My colleague is going to Melb alone for a week. I guess she's just taking a break from whatever is happening to her life now. Sometimes, being alone is good. It sets you thinking, makes your mind sort out what's happening and all. My heart goes all out to her, sincerely.
Well, it made me recall my lonely times both in Austria and Edinburgh back in 2008. I didn't exactly plan this lonely trip but it just so happened that I was in a midst of a very difficult time(but it's nothing compared to my colleague) when my brother just sent me off just like that. I'm not blaming my brother but the both trips were really good! What I remember most was those moments in the train, where I would listen to music, read the Bible and pen my thoughts down. At the same time, looking at the beautiful scenery of greens and snow. In a way, it made me stronger...
Actually right now, I have the urge to travel alone. Maybe if I do, I'll go to the US! But erm, there isn't any distinct triggering factor yet. Maybe it will come soon? But of course, I wish that it won't happen. Hate myself sometimes... Urgh! If only things could be that simple.
Every time when I go through this, I tell myself that God knows. And to Him, somehow I'm this silly girl not knowing the greater things that are going to happen :)