Thursday, November 02, 2006

Now I know why was I shivering all the way when I was in school. Probably the side effect after donating blood? Feel so, so weak. Still, I had to force myself to do maths. The more I do, the more I feel that the questions are harder. Hahaha. Really know what stress is like. My hands were shaking like nobody's business and I felt so, so nauseous. And suddenly, had a shock of my life. Wahahaha. At that second I thought I was dreaming. Felt more nauseous. Haha, joking lah. But I shivered more :S

Not only was I fighting the physical, but I was fighting the emotional. Felt so demoralised due to the many problems these few days. Especially in maths. Really trying so hard but I couldent just do some questions. Is your expectation of me that high? But God's anoiting has been with me the whole time, comforting and encouraging me. Also with the many political stuff I have to face. Sigh. But the loved one(s) around me have/has been lifting me up. Really appreciate it. Hee.

Visited choir for 30 mins. Was kinda impressed with the people! Everyone could see that I was dying to join back as I begged for the scores and they refused to give it to me :( Really miss those choir days! Hehe, cant wait for my exam to finish and learn the part I would be assigned to!

Ok, shall not blog till Monday. Haha. I shall have a nap first before doing more maths :D