise.

then, i failed the test because 3 marks were taken away from my paper. and i failed the test. YAR, and that's the part im seriously diasppointed about. sigh. i did study, i did try my best, maybe not that hard with such stoopid results. i thought i could share with my cg members how well i would have done for the 1st test of the year but i can totally forget about it. how can i encourage them when i cannot even encourage myself? how you start will determin how you end. will i have this kind of ending???

some classmates were encouraging me, some classmates were bloody irritating! seesh! they arent sensitive and they simply piss me off. forget it man, i forgave them.

after a while i have to return to a good countanence(sp and phrasing) with hurts deep inside my heart, i have to carry on with life...

after school i was super bored and i decided to pop by the music room! wahahahaha. indeed is such a blessing that i went there mann! lalala, had a great time of fellowship. hee. shall not explain... we got to know each other better lah :) not forgetting, I WAS LATE FOR CHOIR PRACTICE. i so have to repent by lying.

REPENT REPENT REPENT.

choir practice was fun! hehe. learnt a new song. cool. cant wait for the concert. anyone intrested??? it's gonna be great! yay!

thank you for encouraging me when im down. im gonna do my best next time and make you proud! thanks dearie. i dont know what can i do without your existance.

Wednesday, January 18, 2006

hello, i have not blogged for a few days already. anyway, this week has been a week full of funny matters and i'm like so busy! now i know how is it like to be SO busy.

anyway, yesterday was a disappointed day. my class apperently have a stealer. stealer as in someone who takes your things with intention. EVIL intention... its very saddening lah. i seriously cannot believe that someone in my class will do that!!! me and my buddies are investigating among ourselves about who is the killer. really, hope the person will change her heart. really hope so. if you face problems, dont just go around doing bad things to people. you can always seek help amd attention.

phew! i have been staying back EVERYDAY after school. this shows that im busy. hehehe. more with choir stuff. helping out with sec1 auditions, choir practices and CNY rehersals. but i dont mind doing all these things. choir is definately one area that i MAXIMIZE MY POTENTIAL. hahaha. teddy dear taught us about that during cme lessons. how sweet <3>

this blog appears to be more boring. help! haha, im too busy to change the skin anyway. yeah, that's about it. CANT WAIT FOR CHOIR'S MARCH CONCERT : )

Monday, January 16, 2006





















evidence that i DID slim down a little :) the picture is about one year ago and one the left is a week ago. so much difference! and brenda got cuter. hee! i wanna chage of hairstyle! how will i look like one year later? HMMMM.

Saturday, January 14, 2006

ya ya ya, have not been blogging for a few days already. cos im busy whee! :) busy with tests, cca orientation too. yup, yesterday, my sch held a sec1 cca orientation for the respective ccas to gather the newbies. well, i shall say that choir didnt do that well, only 27 people, compared to gb which was like 80 poeple! SEE?! THEY CAN STILL DO WITHOUT ME. thanks to my geog teacher who made me SO angry. but i think 27 sec1s is ok. provided all of them join choir and can sing well. heh.

well, i guess i have nothing to talk about already but i love school. i hate weelends like now. hahahaha. BYE.

Wednesday, January 11, 2006

hello there! had a wonderful day in school. hehehe. first thing in the morning, i had to meet someone. AND SHE WAS LATE. boohoohoo. wasted 2 mins of my time waiting. had to play some classical music before assembly and during recess. that's not all. the song sounded like an english church mast. my dearest principal stated that it was played to that we so APPRICIATE music. how funny can she get? har har har.

yeah, all the lessons seemed so short! before i knew it, school was over already. yay! missed lessons so much. i now find it cool to sit at my table and listen to my teacher talking. oh, during chemistry lesson, i was told to sit by the teacher's desk to help her press the slideshows on her laptop. i was kind of bored, so i was adjusting the drawers because they were out of place. and when i opened the one at the bottow, i saw 2 BIG cockroaches!!! they were running here and there inside the drawer. so, i shook the drawer to disturb them. wahahhaha. how naughty can i be?! but they took revenge. one of them ran out of the drawer and climed onto my had. i obviously screamed. followed by the other girls in class who were like 10meters away from me. scary indeed. i will never disturb cockroaches anymore...

and after school, went over to the music room to audition almost all the sec1s. i felt that we were like forcing somw student. feel rather bad about it. it leaves choir a negetive impression. if only people naturally like choir. heehee. i hope some sec1s like me or sth like that and they'll join choir! wahahahaha.

YES! JOIN CHOIR NOW :)

Tuesday, January 10, 2006

as i recall the times i had with my grandmother, a smile would be on my face. honestly, if she wasnt there, neither will i be. as i still can remember, everyweek we would go over to her house to visit weekly. that was when i was like 7 years old. i like her sofa, her tv and her fridge. hehehe. my brother once searched her fridge and swallowed a chewing gum. hahaha. we would also be given a bottle of yakult(sp) always enjoying myself in every visit.

when she had her stroke, i visit her, reluctuntly(sp). but as i mature, i begin to feel for her. i think i was 15 i started to feel and pray for her. my passion for being a nurse burns stronger. during visits i would hold on the her hand. she would squeeze it. kind of a little communication. honestly, i had a plan that i would visit her this week. the news shocked me and i could not spend time with her. but it's ok, her pains and sufferings are totally relieved.

our family had a vision that when she was in heaven, she met my dad's mother and father. they were already saved before they died. anyway, they met each other and looked after my grandmother. ahahaha, they even sat down for a cup of coffee and tea. started to tell stories and expirences of how they died, what were their last thoughts and all that.

i would like to proclaim that God answers prayers. He's always on time. you see, it's like the time me grandmother passed away, it has been raining cats and dogs. i guess He was adjusting to the solem mood we have. and during the burial, it didnt rain at that morning! of course we were praying for no rain lah. during the burial, the weather was fine! not very sunny, not very raining at all. but as soon as we got onto the caoch, it rained heavily. i am already convinced that there's a God out there and He answers prayers!

i cant wait to see what heaven is like : )

Monday, January 09, 2006

hello! long time no write already... yeah, was busy. my grandma went to meet the Lord on saturday. she'e in paradise now, after suffering in the hospital for 8 years, unable to walk or even sit up. yeap, all her pains are gone now :)

thanks for those who came to visit me. really appreciate you all ok? i was kind of bored. met up with many of my parent's friends. they've either said i've grown slimmer or prettier. yes yes! wahahahaha.

after her burial, went back to school to settle some choir stuff. many of my classmates saw me and was so happy. hehe. some of them consoled(sp) me, but i was alright. and all the teachers were staring at me because i was wearing a white polo tee and jeans. i appeared that it was like nobody's business. but if they asked, i would tell them lah, and will feel bad asking. but i'm fine, serious.

tmr is a public holiday and i'm sad. i really miss school. where i sit on my table and do work. yar, cant wait till wed lor. lalalalala. CNY is coming and im heavily involved in it. so, i'm kind of busy with it. I LIKE TO BE BUSY:) but also have enought time for myself lah. hehehe.

this is so great. my teachers wants us to pass up holiday homework on wednesday. she only selected a few exercises and i happen not to do one of them! i did the OTHER except for that particular exercise. THAT'S SO GREAT RIGHT?!?!?!?!? boohoohoo. poor me.

Friday, January 06, 2006





today, went to a few factories... honestly, was ABIT boring. i'd rather pick up litter or study in school. hahahaa. cos i went to the factories before. ya lor.. but had a fun time with my classmates! hehee!














yup, so these are some of the pictures taken yesterday and today. hahaha, we look more mature now in sec4. wahahaha. not forgetting, ME AND SISHI! hahaha! i'm so happy that i'm sitting beside her in class. yay! :)
ignore the puny eyes and the eye bags. hehe. oh, I'M TALLER THEN SISHI! wahahhaa. and i love sishi camera.

i almost forgot! i saw my teddy dear in school today! he so slimmed down can. hahaha. he's my skinny teddy, no longer my fat teddy :( but nvm, i can at least see him twice a week during cme lessons >.<

today, someone hurt me. i dont know how to describe it but what i did was not on purpose and i will not be angry at you. why things cant be the way they were before? i really enjoyed myself and had lots of fun together. but now, the way you treat me is totally at another extreme. well, the way you wanna treat me is up to you. i cant force you to "like" me... those wonderful times we had together can only remain in my dreams. i guess it will never come to past again. loving you always and will keep you in my prayers.

Thursday, January 05, 2006

went to east coast park. picked up litter. some people didnt pick up and were all slaging away. i was so pissed at them! or rather, the teachers were all so pissed. anyway, was rather tiring. had to bend down pick litter in with my heavy bag! haha, but they were all worth it. see, im such a good citizen : )

wow, you never know what people can throw. chicken bones, party poppers, tissue and cigrette butts! how inconsiderate of them. i believe that one day they'll learn their lesson. but my group which consist of me, jasmine, murrary and changrui didnt notice that time passed so fast! soon it was break time and soon it was dissmisal time! wahahaha, yay! 2hrs added into my CIP time : D

so, the bus sent some of us back to schoool. had choir practice. and it was rather fun and great! hehee. learnt a new song, "flying free". i heaard of the song before so it was cool. ahahaha. my conductor said that I SANG TOO LOUD. hmm, do i really sing that loud? haha, shall reduce my volume then. if not, she'll put me solo next time. so, must sing softer already.

I'M GONNA LOVE MY CHINESE TEACHER :)

Wednesday, January 04, 2006

yay! attended the 2nd day of school already :) yeap! enjoyed it. wahahaa. had this workshop about having the winning attitude and overcoming the psylogical barrier. WELL, I HEARD IT BEFORE SOMEWHERE :) so, it was a "run through" for me.

the school should not have spent so much money on it. they should like ask every single student to pay for the workshop because many people were talking among themselves and wern't listening. haha, but i think i enjoyed myself. got to catch up with my OLD friend, karthik. hehehee.

hmm, actually nothing imtresting occured lah. oh, I WAS CAUGHT FOR WEARING A SHORT SKIRT. wahahaha, it shows that im growing taller. but i didnt believe it was short. but, nevermind. i shall wear a longer skit to school then. so malu can. i was not the vain or ah lian type and my skirt was short. i'm happening! :P

ok, i'm rather excited about tmr!! whee! going east coast to clean up the beach. i can work out on my body.. hmm, i think i can bring sandwiches too. yay! healthy diet... AND IT WILL NOT RAIN TOMORROW. mark my words...

anyway, i've changed my blog templete. YAY! i'm SO happy. wahahhaa. thank God for me being such a smart girl. wahahhahaa.

Tuesday, January 03, 2006

ello there! you can call , the happiest person in the world cos i seriously am:))) had a fun 1st day of school! got to see everyone of my classmates and schoolmates too... and I LIKE MY NEW CLASSROOM. it's on the 4th floor(means i can train my legs), the room is bright and wind enters it and there's a new coat of paint. because the previous class which was 3n2 '05 made that class so dull and boring and all that. they were violent people too. BUT FEAR NOT! 4n1 is a guai guai class! no one will dirty the class or whatsoever. if they do, i shall deal with them, personally.

anyway, the ever enthu jasmine and tahirah were always with me and all that, so had lots of fun and all that! wahahaha. i think they/we were the ones who built up the atmosphere in the school. whee! yay yay yay. i simply love school.

somemore, im sec4. I FEEL SO BIG! i can bully the sec1s. wahahahaha. yar, the sec1s as usual, were seriously shy. sooooo shy. hahaha, so i have a better chance of bullying them more:) it's a joke ok? im a nice person. i think im the one whos more shy. hehehee.

i realised again that,
-i was not hungry during recess time
-i didnt use the toilet until now. wow, i have a strong bladder
-JASON IS A BIG BULLY!

yes he is. now he's so quiet and all that. not forgetting that he bullies me >.<
well, cant wait for tomorrow!! SOOOO EXCITING! heehee. no studying for this week, we're gonna have fun. YESH YESH YESH! :D

Monday, January 02, 2006

hahaa, i realise that this skin does not include a title for each blog entry. yay! tmr is school day! wahahaha. i like the feeling where i wake up early and carry my crumpler bag. but i might not have the time to blog, i think. well, i'll make time for it:)

everyday i will do the following:
-2hrs study in school
-1hr of exercising
-1hr of studying at home(optional)
-at most 1.5hrs of using the computer
-1hr of personal time (at lot of things to do..)

well, i guess there WILL be enough time to blog right?! whee! hahaha, im sort of addicted to blogging already. AND I LOVE THIS SONG! thanks to cassie. hehe.

hmm, waking up early? means i have to sleep early! ok, the latest i can sleep is 11.00 ok? if not i can become a panda, a fat panda. wahahaha. and i also figured out that i can type fast. YES! hahahaa.

i wonder who will be teaching me what subjects.. kind of excited. not being mean but i seriously think that a good teacher will have good results and a bad teacher will have bad results. so, i hope that i'll get a good teacher. i already have one :) my dearest math teacher. i bet she wont be reading this... but she rawkks! i will hate math if she didnt teach me maths. so, teachers out there, YOU NEED TO HAVE CHRISTMA TO HAVE STUDENTS TO LIKE YOU :D

my dad was playing around with his electrical stuff, and the whole house tripped! TWICE. thanks God i was not blogging if not everything i typed in will be gone. but i found out that we human beings need electricity to live on.

thank you electricity :)

so i guess i better continue with my math homework if not my dearest math teacher would not be happy. and my room is neat now!! and also dont know why but i cant wait for this week's service:)

one day wasted

i seriously wonder why must they make today a public holiday?? there's nothing much i can do. if it was not a public holiday, i would be in school already:)

talking about school, i notice that not many people like school. WHY?! i love school you know?! wahahaha. i like to learn and im a nerd 8) i miss all my classmates and my school friends, not forgetting the same old teachers who nag, nag and nag. it show that they care:)

hahaa, for blog i think i shold use this smile :) not =) cos the dumb msn got the emotion icon which i totally hate most of the time.

anyway, parents just came back from the market, they also went to cash converters. yeahh, they indeed converted old stuff to cash, puny cash. they sold a dvd player for $23, some other stuff for $17 and most regretfully a house phone for $0.50. seesh! i rather give these things away! maybe, they should not have bought it in the 1st place. waste money, waste money! looking forward to work and learn to suffer more:)

so, STILL IN THE MIDST OF A MESSY ROOM. guess i better start cleaning up before the homework starts rolling it :D

i <3>

Sunday, January 01, 2006

new year, new beginning

happy new year! ^^ yay yay yay! it's a new year... well, means im growing older. hehehe. i dream one day to be an adult okayy. wahahaha.

hrumm, today, went for the very 1st service of 2006! was great, so great. (am being sarcarstic andd truthful) because, me and some people from the cg were supposed meet 8 at je mrt. unfortunately and as usual i was early. and guess what.. they were late and i mean LATE. not to blame them lah, BUT I RUSHED OUT OF MY HOUSE TO BE ON TIME. seesh. yar, that always happens lah. i dont blame them, honestly. i just dont like it when other people rub it in and ask ME why i was LATE. btw, meeting time was 8 and we left je mrt about 8.45. ME? LATE? =(

but it made me felt that it was really my fault. was rather pissed off, in a way lah. at least during service, i placed my feelings away and enjoyed myself=DD am proud of myself that i can control my feelings. but after service, had the moody feeling again. well, was "told off" (dont know what other word i can describe it) because i answered my phone after debrief and was distracted. hmm, well maybe it was really my fault, thanks to my dad i had to pick up his call of else i may be accused of being a bad daguhter who wants to abandent her dad. seesh, i just hope that someone understood me. and also after hanging up, had to take out photos from so that i can pass to all the members before they disperse. it will be hard to find them, definately. well, maybe what i was thinking was wrong? not that i was chatting with my boyfriend over the phone, or giggling jokes with a cg member behind? aiyah, just not sure lor. guess i'll ignore this issue already. yeapyeap.

so after eating at malan noodle with the cg, went bugis with some of the people! we did nothing much there lah, so we went fareast for shopping. heh, shopping indeed. i only bought a pair or ear studs and a belt. ok lah, at least i got something right?! hehehee. had a good time, had a good time. and here am i sitting in the midst of a messy room. too tired to clean up liao. going to sleep soon! so, that's how i spent my 1st day of the new year=D cant wait till school starts. whee!