It looks like I have to go by my own way, all alone. I know, it's hard, yet I don't want it to look fake. I just want the littlest attention.
Going overseas alone is good. Able to live my own life, depend on myself. Hope I'll be a changed person. And when I return, I would be a girl who is not so dependant on the person she loves dearly. I know I'm sensitive, but really, who can I turn to?
(so emo but life will have ups and downs)
Well, I believe after this negative/bad situation I'm going through now, there'll be something to bring me up! [refers to good O level results!]
Maybe it aint that bad, I just need time for myself. Vanishing from everybody for 5 weeks! Away from everybody and all alone...
14 more days!!!!!!! Hooray! :D
You'll still be so dear to me in my heart...